3366

@ reserrvv

caged in what i'm stuck with everyday / but can i really complain?
i've got it so good / that's what i should say
forgive the mindless attention / i bring to myself
i can't really help it
would i be proud of what i've become? / or be sad at what i haven't done?
at the age that i felt the relief of writing away all the feelings i shun
i do things that i wish that i didn't / i write things that i wish i could say in the moment

what can i do to mean something to you?
i try everyday to be better and brave and i still end up playing the fool.

Housefly

schatten (april21 recyclebin)

#daysgoneby + mixed matches

djdrama ft. ANIMA

Crush on u

blackwinterwells & 9souls - laurels (waifu x blush)

𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒹. 𝟫𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓈 <𝟥 @ily9lives 

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wljgMTevPMQ

‧̍̊˙˚˙ᵕชีวิตของฉันคือไฮกุ ₅₇₅ ＨａｉｋＵu̴̢̻̗͖̟̘͚̟͎̇̀̆̄̂͘͝Ｕ..あなたは誰ꔫ:*+ﾟ

₅₇₅ haikuu

i let the substance fill my needs
want to be with you instead
let me think about it first
i’m a messenger, can you imagine?

and everything’s the same for me
the same for me
(can you imagine?)
i dont want to be with you
but you’re with me

[chorus:]

at my speed
i can’t fall
i won’t fall
to my needs

i feel hollow
it’s like a call
it’s the pain that makes me bleed


you decide what’s wrong or right
this could be the end if my life
i won’t stand, put up no fight
nothing beats this anasthaesia

and everything’s the same for me
the same for me
(can you imagine?)
i don’t want to be with you
but you’re with me

(chorus)

i found a new path
but now i seem lost
didn’t see the sign
that showed me the cost

all my feelings went numb
but am i in the wrong?
i’m legally blind
cause all i see now is sadness

(and everything’s the same for me, the same for me)
i am legally blind cause all i see now is sadness
(i don’t want to be with you but you’re with me)
i am legally blind cause all i see now is sadness

(chorus)

legally blind

prod by walle1 @newgarasu @ripwarheart

im the highlight of the show, im on hbo
if u down to go, u gotta let me know
yea, woah, i cant take no more, no more
you standing on the the line 
wondering why it dont move
you gotta break a hand
u gotta break the rulez
woah, time will tell the truth
this aint nothin new woah
woah, you gotta show ur cool
dont let em show you who
you gonna look like a fool
yea yea time will tell the truth
this aint nothin new
you gotta take control before its too damn late
and u aint got no time, no time to take a break
yea, if u down to go, you gotta let me know, woah
yea yea time will tell the truth
this aint nothin new woah
if you down to go, you gotta let me know, woah

HBO (prod garasu warheart walle1)

produced by @recyclexbin @jolst
cover art by @envyother

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest
x2

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song
reach inside the bag, hoping for the best
soon as i spoke i wish i'd left it unsaid
i can't look into your eyes, girl i'm off meds

waited three days for the comeback
lose myself piece by piece, can't get it all back
press pause, restart, had a fallback
up thinking bout the days where it started
i had it but it's slipping through my grip
can't take it girl, it's cutting through my skin
the due date is closer than i think
everything is collapsing within

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest

final song (prod. recyclebin & jolst)

The Reason Why

produced by @5vexe

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
im feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

call out my delusions
oh you know that its weird
i could tell u many things i know you'd never wanna hear
the day i left, i'm on my own and never felt this free
they're hating cuz they're stuck here
wishing they could dream like me
u call me bitter but u know it aint sincere
its been working though
its been grinding on my gears
i dream to be enough so i can show worth to my fears
only going up been scouting 301 this year
i know ur deceitful
at the same time, less is more to me tho
cant begin to tell u what u mean to me tho
its on me, i keep holding onto the stress
that's on me

because u know it
u know what ur blowin' it on
yeah nobody makes you wanna love
all along and u don't wanna tell me
but i can say it

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
i'm feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

#daysgoneby + mixed matches

‏‏‎sparr00w

Recent comments

CloaKeDØwl

WENGA

Rigo Hurtado

flynnseasons

Related tracks