Listening in 2025 this produces a weird feeling of nostalgia despite the rampant awfulness of the time 😵‍💫

I walk near the river
I just wanna talk to the forgiver
I told him all I had to deliver
But after that he started to shiver
I start to see a growing scissure
And I feel pain in my liver
What did I say wrong
I just told him that I killed a monk

I’m a stupid man
The freezing pain
Will come at me again
I just want it to end
I’m a stupid man
The freezing pain
Will come at me again
I just want it to end

After that, I went to swim in the cold ice river
I wanted to deliver my anger
While talking to the walrus
They all started to sing in chorus
But for me it was too much
So of course I had to run
And I end up all alone again

I’m a stupid man
The freezing pain
Will come at me again
I just want it to end
I’m a stupid man
The freezing pain
Will come at me again
I just want it to end

I’m not what I seem to be
I wouldn’t even hurt a bee
The monk was just trying to kill me
I still got scar on my body
I fear that no one will believe me
I’ma end in a endless pit
With the garbage of the humanity

mixed by me and beat by MANSXN

freezing pain (prod. MANSXN)

The hunter.m4a

some say

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Nothing

I Don’t Mean To Do You Like That

A song about missing someone important, not because of physical distance but emotional. Arguments get overthought, you apologise even though you know you were right (just so the argument can end)

Don’t Mind Me (I Only Miss You)

PART 3 (Boris pull the other one)

Boris pull the other one. 
And wake me up when this is done. 
The rain falls down.
Dont bother with the lies again. 
I swear you'll tell us anything. 
The man's a clown. 
Threaten us to keep us in. 
Vaccine solving everything. 
Something's not quite right.
All to keep us in our place. 
Don't forget it's hands face space. 
Fed up of this shite. 

Boris waffled on again. 
The kids are bunking school and then. 
The snow swirls round.
Almost been a year today. 
This shit won't fucking go away. 
Fake numbers down. 
Have to be stupid to be afraid. 
Rather live than in a cage. 
Had it up to here.
The rest of us are bored to death. 
Fuck off Boris save your breath. 
All a pack of lies.

Hey James! It must feel great to be a part of history?
Yes! It feels just great to be a part of history.

Boris called another one. 
And locked us up until its done. 
Or until we're dead.
Too many left to vaccinate. 
He's got enough upon his plate. 
It makes no sense.
When the only people dying have all been vaccinated. 
And you've got more chance of been killed by a fucking toaster than this shit. 

Hey James! It must feel great to be a part of history?
Yes! It feels just great to be a part of history. (x2)

Over hills across the oceans, ever westward pushing on. (x4)

Something rising in the east, the west it is a setting sun.
And the old remember lessons that are forgotten by the young.
Over hills across the oceans, ever westward pushing on.
Like machines and without feeling, the time for China has come. 

Bullshit power. (x2)

PART 4 (Matt Hancock) 

I said Matt Hancock appears strange.
Stealing money for his mates. 
Around him, are any women safe?
Not really, but his mates are okay.

You say you don't see colour.
And you don't discriminate.
You've never done a bad thing in your life.
You've swallowed all the bullshit like a fancy little boy.
And Matt Hancock is strange. 
Yeah, Matt Hancock is strange.

How do you believe these lying cunts?
Stealing money for his mates.
Couldn't run a piss up in a brewery.
Not at all, but his mates are okay. 

You say you don't see colour.
And you don't discriminate.
You've never done a bad thing in your life.
You've swallowed all your vaccine like a fancy little child. 
And Matt Hancock is strange.
Yeah, Matt Hancock is strange.

PART 5 (Chris Whitty)

Chris Whitty, in the briefing room. 
Telling us about the impending doom.
It would possibly seem much bigger.
If he didn't look like some sort of plasticine figure.

His facts and figures have proved to be crap. 
Boris is laughing behind his back
His brand new unicycle was an error.
If he's wanting to inspire terror.

Oh, my god! please listen to me.
This thing is really super dooper scary. (x2)

Chrissy boy unicycles away. 
No one's listening anyway.
His covid figures in his favourite lunchbox. 
Off now to do some sky news vox pops.

Telling everyone to stay home alone. 
Hands, face, space, talk on mobile phones.
Why don't you just fuck off you liar?
Your face looks like its been on a fire. 

Oh, my god! please listen to me.
This thing is really super dooper scary. (x4)

Chinese Lockdown (Parts 3-5) [2021]

when i looked at you
in the middle of class
and you looked right back
you got me really scared

youre beautiful 
your hair is beautiful
if you ever doubt yourself
i promise i will be there

i dont know how to tell you in real life so i thought id sing it instead

#jealousbastards

lyrics:
i cant stop myself from 
gettin numb
(jealous)
sorry that im holding up your line
i told her
sorry that im wasting all your time
(jealous)
put a bullet in my brain
youd say im fine
(bastards)
i cant stop myself from getting numb
(gothic)
you can drain me out your body
while im carving my arm up
told that bitch 
im getting naughty
and i need you to slop me up 
im forgotten
pull me off your body
im so fucking sloppy
i dont need nobody
whore

prod sickboi

7/23/2025

tonight i tried to kill myself

Today I promised myself I would post this album, then my grandmother passed this afternoon. this one is for you GG. 

What Does it Feel Like

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Chinese Lockdown (Parts 3-5) [2021]

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