"it was just just one shart now i cant come back" 🔥

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

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don't test me!

wintry synth-pop

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'in medias res'

introooo

.

the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

stream the mf song

Ft. @reefuh
@poisonedcheeto

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

[reef]
save it, left my heart out on the pavement
yeaaa 50% of my luv was the payment
thinking u could be w me, girl ur off ur medication
stuck in the past, shriveled me up and threw me in the grass
like how u move on so fast, spent forever tryna get like that
so dont pat me down, maybe u had me then but u dont have me now
so just shut me out, and don't act like that cuz u know how
(i give up)
im drowning in this bot- in this bottle
lost my peace of mind to all these thirsty models
like bitch who you think you are?
if your a shooting star then ima shoot the stars
fake shit rlly dont get far
wanna match better raise the bar
dont race me boy race a car
i been in and out of love i swear im trying hard
oh, ohh, ohh ohhh, oh ohh, oh ohh

[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

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let me talk ft. reef (simon m)

@bbyazul4k @vis

lyrics:

top 10, now they praying on my downfall
lost friends, now he laying on the asphalt
knock his wind out better hope he don't have asthma
now my chain look like the sun with all the plasma
(Oh)
should've said you wanted smoke
then it's war
head up on a tiki tourch
got his blood up on my hands i'm fingerpainting on the floor
(Oh)
(I'm fingerpainting on the floor)
(Oh)
(I'm fingerpainting on the floor)
if you want smoke then you can match me
got 2 glockies call 'em Mary K and Ashley
gingerbread man, don't think u can catch me
u just the man of the week, well i've been the past 3
red and blue comin' it's either jakes or it's the fourth of july
i met ur homie down in hell, no he not up in the sky
in the game lil bitch like it's EA
I'm w/ visions know we keep this shit on replay

@vis

fall out, fall out
leave him in a wasteland
call out, call out
nothing you can say, damn
Oh, we gone put him in a casket
flow like a guillotine, he in a basket
dick her down, he get switched she get wiped out
i'm an heir to the throne, i'm an heir to the crown
we gone post up on his block we gone spin around his town
@ih8cubn on my neck, yuh, watch the way it glisten
he w @staggyucrazy tryna say some shit but we ain't ever listen

top 10, now they praying on my downfall
lost friends, now he laying on the asphalt
knock his wind out better hope he don't have asthma
now my chain look like the sun with all the plasma
(Oh)
should've said you wanted smoke
then it's war
head up on a tiki tourch
got his blood up on my hands i'm fingerpainting on the floor
(Oh)
(I'm fingerpainting on the floor)
(Oh)
(I'm fingerpainting on the floor)
(Oh)
(I'm fingerpainting on the floor)
(Oh)
(I'm fingerpainting on the floor)
I'm fingerpainting on the floor

fingerpainting on the floor w/ visions (bbyazul)

Big thanks to @chriad for mix/master as always 
one of my fav songs

Pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/srrygate/chapters-end-feat-latency


Take a look at your hair
It looks different than the last time we talked
Take a look over there 
I remember you said it's my fault 
But you're wrong, and it really wouldn't be the first time
I wrote a song
I would have been way better off without 
I guess I'm really all alone

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

7 nights that I stayed over but I had enough
Like 6 stories that you told me it's not adding up
Take 5, I can't stand to stare into your blank eyes
4 times, that you fake cried just to change sides 
Fuck off got me so confused, black and blue
And I'm up all night thinking about what I could have done wrong 
So long, I'm so sick of writing all these love songs
And I throw up any time I think about the old us
Lockdown I don't make no sound but breathing
Clocked out, fuck it you just gave another reason
Gone south I don't have a choice but bitch I'm leaving
Talk down, cut into my heart and leave me bleeding

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

Outro

Chapter's End

Chapter's End w/Leyton (Priv)

THANK YOU ALL FOR 400 FOLLOWERS I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU<3

pic u up (iann+monaco)

indifferent (buu)

[intro]
watchin me bleed know you wont care at all
once called you my love but now youre fuckin gone
grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[verse]
for you girl id give my life into your hands
keep on stressin over you im not well
im not well
im not well

give me the closure im seekin
give me your heart its your love that im needin 
what a shame it ends this way
i lost control 

grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[outro]
okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

inertia (grayskies)

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BETTER OFF Ft. faidev & idotkev (nuumi & gambitz)

@dpf617
@imohwell (hook)
@thrmls
@sqeffy
@yametsu
@ummblush
prod @012207 (baz) x @01kon

toxic (dpf, oh well, thrml, sqeffy, yametsu, oko, (01kon)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/00qd5fMqFZJmI2T4uPUcCt?si=P7hvl7RNTnCF7r0MplFJ6A

acceleracers ft @1sloan
prod @christasongs

Been a while since we talked
I think I miss u bad
I'm missing what we had
Could we run it back

Wasting my time
I'm just tryna be yours
Leaving me here
With my heart at the door

I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u
I can hardly breathe
When I stop thinking about u
Life won't be the same
If u go take me out too
I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u

You would slide thru 
Come thru
Whenever u wanted
I told u I'd get you
Whatever you wanted

Think I'm doing way too much
See that smile on her face :)
I can pour another cup

That's if u want to
Could never tell just what u wanna do
If u go then I'll go
Lmk what u up to

Lmk what u wanna do
All I know is I love u

Cause I can't live without u
I can't live without u
I cant live without u

got too many problems
I couldn't fix them
I couldn't solve them
Left with my heart 
Left me dead in a coffin

@1sloan
If I run into the middle aint no doubt I'm surviving
Me and thrml like some puppies we just living and thriving
I know I said I wanna hang but now I'm feeling real tired
When I die no please don't bury me just set me on fire

Break me down I'm feeling nauseous
Save me now I'm losing conscious 
Take me out you cant stop me
Im brain dead as fuck like a zombie

I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u
I can hardly breathe
When I stop thinking about u
Life won't be the same
If u go take me out too
I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u

You would slide thru 
Come thru
Whenever u wanted
I told u I'd get you
Whatever you wanted

Think I'm doing way too much
See that smile on her face :)
I can pour another cup

That's if u want to
Could never tell just what u wanna do
If u go then I'll go
Lmk what u up to

Lmk what u wanna do
All I know is I love u

BETTER OFF Ft. faidev & idotkev (nuumi & gambitz)

sqeffy

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