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Sprightly Fox Experience

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My ritzy shoes on my feet
I be rocking a brand new beat
Feeling pride begin to show
Breath of wind, my cheeks aglow

See an old face down the street
They never saw the real me
Never knew the worth I held
Now I'm shining, you can tell

Watch me strut watch me sway
Living life my own way
Feel the rhythm in my hips
Let the world catch a glimpse

Mistakes of the past behind
My world you don't define
Heart is light soul is free
Look at me just watch and see

Used to be lost now I see
Here's to the real me
Strut my stuff down the road
Pride on me like a shiny coat

Watch me strut watch me sway
Living life my own way
Feel the rhythm in my hips
Let the world catch a glimpse
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0002 Watch Me Strut

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They say to be yourself and yet
Joyous vices they forget
Stay away they warn with ease,
Forgetting we do as we please

Leisure time rarely had
Balancing the good and bad
Tempted by treacherous ways
Enjoying walks on sunlit days

Feeling outside looking in
At people burning from within
Their hardened faces, weary eyes
Tell stories that are no surprise.

Cross my heart
Wont tear apart
This life that we
Share and complete

Everyone seeking their bliss
Each one can take no more of this
Running away to private rooms
Within which they imbibe, subsume

Normal they all seem to be
While tuning out reality
Lost in addiction to themselves
How can it be right that life is hell?

Cross my heart
Wont tear apart
This treasure we
Share and complete

All the joy we seek to find
Leaves a mark upon our mind
We keep weaving through the maze
Trying hard to find our way
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0003 Lost In Vice

Falling ashes, fading burns,
Light fades and night returns
Cursed words hang in the air
Endarkened love, my heart despairs

Dancing shadows,
fading screams
Tomorrow's never
What we dream

Life's a game with
twists and turns
Peace with you
my heart yearns

Death is Nothing
Life is All
A crying, screaming
Flying ball

There's nothing better than 
to be remiss 
of nothing's gentle 
dying bliss

Injustice stings like icy cold 
Promises not kept but told
No amount of deep regret
Can make the one you love forget

Despair cuts deep like a knife 
But I'm clinging to my life
Through the night and stormy seas
I will rise and find my peace

Death is Nothing
Life is All
A crying, screaming
Flying ball

There's nothing better than 
to be remiss 
of nothing's gentle 
dying bliss

Injustice stings like icy cold 
Promises not kept but told
No amount of deep regret
Can make the one you love forget

Despair cuts deep like a knife 
But I'm clinging to my life
Through the night and stormy seas
I will rise and find my peace

Death is Nothing
Life is All
A crying, screaming
Flying ball

There's nothing better than 
to be remiss 
of nothing's gentle 
dying bliss

0001 To Be Remiss

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Cannot take the dating scene
Too many bios to screen
Want to meet someone new
Who makes me feel a reddish hue

Hiding secrets, Treading lies,
Wonder what'll be the next surprise
Crafting stories, Faking bliss,
Can't tell when it's time to kiss

I am happy when alone
I'm not playing a game
Please be happy on your own
And love me all the same

Please take yourself far away
If you must make things go your way
Is anyone here as they seem?
Keeping calm I want to scream

Why can't you just be yourself?
Is there something hard to tell?
When I see your life's a mess
You're not welcome in my nest

I am happy when alone
I'm not playing a game
Please be happy on your own
And love me all the same

I just want a connection
Not some mess and pain
I'm not seeking perfection
Just anything to gain

I am happy when alone
I'm not playing a game
Please be happy on your own
And love me all the same

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0007 Happy On Your Own

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As we pull the brig ashore
We warn the younger lads
To stick to the little oars
Avoid the lovely lass

Avoid the lovely lass
A lovely lass is she
With shivers a timber
And trembles in the knee

For she's a maiden far too pure
For pirate lad to plunder
or for a sailor to adore
She'd leave you torn asunder

Avoid the lovely lass
A lovely lass is she
With shivers a timber
And trembles in the knee

But there is no point in hiding
We know she makes you swoon
Don't dwell on the shame
just enjoy the next dabloon

She's a busy mistress
with lovers galore
There's never a wanting
In her under drawers
With all that and more
ye' be just another chore

She's a busy mistress
with lovers galore
There's never a wanting
In her under drawers
With all that and more
ye' be just another chore

Avoid the lovely lass
A lovely lass is she
With shivers a timber
And trembles in the knee

And trembles in the knee
And trembles in the knee
And trembles in the knee

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073 Leave The Lovely Lass Alone

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No one really knows
Everything's a mystery
It all comes and goes
We live out our life's story

It don't take too much to show
That you're part of a community
Though people may come and go
Some grow to be family

To feed the fire of others
Takes away from your whole
So you have to want it
It has to feed your soul

We don't have to fear the curtain
We are all in this bind
Though everything's uncertain
It shouldn't be hard to be kind

If it is hard, keep searching
Not outside but in
No need to keep lurching
One thing ends, new begin

You are not alone
This I swear to you
We're just around the stone
We are here with you

Who are you?
Who do you choose to be?
You can change the truth
Make who you want to see

To feed the fire of others
Takes away from your whole
So you have to want it
It has to feed your soul

All too often
I'm all but blind
To things uncertain
and truths unkind

All too often
We are all blind
To truths uncertain
And our acts unkind

To feed the fire of others
Takes away from your whole
So you have to want it
It has to feed your soul

You are not alone
This I swear to you
We're just around the stone
We are here with you

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0004 Around the Stone

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Burned with pain, you seared me 
Despite that I loved you so well.
I thought you really cared for me
But one can truly never tell.

A wealth of love I gave
A dearth of love I got
For you a palace made
For me a rocky cot

Though I loved you so
You seared me with your words
Now memories of love 
To darkness they have turned

You are self assured
Sunshine protect me
Evil cannot endure

A wealth of love I gave
A dearth of love I got
A palace that I made made
Dismantled, not a thought

So thank you for going,
Whether I made you leave
I'm glad that you're gone now
That's all that matters to me

A wealth of love I gave
A dearth of love I got
For you a palace made
For me a rocky cot

Though I loved you so
You seared me with your words
Now memories of love 
To darkness they have turned

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0026 Left To Rot (2) (Bonus track)

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Burned with pain, you seared me 
Despite that I loved you so well.
I thought you really cared for me
But one can truly never tell.

A wealth of love I gave
A dearth of love I got
For you a palace made
For me a rocky cot

Though I loved you so
You seared me with your words
Now memories of love 
To darkness they have turned

You are self assured
Sunshine protect me
Evil cannot endure

A wealth of love I gave
A dearth of love I got
A palace that I made made
Dismantled, not a thought

Bounds by chains of propriety
Those who love me strain against me
Some to defend and fight for me,
While others feel they deserve me

So thank you for going,
Whether I made you leave
I'm glad that you're gone now
That's all that matters to me

A wealth of love I gave
A dearth of love I got
The home we could have made
Dreams blooming left to rot

Though I loved you so
You seared me with your words
Now memories of love 
To darkness they have turned

You are self assured
Sunshine protect me
Evil cannot endure
Evil cannot endure
And no words that will be all

You are self assured
Sunshine protect me
Evil cannot endure
Evil cannot endure
And no words that will be all

Enough of you
That will be all

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0008 Left To Rot (1)

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Sounds of music pound
Flailing arms and many feet
Tracing beats surround
Perched on the edge of my seat

Take my hand
Heart of Gold
Smile twice
And I'll be sold

Heartbeats in the night
Music in the air
Lights shining so bright
Feeling everywhere

Lost in the sound
Where we are found
Breathing in the beat
Hearts in sync we meet

Take my hand
Heart of Gold
Smile twice
And I'll be sold

Feet moving on the floor
Can't stop wanting more
Bass hits like a storm
Love takes its form

I feel the Heartbeat Anthem
Like the rhythm in my veins
This floor keeps me shaking
No longer thoughts on trains

Hands up to the sky
Stars in our eyes
Melody so sweet
Together we repeat

Lost in the sound
Where we are found
Breathing in the beat
Hearts in sync we meet

Heartbeats in the night
Music in the air
Lights shining so bright
Feeling everywhere

Lost in the sound
Where we are found
Breathing in the beat
Hearts in sync we meet

Take my hand
Heart of Gold
Smile twice
And I'll be sold

Feet moving on the floor
Can't stop wanting more
Bass hits like a storm
Love takes its form

I feel the Heartbeat Anthem
Like the rhythm in my veins
This floor keeps me shaking
No longer thoughts on trains

Hands up to the sky
Stars in our eyes
Melody so sweet
Together we repeat

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0055 Heartbeat Anthem

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I can say the words
That fails to make them true
Gripping at my heart
Screaming with inner truth

I can't expect
Others to forgive
When I accept
Loathing and yet live

Shocking news today
I fucking hate myself
I push everyone away
Oh and everything else

Someone makes me stop
And straight to my core delve
I want to scream and stomp
Thus truly see myself

Wanted to give up
Wanted to hate it all
But the lust to live
Pulled me back from the thrall

You can't expect
Others to forgive
When you accept
Loathing and yet live


Shocking news today
I fucking hate myself
I push everyone away
Oh and everything else

Someone makes me stop
And straight to my core delve
I want to scream and stomp
Thus truly see myself

Wanted to give up
Wanted to hate it all
But the lust to live
Pulled me back from the thrall

You can't to give up
Wanted to hate it all
Not want to hate it all
Pulled me back from the thrall

You can't to give up
Nor am I innocent
I've learned a lot
In all these years spent

Far too angry
Reacting way too fast
Loathing my peers
I don't want this to last

You can't expect
Others to forgive
When you accept
Loathing and yet live

Someone makes me stop
And straight to my core delve
I want to scream and stomp
Thus truly see myself

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0081 I'm sorry [Explicit]

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Believe in what's out of sight
You know it from the start
If they don't treat you right
Take care of your heart

Only so much you can give
Live your own life start to live
They can't see your vibrant glow
Time to let the doubt go

Hold your light don't let it bend
Inner flame a guiding friend
Let it shine let it fly
Bright as stars in the sky

Wasted on those who don't see
Your true self's a mystery
They expect but they don't know
How to let their own light show

Hold your light don't let it bend
Inner flame a guiding friend
Let it shine let it fly
Bright as stars in the sky

Hold your light don't let it bend
Inner flame a guiding friend
Let it shine let it fly
Bright as stars in the sky

Love yourself, break the chains!
Embrace the storm after the rain.
Inner vibrance, don't disguise.
Break the darkness like sunrise.
Journey on, find your way
Be the sunlight every day

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0005 Out Of Sight

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Caught in a whirlwind
She’s got wonders galore
How do I grasp this moment
I want so much more

She dances through life
Like a breeze through my door
Her laughter is lightning
I can't ask for more

She's a fleeting mistress
But I'm drawn to her core
Wanna merge our stories
Til we’re something more

Her smile is a sunrise
In the break of the dawn
Every step that she's taking
Sings a beautiful song

She's a fleeting mistress
But I'm drawn to her core
Wanna merge our stories
Til we’re something more

Struck by the wonder
My jaw's on the floor
But before I can muster
A word she's out the door

She's a fleeting mistress
But I'm drawn to her core
Wanna merge our stories
Til we’re something more

My heart is a flutter
Cant help but adore

Struck by the wonder
My jaw's on the floor
But before I can muster
A word she's out the door

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0059 Fleeting Mistress [V4]

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Talking to someone new, what a delight
Butterflies and staying up at night
But I just want to set things right
I'm not gunna be used for a bite

Treat me like a doll
Get your money's worth
Try me on for size, all
Your rocks off for mirth
I'm not some gullible bimbo
I'm here to play, not for show

I've never been one to be sampled
I hate when they play and leave
I build up momentum
Patience, I'll help you believe

Don't act like me flirting
Makes me then obligated
To help you (gross) get off
As if you've never master baited

Treat me like a doll
Get your money's worth
Try me on for size, all
Your rocks off for mirth
I'm not some gullible bimbo
I'm here to play, not for show

Please stop asking me for nudes
I've got more going on, dudes

I just wanted to show you that I can walk the walk
I've been through life and I've talked the talk
I've done so much and been around the block
But I don't need to know about your special sock

I just want to have fun,
Share it with someone,
Visit each others' nest,
And make a little mess.

Don't treat me like a doll
I'm worth more than my girth
Try to fit my size, all
Your rocks off for mirth
I'm not some gullible bimbo
I'm here to play, not for show

Please stop asking me for nudes
I've got more going on, dudes

I've never been one to be sampled
I hate when they play and leave
I build up momentum
Patience, I'll help you believe

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0072 For Mirth

· Digital Musician · Performance Artist · Video Creator · 
~Thought of love in my heart~
Bi/NB/Poly/Agnostic
There is beauty in all. I work with AI generated music and art. We create pop, rock, punk, folk, bops, ballads, shanties, bangers, etc. Through it elements of violin, Celtic vibes, jazz, and alternative, as well as influences from electric swing, edm, shoegaze, chill ambient instrumentals, and avoiding constant drum beats.

Generating music may be the new thing, but I feel no lack of authenticity in this. It may not be just my own, but nothing exists without learning from what came before.

https://linktr.ee/sprightlyfox