thanks for always supporting me, i love you all so much

i've been stuck here crying all by myself
i been waiting for too long to find my wealth
back to my roots, i hope you're doing well
beacuse i'm eight fucking seconds from goin to hell

lost all my friends from an argument
hours later and i dont even know what it meant
what the fuck does activity have to do
with being your friend? i dont care bout you

maybe it's worth it, just giving you up
it was way too draining for me to keep up
you'd always vent to me all the time
now i got a fuckin job, and i work full time

get out of my messages
(you already went and fucked up your last chance)
don't talk to me again
(i don't ever wanna hear your name again)

problems <yukiro>

prod @johnnyfriend
talking to people is hard and it's even harder when your anxiety is screaming at you to get the living fuck out of any social situation you're ever gonna be in, but sometimes it's worth stepping out of your comfort zone and finding people who could end up being life-long friends.

lyrics !! ~
spent years doin shit that i don't even like
and now i'm in an apartment, thinkin ill be fine
dropped out, fucked up, it's a horrible cycle
repetitively, it's like they're after me

and i don't even wanna be here
it's horrible, multiple times that i told you to leave
why the fuck do you not listen to me?
i'm tryin to help you

i don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, sellin me
shit that i don't want mom to see, go back in time like i'm celebi
back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression

i'm leavin impressions on people i don't even know, i gotta go
before it gets worse i don't want it to show
my insecurities they won't let me go

my brain is an awful place
i'm always scared, i don't ever wanna get replaced
it's on my mind constantly, running in circles
the constant anxiety's making me hurtful

and i don't even wanna be here
it's horrible, multiple times that i told you to leave
why the fuck do you not listen to me?
i'm tryin to help you

i don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, sellin me
shit that i don't want mom to see, go back in time like i'm celebi
back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression

so fuck off i don't like the way you talk to me
you talk shit all the time so it's constantly
not helping your point and not helping mine either
fight fire with fire and hope that you beat her

cycles !! ~ <johnnyfriend>

MENTAL HEALTH AT AN ALL TIME LOW ⚠⚠⚠



lyrics:
You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(You know exactly how much I've been struggling recently)
(And you still decide to blame me for every little fucking thing in your life)
(I'm so tired of this and I'm fucking tired of you, get the fuck out of my life)

Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(All time low, All time low)
(You know I begged you to leave, oh)
(I don't know what I need, no)
(I call it karma)
(Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama)
(All time low)

You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
in dedication to shaun, i hope you're proud of me

foe <plxce>

life can fucking suck sometimes but im trying to make the best of it.
prod nativ and levithareal, vocals recorded and mixed by me, coverart by me.
thanks for 1.5k <3

lyrics:

3 fuckin days of the same old shit
ya i work my ass off i got nothin to show for it
maybe that's just my luck now
can i please fucking ask how

endlessly working on the same old projects
just to get told that i'm a fucking reject
if that's what i am to you, why are you still here?
i thought that you hated me, i thought you were sincere

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

it meant nothing
it meant nothing at all

(im losing track of my vitals)

okay, i'm tired, i know i've said it lots of times before
but nobody understands why my head is at war
all the talks, yeah they never did shit for me
why the fuck do you think i said i dont like therapy

shut the fuck up if you dont wanna listen
you know that i'm stuck in a shitty position
i work all day and then i go back to bed
its so fucking hard to not put a bullet in my head

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

it meant nothing
it meant nothing at all
it meant nothing
i'm losing track of my vitals

VITAL ⚠ 💉

a song for a close friend

sample from the ragnarok online ost, written and mixed by me

lyrics:

wake up , 7:30 in the morning
don't wanna get out of bed
so i'll keep on snorin

but i'll wake up only 30 minutes later
so i guess i'll just get up instead

turn on the computer, wait for everything to load
log in, check forums, never questioning my morals
always living in my best life
even though shit was really hard

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i'm like a kafra, doin all the shit that i was told
never getting a say in anything until i got old
grow up, i was told to be like an adult
but i'm so fucking scared of what to do when i am alone

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

crimson

im back baby
prod. plxce - vocals & mix by naku
"best drill music to blast in a bouncy house"

lyr:
bitch mic up
ion give a fuck about a pessimist
im tryna fight a wannabe
who know that they can't ever snitch
they gonna let me go n try to fuck around a little bit
or maybe take a nap because im fed up with the sleepy shit

but they never do it , they never wanna fight back
i just go through it , i tryna get a big bag
but how will i do it , ion know, i gotta write that
don't act like you you knew it , mofucka tryna snipe that

hop off that dick that i know that you're riding
i'm too fuckin lazy, i'm reusing writing
fuck all the shrooms, i been tryna get a real trip
fuck the 1p , killed my ego from that shit

fuck every song
that i've written , they're all wrong
maybe i been paranoid
music that you should avoid
fuck every song
that i've written , they're all wrong
maybe i been paranoid
music that you should avoid

bitch shut up
never gave a fuck about irrelevance
smokin on your loud pack
vaf get hella lit
drinkin watchin mlp
fuck yo gang, cant mess wit me
people try to run up all the time but they cant ever leave

talk yo shit , so you can let it out
empty clip , into your liver now
1312 , we fuckin runnin now
i need help , but i wont get it now

fuck ton of weed in my bag, call it cat piss
mothafucka tryna throw hands, can you catch this?
bad bitch think that i'm a prick, like a cactus
never know the truth, like they dont know what the fact is

fuck every song
that i've written , they're all wrong
maybe i been paranoid
music that you should avoid
fuck every song
that i've written , they're all wrong
maybe i been paranoid
music that you should avoid

(thanks to my friends that let me harass them for mp3 files of them bullying the shit out of me LMFAOOOO love yall ♥ thx)

ROFLcopter! <plxce>

i've been hella depressed these past few weeks, so i made this to help myself. i hope you enjoy it.
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/22FJ7VIwfhUO6YDesrBNBd?si=UFWzcwlERfeIStfSJJ2a_Q

lyrics:
i really wanna move really far away
i really wanna move really far away
i really wanna move really far away
i really wanna move really far away

every time that we speak i get a sense of greed
and i don't want to feed off the lies that you feed

but i don't wanna think about you anymore
so what i did was the same thing i did before
i opened up my notepad say some shit that made me mad
then opened up audacity and hoped you would be proud of me but no

this shit never works out
that's why i wrote shoutouts & self doubt
that's why i even started music
hopin that i could use it to

vent about whats goin on my life
hiding it in meme songs up till the night
i decided to be honest
and then start what i promised

two hundred ninety monthly listeners on spotify
i really don't know why you came along for the ride
but thank you i guess if that means anything to you
i know i suck at everything but i love you

i know that i ignored you im sorry for that
but can we please move on to the fact
that i'm doing something that i've always loved
shut the fuck up and just listen for once

i know that you're mad at me and i am too
i should've done my chores when you asked me to
but you and i both know that i got some issues
that's why i wrote "i'm sorry, mom" i did this for you.

but i guess, just because it ain't school
you won't ever find it that cool
i guess that's understandable..

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsNv1WWkMwQurneFDmKgnVA

spotify!

i'm not sorry, mom.

there's times where i feel very very bad about myself and scared that i can't be myself around others, so i wrote a song about it.

there are times where i wish that i could go to the beach
hear the waves, feel the sand, take in the breeze
cuz i like staying home but i love the sun, i wanna go out and have some fun
maybe bring my ukulele, i know that it sounds crazy cuz that instrument is overdone

but at the same time, i don't wanna go outside because dysphoria is killin me
i don't wanna be around other people, if they don't wanna be around me
if all these other people could just leave me be, we could live in perfect harmony
but i'm getting anxious thoughts, and i want them to stop, about everyone harming me

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside.

there are times where i wish i could just be me
be myself, no one else, i just wanna be free
maybe wear some comfy clothes and just stay inside because i feel like i need to hide
cuz there's a whole lot of people in this scary world who really want me to die

but at the same time, i don't wanna go outside because dysphoria is killin me
i don't wanna be around other people, if they don't wanna be around me
if all these other people could just leave me be, we could live in perfect harmony
but i'm getting anxious thoughts, and i want them to stop, about everyone harming  me

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside.

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside. 

so i will stay inside (i will stay inside)
i will stay inside (but i might still try)
i will stay inside (i'll find a place to hide)
i will stay inside, i will stay inside.

spotify

beach! [prod. kazuyo]

fuck u [******] for bein fake as fuck n a whole bitch lol this song is about u

(yes the hook is from guardin's song "solitary")
(prod. deymx)

i think i'd be better off alone
without you, without you, without you
i don't mind when, i sleep all alone
without you, without you, without you

everytime i try to explain myself
you just run away n say that you hate yourself
i tried to help you but you just ignored me
so that's why i'm writin this poetry

i never wanna see you like that again
you ran away and ditched all of my friends
you're fake as fuck and you're really abusive
everytime i tried to help you called me useless

and i never wanted you to say that kind of shit
i just wanted to help you for a little bit
but you went and fucked up every little thing that i had
so now you run away and act like we never met 

i think i'd be better off alone
without you, without you, without you
i don't mind when, i sleep all alone
without you, without you, without you

but you left and went hiding in the shadows
i come to talk to you, how was i supposed to know?
where the fuck you are and how i should get there
but it doesn't matter now, cuz i need to get you out of here

there's so many people that are out to try to hurt you
i'm only trying hard because i needed to protect you

i know you'll run away again but i want you to stay alive
because there's always 2nd chances but there's only one suicide

i think i'd be better off alone
without you, without you, without you
i don't mind when, i sleep all alone
without you, without you, without you

i wish we never met

original: https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes/ily-prod-lee

you inspire me a lot @lilsadeyes, thank you for making great music.

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

Don't follow me I'm hard to read, I scare most people away from me
I hurt most people so can't you see, there's no way you're meant for me

I'm really glad I had it wrong cause, most people use me for the commas
I'm gettin' tired of the drama, I'm not one to talk no shit, I keep it honest

So to keep it 150 I'm feelin' drained
The only reason that I sing is cause of pain
Deep inflicted traumas that been pent up in my brain
How I found some happiness with her I feel okay

Will it last? Doesn't matter
If I'm smiling will it keep me from disaster?
Destructive thoughts about a history with patterns
All I care about is her, I'm glad I have her

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

original

ily [ cover ] (prod. lee)

we're falling again.

prod. https://twitter.com/prodbykhail
cover art: https://twitter.com/sir_blooper

falling again (p. khail)

i sampled joji's "yeah right" in a song MONTHS ago but i decided it's time i finally cover the real thing. 💖

yeah right (cover)

thank you for sticking with me for so long, josh. i wouldn't be here without you and your constant love and appreciation to me. congratulations on your major album release, this cover is a tribute to you and our friendship. thank you so much, again. i love you. you're my brother. vaf forever. 💖
original: https://soundcloud.com/wolficide/petals-feat-kayden-neal

petals [cover]

thanks for 600 followers n stuff
prod. @louaea

lyrcs

im scrollin through my instagram n all i see is bullshit
all my friends just run away until they feelin worthless
and i don't wanna deal with them, cuz im dealin with myself

cuz people always hate on me n people always hate on them
so i'll be in the middle even tho i know that's really dumb
but i don't wanna deal with this cuz i think it's boring


get the fuck out my dms because i know you are a bitch
dealt with this before, all you gonna do is bait n switch
i don't wanna fuck around with a bitch like you
all you wanna do is use my name on youtube

drinkin aquafina cuz you know i don't got ice
twitter.com, ya my timeline full of lies
super chill, people always thing i'm fuckin high
shut the fuck up and look me in my eyes


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

but i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg


yayaya, shut the fuck up, imma be that
ignorin all yo comments sayin that my autotune is wack
im writin every song from the comfort of my bed
i just wanna do this shit until i'm fuckin dead

but all ya mothafuckas seem to never believe me
i'll prove you all wrong and you'll get down on your knees
n fuck a joke song, i'm not tryna be funny
don't care about a title but i feel like a cyberqueen

cuz people always mad at me and i don't even know why
twiddling my fingers in my head because i am shy
people just assume im cis but i am not a guy
you bitches make me wanna die

but as i was just sayin i don't feel like i'm the best
i'm still usin audacity cuz FL is a pest
like sure i can produce, but i feel misunderstood
shoutout to louise, cuz she made this shit sound good


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

20%COOLERTHANU (prod. louise)

yaah big penis gang n all that shit
prod @prodnitetime

ARSENAL (prod. nitetime)

made an over-dramatic song about several bad situations i've had to deal with in the past year.

produced by me.

lyrics: 

i go offline and all these people want to talk to me
i let them down all the time by not responding
and if they're stressed they just wanna take it out on me
and this time, i won't be sorry

i never got your obsession
remember when you faked depression
i remember it vividly
you said you don't wanna talk to me

i don't get it what the fuck do you mean
fuck with my friends you a fiend
you just used their name for some clout
said "go slit your wrists and bleed out"


i don't understand the drama
i don't even think it's worth it
i just think we all should drop it
if you don't like it you should block it

i understand every bit of anger
but i don't think that we should slander
that would make everything worse
but you should go get stomped in the dirt

you just harass all their friends
you wanna make them meet their end
i hope you know they wont forgive you
if anything they'll just forget you

i know that a lot of us have our regrets
i want you to know that you are one of them
you spread lots of lies on the internet
you talked all your shit what do you get

you lost lots of followers, that was the cost
a taste of your medicine put on the spot
i'm tired of people like you taking off
i hope that you end up getting stomped


i'm not sorry for my actions
you just wanted a reaction

well i guess that you can have this
i hope that you enjoy it
i know that you'll rejoice it
even if you wont admit

that you like lying about all your friends
n giving turst issues to all of them
are you a good person it doesn't depend
exist just to find people to offend

i'm tired of this and i'm tired of you
i did what i felt like i needed to do
you don't got friends you got allies
now get the fuck out of our lives

offline

reminiscing on happiness with @wolficide.
mixed by @nbmusic098.

out on all platforms.

thoughts on a sunday morning [p. bob gnar]

prod @vampscharm
ppl fkin h8 me the dont appreciate me </3

FANG (prod. kai)

a song i made about an old friend i had
prod @xxokuromi

ones and zeros (p. kuromi)

intro to my ep, "internet"
https://soundcloud.com/squiblers/sets/internet

disconnecting (intro)

joshua lanuarii and i have been through a lot of shit in our lives, but we're still here together. this is us looking back on our past and remembering all the shit we've been through together. we truly hope you enjoy.

elementary [p. puma tooth]

staring at the stars [p. con]

prod mud
this gona flop but idc it was fun to make

idfk why ur mad at me [p. mud]

prod eternal rose god
thanks for all the support on my music recently this shit fun as fuck
thx to the people who i randomly hit up at 4 am asking them to record themselves saying my name for the intro <3

okay

meant to release this ages ago but uh, here's a remake of one of my really old songs. thanks for 1k, i have something really big planned to celebrate, but thank you for getting me to this point. i didn't expect to live past april of 2019, but here i am in september of 2020 living out one of my childhood dreams, being a musician. thanks for everything, i love you all so much.

i don't wanna talk to people if all they do is fight.

social media sucks [2020]

conversations [p. kazuyo]

produced by me, only using sounds from minecraft.
i made this song out of a recent panic attack from one of my past relationships in 2018 and out of a fear that i'd lose the people i love the most. stay close with your friends and loved ones, you never know if they'll be gone the next day.

lyrics:
six hundred times that i've said that i love you
i know things have changed but i still really do!
i say that, but it feels like a lie
i'm trying to cope and i don't mean to cry

we broke up and it's fuckin with my mental
i know we couldn't do shit, it was incidental
i'm sorry for not letting you give your all
i'm hating myself, put my head in the wall

at least i'm coping in a healthy way
im workin on a song instead of wasting away
not swallowing drugs, you made me wanna stop that
i had something planned and i dont wanna drop that

but it wont be the same
look at me now, look at what i became
you helped me back up when i was at my worst
but i feel like i failed you, wish i could reverse

everything that i've done wrong
even though you say it's right
i'm just puttin up a fight
with myself, "go to hell," i hope that youll be alright

and i'm sure i'll be fine
it'll take me some time
in the end it's for the better
but i know you'll find someone thats better than me

i'd fucking die for you

all of my friends r in different biomes,,
@prod-plxce
thank u sm for 1k followers ily all sm <3 <3 <3
coverart: https://twitter.com/mewchiiee

SPOTIFY ❤

MUSHROOM ISLAND! [plxce]

please don't lie to me
coverart: https://twitter.com/mewchiiee
produced by me

you're doing great!

i just wanna disappear
prod @notlieu

lyrics if u care:
all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

i don't like this place anymore
it's the same way it was before, i don't like that
i thought things would get a little bit better
but they never got better

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

but i'm not that, if anything i'm far from it
i'm a little bit emotional i cry and then they love it
i just want it all to stop, all of the stigma against me
if i shut all down then maybe they will love me

i don't care though, i don't like how they think
they all go after a person if they fuck up anything
nobody's perfect, so why the fuck do we have standards
it just causes lots of stress and causes people to get slandered

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

(i don't know what i did wrong)
(and i don't know where to start)
(if i can fix it can you tell me)
(cuz i don't want you to hurt, let me know if it's worse)

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

hatred [lieu]

i'm so fucking tired of having to deal with shit that doesn't even involve me and having to just deal with shit that people are pinning the blame on me for, when i never even did anything at all. i hate the fact that i have to live my life in constant pain when i just want a brief moment of comfort. i hope i achieve comfort one day and that i'm able to live my life happily.

prod. @prod-plxce , all vocals and mixing done by me <3

i'm so tired of it all
they don't want me fuckin here anymore
i know you're fucked up on adderall
but i don't think you care at all

you just want me fuckin gone in an instant
i don't ever wanna know why you're presistent

get the fuck out my life cuz you don't care
livin in a dream, but it's feelin like a nightmare
fuck out my face cuz i don't even know you
i say that a lot, so you better get used to it

i'm so tired of the bullshit
fuck the opposition cuz i don't think i can handle it
and i'm so tired of the hatred
i don't wanna see it but they all want me to be it

so i'm done
it ain't fun
they all wanna jump the gun
on my head, want me dead
they'll like another one instead
so i'll move away from all of this
cuz they're all always super pissed
i don't wanna do this anymore

i'm so tired, i don't wanna fuckin be here
if everyone's just arguing then why the fuck'd you bring me near?
i'm tired, feelin like i'm fuckin restless
everyone will just ignore me and question why i'm helpless

i'm so tired of it all
they don't want me fuckin here anymore
i know you're fucked up on adderall
but i don't think you care at all

you just want me fuckin gone in an instant
i don't ever wanna know why you're presistent

get the fuck out my life cuz you don't care
livin in a dream, but it's feelin like a nightmare
fuck out my face cuz i don't even know you
i say that a lot, so you better get used to it

i'm so tired of the bullshit
fuck the opposition cuz i don't think i can handle it
and i'm so tired of the hatred
i don't wanna see it but they all want me to be it

so i'm done
it ain't fun
they all wanna jump the gun
on my head, want me dead
they'll like another one instead
so i'll move away from all of this
cuz they're all always super pissed
i don't wanna do this anymore

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