moonlight 6

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Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1opyRjr1z8IwoA4d6OZX_afBUh42jLicAHYkAaCVQdV8/edit

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White Coat (prod. 1VArt)

you & i cover w/ atlas

fine (prod. killedmyself)

@mt-marcy

LYRICS:
i'm sick of trembling in fear at the idea of death
since it's always on my mind i just hide in my bed
"everybody's scared of it" is what my therapist said
but my case seems worse, when i've barely been fed

because the kitchen's too far to desire the steps
it'd take to make it down the stairs and try to find a baguette
or something similar that wouldn't make my stomach upset
it doesn't feel like this is real, yeah, my mind is a mess

the only times it seems clear is when music is played
some relatable creator says i'll soon be okay
or when reading poetry trying to soothe the dismay
and i can lose my insecurities in cute little sayings, like

"why frown when the sun goes down,
if you'll wake in the morning to such nice sounds
when the nighttime creeps, well your eyes might weep
but that's just moonlight tryna find nice people"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, just make it through this"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, you can make it through this"

meurte

such nice sounds (prod. mt. marcy)

with @nevermending

lyrics:

i turned 19 three months back
and i still can't fathom how to act
'cause this adult shit's kinda whack
i'd rather lay inside and read
and treat my life like a weekend

and all my friends will slowly
move away and change
and i'll be left here feeling strange
with all my comrades out of range
for me to reach

it seems so odd to have to
redesign yourself
'cause you're so much of someone else
that they feel like it's unhealthy

but i guess it's part of life
to surrender what you like
in favor of the things you have to do 
and there's so much i have to do
these days

these days

i'm turning 18 in a month 
going off to art school is coming up 
and i'm scared for what's going to happen

i'm going through a breakup 
and i only cope with things i shouldn't 
i get myself into trouble too much 
lately

all my friends are anarchists
and i don't know what i think 
things are too complicated 
and the world is full of shit 

my inner pessimist is out 
full of anxiety and doubt 

i'm not ready for what's next

parking garage sesh

download <3

i'm not ready

Atlas - Anxious (ft. Limbo)- Audio Edit

For as long as I can remember I have been lost and depressed. I've given tastes of what my music will sound like after my training and it's all lead to this point. The past month has been high stress and extremely brutal on my mental. I give you an actual album. This is dedicated to everyone who is just like me. Scared. Alone. Lost. Suicidal. And depressed. This is the last time you'll hear from me until late autumn / early winter. The best way to experience this is through the stream. I hope you can understand what I'm saying and what I've gone through. This is also dedicated to Paul Alexander. A skateboarder who's story inspired me to make this. You are not alone in this cruel world.

My life is torn2piece$.

By it don't mean I gotta quit.

Neither do you.

Thank you for vibing with me. And keeping me alive.

It truly has meant the world.

- Burney

FATHERFATHER

atlas - such nice sounds (acoustic)

hey! i know i said no more songs til 200, but fuck it, yall deserve it

produced by the lovely and amazing @aishill

hope u enjoy :)

LYRICS: 
think i made a few memoirs
paddle with an oar
on a river thats euphrates
then i jump off and i soar
i take a quick look at my compass
then its back to better rowing
cuz i always hated cars
and had no clue where i was going

its a mess when im in defeat, used to not eat, then i would head home and just sleep
i took in a breath and then leaped, tired a week, and always had tricks up my sleeve
i signed a couple papers when i prepared for my payment
cuz you gotta deal with life to truly love it and to face it

i remember back when i would make songs just to make em
and hid my old past to forget my own face
do you remember every time you took a picture of a place?
or all the times that you reflected and forgave all your mistakes

i dont know if you have... and i dont know if you havent
and if you're hesitant, relax, all this things always happen
you just gotta clear your headspace, leadcase, regret ways
and dont forget to love-hate, and drop all of that deadweight,

you're gone...
but dont worry, you're good
and you'll make it through these times just like you always would
and also could
on second thought, dont doubt it
go with flows just like a fountain
hurdle arguments like mountains
no fall backs, and no one's countin' [x2]

and maybe its the sunlight
but nowadays i feel a bit alright
and maybe you dont feel great
but i swear you'll know it when you take a
leap of faith in these words i say
i dont know my place, but still i strive for days
i dont wanna be wrong, and i wanna be fine
and i promise you... itll be alright

sunlight (prod. ais.hill)

by atlas

source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djTW4TssFz0

lyrics:

life sucks, then you die
life nuts, in your eye

my friend Bartholomew just fucking died last week
overdosed on heroin they found his body in the creek
in between these manic states and panic dates I barely speak
cuz insanity's an uphill climb and I am mad on peak
inside my mind its an overflow
i would try to explain but I hardly know
my laugh for brightening these days
my mind is as we chase yeah

and especially cuz Bartholomew doesn't exist
and I'm sure everyone who hears this is probably pissed
about it

life sucks, then you die
life nuts, in your eye

my friend Ted just killed a man last year
and now he's running for president goes to show you can't trust what you hear
had a couple voters from the nation for a while
but they realised that the zodiac was hidden in his smile
my friend Jonathon took Bart out in Los Angeles
had a job in marketing but then he said he can't handle it
brought a gun to work and made some threats he didn't mean
and every time the tv's on, his face is on the screen cuz

life sucks, then you die

Atlas - Anxious (ft. Limbo)- Audio Edit

Meji☹