produced by me

shout out brazil and singapore
prod me @17seven1 and @iw1
another song 4 u
lyrics//
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
i promise i wont leave

and if i killed my self do you think that youll be okay?
with how hard i tried i dont think that i could ever change
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
run away from here my dear
close your eyes and i promise ill be here
i promise ill stay here
ill always so near
i could never be my self i cant act that way
im a burden to everyone whos in my way
and i love you this much no i wont be okay
baby please dont leave your the one who keeps me safe

leave (177p, iwi & sapphire )

spotify ^w^

katamari +blackwinterwells prod. blossom

@memorie
@resolve1k

lyricz:
[arid]
i take it all back
always keep my soul tact
i let it all bleed out now its on the floor
never fall back
even though its like that
i dont wanna do it again dont try anymore
yeah i dont even know whats left in store
i dont wanna take it back u left me sore
yeah im gonna cover it all up for a reason
i dont wanna try and solve this feeling

try and solve this feeling
i swear all my problems fly to tha ceiling
and theres no going back no leaving
yeah and i feel like that its reaching the line
im tossing all of it aside
dont wanna find myself
i know its hell
i know it felt
yeah its always not the time

[memorie]
i take it all back
i take it all back 
i take it all back

(suuuuuki)

close the door again, they clone me like a sharingan
never hold me down for too long bitch i can handle it :P
but i cant handle this i cant give you another chance
shoulda seen this in advance i guess i’ll cancel my plans

you hold me so far down i cant breathe the air
and when you talk about me you think i cant hear but i can
so you’ll stay a fan

this feeling w/ memorie (inno)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

@myriexoxo @1akura @ilymaiko prod. @awwy2k @zixdown

mastered by @zixdown

@myriexoxo

lifes short and my money real tall 
gota count it up cus yk i hate it all 
sayin fuk the world but yk its my fault 
u dnt want me u jus want me 2 fall
 stop actin 
ugh u aint rlly wit it u be cappin 
ugh we gon send decayed js to blast em 
said he want a verse but im taxin 🙄 
we gon split that boy like a fraction

@1akura

standin tall
yea we standin tall we countin guap
cannonball
yea im diving into the guap
all this gahdamn money got my problems goin away
why tf he talkin he mad cuz he get like no play
shoutout zix dont hate the player hate the game
they see me goin up now thety dont treat me the same
and everybody talking man idk why they hate
i thought u were my bro stealin food right off my plate

@ilymaiko

she dont know my name
only fck w me cus i started getting paid
only fck w me since i started getting plays
u dont want me u want food up on ur plate
lets talk real talk
u dont know shit u a flop
dont talk2me idk ur name
#decayed on me ye this shit my place
yk im not one to brag
if u wna talk u can stay back in last
think u acting funny im not laughin
take out ur life that shit tragic

myrie + akura + luvlullaby - my fault [kidu + zixdown]

for sun: u tend with a dryad’s expertise

prod me @stellathepixie + @nihil2free

nurse, spiderweb girl 
weave me a new world
paint me a kiss, puppy
we can take turns 

lipstick 
on a letter, and my cheek
forfeit
i will blush, u could just blink
take this
as a veil over ur eyes
or a blessing in disguise 
either way ik u’ll smile

u tend
with a dryad’s expertise 
n i’ve heard
u will dwell among the trees
take this
as a forest 2 reside 
or a sea slug floatin by
either way ik you’ll smile

lift my shirt 
like nails in dirt
u lick my cuts
baby can i go first 
body heat
u wear the sheetz
laugh coz u look like a ghost :)
baby don’t stop

lick the sun 
off of me
orange juice 
n make believe
i still remember
halloween 
n how u taste
n how relieved i was

nurse, spiderweb girl
i think its our turn
if we could hold hands
i think we’d end worlds 
those bones in ur skin
second 2 nothing 
i want ur inmost
tie us with red string

nurse (pixie & nihil)

much more otw love u all #thank #u

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production by @resolve1k

good fabrics on my skin
i been feelin lost ever since i met u
i cant take it back no im like this till the end
n its all true no its nothing special
like what i sent ya like fuck my mental
u live in my head like its free 4 rental
kno im feelin dead like its detrimental
cold air on my face makes it feel so simple
now i cant feel a thing

can u make me feel again
i been feeling dead i dont need no medicine
break it all in half tear apart my skeleton
i love this feeling and i hope it never ends
can u even feel me? i can see thru u
hope this time it kills me i cant be truthful
it brings out the real me only time its useful
staring at the moon trying 2 think of what to hope for

jus trying to stay hopeful

@blxty
she tugged on my heart
i was fucked from the start
she fell from the stars
she took me in whole

i fell down
can't get up
pls come home
ur so messed up ≧ ﹏ ≦
and i hope it's all a dream
pls can u come lay next2me

spotify

i can't feel a thing +blxty (inno)

https://www.instagram.com/arideyes/
@winter @arideyes
art by me

i dont have a soul looking out for me
you said understand, you see right through me
set me free,
you see me in every angle like it's 3d
drowning in the weight, im lost at sea

havent felt like this in forever
i dont wanna talk, like i swear my head hurts
every time im losing to the pressure
i dont rlly get, why it isnt better

(i need company
fill my soul with something, anything
if you cant find me
just know im out there burying)

soul (winter)

needles w/ emorave (donttrustlando)

Produced by Inno

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)
The sky keeps falling
And i keep crawling back to you
(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)


And there’s nothing left for me i’m losing focus
Wish you told me on that night that you were joking
I’ve been scavenging around like where the hope is
It’s all a cycle feel the heat it’s all approaching
I tried to find a window out but they’re all so thin
I watch it crumble in my hands just for a moment
I watch it crumble in my hands and it’s all over
I think I lost my mind again where’s my components 

I wish you would get it
Where i’m coming from
How i’m reaching out
How i’m stretching thin
I know you’re not on my side
But i still don’t know who is 
All i can do is
Hope for the better

Caught inside the cycle
I’m failing with my vitals
As my hands get colder
There’s too much weight on my shoulders

I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own
I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

halcyon

https://open.spotify.com/track/5CBCDcThy18wjEyYIboXNW?si=704d9329ab634e04
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@resolve1k
@mental
@arid
@bazington

you're breaking my heart
you're going down a path i can't follow
stop, stop now and come back 
I love you 
liar

take me back 
the way we laughed
say its my bad
put it way in the past
could you tell me when ur done
i want to be one
all i want is you 
you dont care what i want
ur the worst
you want me back but you left me in the dirt
i hope ur getting all the shit that you deserve
and i remember when you said it wouldnt work 
baby ur the worst
only care about yourself
no i dont want you
im with someone else
i bet you hate it, how its not you
i forgot your number
i forgot how much i blocked you (out)
i blocked out all our memories 
and blocked out how much we fought too

left me bad
looking at the things that i wish i said
now im gone and u want him instead
yea run away
i dont wanna lay inside my bed just to feel the pain
living in the scars and scratches
looking at me like i overreacted
miss the feeling when i wasnt static
just tell me that it never happened

pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of talking if we lie and we won't tell?
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?
no I don't wanna hear abt it pls say something else
just tell me that it's okay, don't tell me that it's too late
no matter what it might take, i'll do it for our sake
pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?

take me back w/ arid + baz (inno + mental)

tout naturel prod blxty inno rochambeau

i wanna ruin our friendship (udik remix)

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ways - ToXxic.｡.:*☆ (Orchestral Version)

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