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w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

produced by @dj-fortify + @2messi
additional drums // sound fx // vocals by me

lyrics:

There was no one
Now you’re standing here 
I dont wanna give 
into this quite yet

I was cold and empty 
Please don’t disappear 
The thread that holds me is
at your fingertips 

I hope that its real
And if im dreaming 
Dont wake me up yet
A need a minute

I hope that its real
And if im dreaming 
Dont wake me up yet
Up yet
Up yet
Up yet 
Up-up-up-up

(break)

ive been dealing with it so painfully 
i just make assumptions
please wait for me
tell me how it is
ill listen gratefully 
But in the end
I think you’ll probably end up hating me

ive been dealing with it so painfully 
i just make assumptions
please wait for me
tell me how it is
ill listen gratefully 
But in the end
I think you’ll probably end up hating me

There was no one
Now you’re standing here 
I dont wanna give 
into this quite yet

I was cold and empty 
Please don’t disappear 
The thread that holds me is
at your fingertips 

I hope that its real
And if im dreaming 
Dont wake me up yet
A need a minute

I hope that its real...

the thread that holds me

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

whyd you do this to my heart
now its ripped up into little parts
i know that in your life i dont play a huge part
why cant you realize that i would do a thousand miles for u
do it all for u
im crashing upon you
whyd you just end my life
why do i analize this situation so much
its to the point talking to you is like a fight
i think about the touch of you thru sattelites
and even the thought of it is like a lullaby to me
treat me however you want, fool me

you dont know me at all, you dont need me at all
im crashin against the wall, i know that its all my fault
i struggle to make decisions, think i lost myself on this mission
cant seem to find out why they act so vicious
now theres a price on my head i cant fix this
dont say u luv me if u dont mean it
you despise me i can hear it 
in the way you talk to me, put all my hopes to sleep
u can crush me if you want to, use me if you want to, hurt me if you want to
because thats just what you do
think i lost my will to move and its all bc of u 
mean myself if i say "you", i just cant accept the truth

blood lullaby ft. nosgov「krave + maxwwes + luvbayley 」

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

@glassxhotel @prodlura ily 

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

(verse)
all u put me thru
i still held onto u
i feel so fragile
i’m so sad, i could shatter

girl, i’m like a snowflake
everything is so fake

my visions blurry, i don’t know
if i could do this on my own

(bridge)
my heart is frozen
it’s all because of you
give me a moment
wonder what i have left to lose

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

snow angels

stream on spotify

snow angels (lura)

:3

lyrix:

ur like the rough n im a diamond
anything u want i'll buy it <3
u make me go silent n i dont even mind
n im always on ur side

like
whatevr u say ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ever since we first met, rackin up my brain
guess i always miss u, we're not in sync
everytime i kiss u i cannot refrain

swear we do this every night 🙄
get drunk, get high, let the time pass by
at the time it felt right
2day's so lame but u say the future's bright

like
whatevr u say ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ever since we first met, rackin up my brain
guess i always miss u, we're not in sync
everytime i kiss u i cannot refrain

u like it rough n im a diamond XD
anything u want i'll buy it <3
u make me go silent n i dont even mind
n im always on ur side

like
whatevr u say ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

stream

whatevr u say [dgtl]

Full of fear w/ Stress (death)

ft. @sprigtek
prod. me & @sprigtek

(gl0)
im ur god see?
20 fucking falling
i cant fall again
i used to smoke death
ur eyes starry
ik its fucked up
i just want u here, i want u near 
i want u fucked up
i wanna kill and erase i wanna taste what u love
if i cant bring u down i wanna take what u love
we can wait til the night, i promise i wont bite
i wanna take my own life, i wanna take my own life
deep shift in the dark, i wanna see u whimper, i might even say what u think u wanted
im right in ur way ik u wont remember
cutting in with love, it takes me

(sprig)
faith is out
faith is done
aahh
filled with doubt
i cant go too long
without
running into
what was
full moon
and u look at me like first blood
dont care
that it hurts to touch
im your choice
and its never too much
its not hard
ill just keep my mouth shut
sorry if i cant
do what u want
wide gash
cuz the blade is too blunt
if u get too close
you’ll get cut
who knows, u might want it, up front
look in every crack
and every corner
to find nothing and
said i made mistakes
but im the type to say it
then do it again
fuck
i b losing my friends
cant trust
don’t look,
they’re dead
to us
its me, and the meds
ill hurt like this till death

faith ft. sprigtek (gl0 x sprig)

/// lyrix / //

(how could i)
serve u this when there's so much on ur plate?
keep it real when there's nothing u could say?
(say ur fine)
but i don't want u 2 feel disdain
how i feel when we keep things going this way
(wonder y)
on the bliss of a golden day
i can't feel ur kiss when it's so inane
(i can't live this life)
do i hav 2 kneel b4 this fate?
if destiny's sealed, who am i 2 blame?

got a lil fired up bby jus now
try 2 keep my guard up, u bring it back down
mayb i should light up bby smoke out
swear i try my hardest, i still let down

how could i [dgtl]

Ok, Go! [k1ro x Lovbug]

@820 @shr1nemaiden2 @h1yori

art by @fooyepont

no rescue ft. nosgov「prod. shrinemaiden x hiyori」

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description !!! 
majority of my songs are self produced
or co-produced

the thread that holds me

sprigtek

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