bodygaard - rather be

i see them looking ik theyre seeing
you're breathing hard but theres barely breathing room
do you wanna be like them

they dont look at you like human being
we all bleed red and we're surely breathing too
still i dont wanna be like them

how the fk could i fit in
no you're not my twin
why would i ever be like him
oh wait im already him😎

if someone has to lose then shi its not even a win
im holding out my hand with hopes that i can pull you in
this world is full of dirt, ill grow a flower from within
ill make a new world, then we can watch it spin

holding out my hand for you

Brain Dead/Stranger (Prod. Ipukebands + Loseralerrt)

vocals by synful & ianzmind
produced by synful & the japanese house
engineered & mixed by synful & ianzmind

sinking feat. ianzmind

@bodygaard // @poorconnection
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lyrics:
feeling like shit so i might as well quit
depressions a monster he aint give a shit
he towers above you like youre a lil kid
he eats you alive like its suppertime bitch
believing the words that he whispers to you
how could he lie when these voices are true
i sit on my bed as he laughs at my pain
relentless the beast that wont let me escape
he keeps me in hell where i cannot be seen
im praying to god let this all be a dream
i havent seen my friends in days
the devil always told me that they would all go away
but he stayed with me for the rest of my days
rest of my days
the rest of my days
you pull on my heart and you fuck with my ego
you taxing my patience you needa just go
im sinking rock bottom
im bothered by problems
surrounded by life but im lonely as hell
all of my loss only making me happy i need someone caring to numb all the pain
i feel my own sanity drain as i die as I watch the world burn through my lifeless white eyes
i am not destined for greatness in life
altered by people and strengthened with spite
all of the drugs and silence ive taken arent bringing me joy or a sliver of hope
might as well end it ive far overspoken
i leave myself broken and ask to be free

bodygaard - rather be

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