prod @johnnyfriend
talking to people is hard and it's even harder when your anxiety is screaming at you to get the living fuck out of any social situation you're ever gonna be in, but sometimes it's worth stepping out of your comfort zone and finding people who could end up being life-long friends.

lyrics !! ~
spent years doin shit that i don't even like
and now i'm in an apartment, thinkin ill be fine
dropped out, fucked up, it's a horrible cycle
repetitively, it's like they're after me

and i don't even wanna be here
it's horrible, multiple times that i told you to leave
why the fuck do you not listen to me?
i'm tryin to help you

i don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, sellin me
shit that i don't want mom to see, go back in time like i'm celebi
back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression

i'm leavin impressions on people i don't even know, i gotta go
before it gets worse i don't want it to show
my insecurities they won't let me go

my brain is an awful place
i'm always scared, i don't ever wanna get replaced
it's on my mind constantly, running in circles
the constant anxiety's making me hurtful

and i don't even wanna be here
it's horrible, multiple times that i told you to leave
why the fuck do you not listen to me?
i'm tryin to help you

i don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, sellin me
shit that i don't want mom to see, go back in time like i'm celebi
back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression

so fuck off i don't like the way you talk to me
you talk shit all the time so it's constantly
not helping your point and not helping mine either
fight fire with fire and hope that you beat her

cycles !! ~ <johnnyfriend>

life can fucking suck sometimes but im trying to make the best of it.
prod nativ and levithareal, vocals recorded and mixed by me, coverart by me.
thanks for 1.5k <3

lyrics:

3 fuckin days of the same old shit
ya i work my ass off i got nothin to show for it
maybe that's just my luck now
can i please fucking ask how

endlessly working on the same old projects
just to get told that i'm a fucking reject
if that's what i am to you, why are you still here?
i thought that you hated me, i thought you were sincere

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

it meant nothing
it meant nothing at all

(im losing track of my vitals)

okay, i'm tired, i know i've said it lots of times before
but nobody understands why my head is at war
all the talks, yeah they never did shit for me
why the fuck do you think i said i dont like therapy

shut the fuck up if you dont wanna listen
you know that i'm stuck in a shitty position
i work all day and then i go back to bed
its so fucking hard to not put a bullet in my head

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

it meant nothing
it meant nothing at all
it meant nothing
i'm losing track of my vitals

VITAL ⚠ 💉

painter pants feat. naexi kxly lando! catlover1 ghosbee (littleduders)

𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫 - 𝐃𝐋𝐓𝐙𝐊

feature and art by @desucore

Who knew you'd rain on my parade
When I saw you crying yesterday
Thought you'd be here to stay
But now I just wanna say

Please tell me
Was it worth it for you
If so I understand If so I understand
If so I understand If so I understand

Met you cryin' on saturday
Looked at me and told me hey do you
Do you mind if you could stay
I'm alone and tired and kind of afraid so I

Said hey yeah sure
I could think of a way
To help you through another day
Don't worry too much about the words I say
All you need to focus on is being okay

All you need to focus on is being okay
(Please tell me was it worth it for you)
All you need to focus on is being okay
(If so I understand If so I understand)

I'm stuck in my own head it suits me
Your emotions drivin' me insane
I just wanna say
These are our final days

Did you wanna fly our kites so high
Till they reach the night sky
They tangle together tight
There's no untying them this time

Please tell me is this normal for you
If so I understand if so I understand
Please tell me is this normal for you
If so I understand if so I understand

Please tell me was it worth it for you
If so I understand if so I understand
Please tell me was it worth it for you
If so I understand If so I understand

PARADE (with desu!)

produced n all that by me
on all plats!
https://open.spotify.com/album/53w7NuW6K1BfaGPonAqfuq?si=5sAQBSQASNifx105octNlw

art by twitter.com/_flane

spent my racks on fursuits!

Welcome

all of my friends r in different biomes,,
@prod-plxce
thank u sm for 1k followers ily all sm <3 <3 <3
coverart: https://twitter.com/mewchiiee

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MUSHROOM ISLAND! [plxce]

i just wanna disappear
prod @notlieu

lyrics if u care:
all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

i don't like this place anymore
it's the same way it was before, i don't like that
i thought things would get a little bit better
but they never got better

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

but i'm not that, if anything i'm far from it
i'm a little bit emotional i cry and then they love it
i just want it all to stop, all of the stigma against me
if i shut all down then maybe they will love me

i don't care though, i don't like how they think
they all go after a person if they fuck up anything
nobody's perfect, so why the fuck do we have standards
it just causes lots of stress and causes people to get slandered

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

(i don't know what i did wrong)
(and i don't know where to start)
(if i can fix it can you tell me)
(cuz i don't want you to hurt, let me know if it's worse)

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

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hatred [lieu]

i tried to do vocal stutters lol

@weaknesssss

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Internet Protocol! (delto)

stef - i like the sun(blackwinterwells)

the clouds looked pretty today
squiblers on all plats
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cycles !! ~ <johnnyfriend>

naku

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