i literally made this my entire personality in 2021-2022 shout out to naku squiber

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guitar by sawce
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https://soundcloud.com/sawceofficial
https://twitter.com/SAWCEofficial

idontcareanymore (feat. Sawce)

MENTAL HEALTH AT AN ALL TIME LOW ⚠⚠⚠



lyrics:
You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(You know exactly how much I've been struggling recently)
(And you still decide to blame me for every little fucking thing in your life)
(I'm so tired of this and I'm fucking tired of you, get the fuck out of my life)

Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(All time low, All time low)
(You know I begged you to leave, oh)
(I don't know what I need, no)
(I call it karma)
(Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama)
(All time low)

You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over
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in dedication to shaun, i hope you're proud of me

foe <plxce>

faces god and walks backwards into hell

4 bee <3

prod. ashley

main sample: https://soundcloud.com/dynastic/caldecott-feat-polygon-cove

the newest scholastic book fair sucked

the sequel is https://soundcloud.com/leastfavorite/ariacore-2a

~ songs used ~
crave you - flight facilities
trndsttr - black coast (lucian remix)
gold dust - dj fresh (flux pavillion remix)
monster - meg & dia (dotexe remix)
overtime - cash cash
hot milk - snail's house
cinema - benny benassi (skrillex remix)
turbo - tokyo machine
kill everybody - skrillex (koan remix)
pumped up kicks - foster the people (butch clancy remix)

1-A. if ur scrolling through my popular tracks u should just skip this one tbh

i don't go out much
--
@kurtains
for 🌸 & 🔔. love u both

scorpion by kurtains (user cover)

[chorus]
pop a percy, now i'm gone
config hold dat heavy gun
he aint nothin but a pussy, bouta take his fuckin lunch

mac-11 spray, ha
bullets eat his face
we got snipers, we got choppas, and we comin out to play

come outside, come outside, im the reaper in the night
2 guns in my fuckin pocket which one finna take yo life

stomp him out
smokin loud
fill him up with hundred rounds
bum, bum, bum, silencer shootin put him down

pop a perc and then im gone x4

[verse]
pussy ur an opp
wait, better open up

we gon slide through
talkin shit up on da gang, we dont like you
black mask, black suit, we gon find you
we gon show u what da guys do

[breakout]
point blank leave em dead up on da ground
call in @clonerange,we da got choppas we got hounds
silenced aks, we got da heat dont play around
press me and regret it
(huh)
say my name forget it
choppa on me wit xtended
wont be offended 
bitch i promise that
and if you talk back back back 
i hit u wit dis big ass gat gat gat
gimme all yo money bitch
gimme all yo racks racks racks

[chorus]
pop a percy, now i'm gone
config hold dat heavy gun
he aint nothin but a pussy, bouta take his fuckin lunch

mac-11 spray, ha
bullets eat his face
we got snipers, we got choppas, and we comin out to play

come outside, come outside, im the reaper in the night
2 guns in my fuckin pocket which one finna take yo life

stomp him out
smokin loud
fill him up with hundred rounds
bum, bum, bum, silencer shootin put him down

gone w/ breakout (moonshop)

up w/ w!ldflwr & essoh (valetical)

Shodely - chaser (prod. by embraceWRLD)

she trynna ruin ur life lil twin gotta stay away

CANCERR

soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
illustration by @bobafruits on ig instagram.com/bobafruits/
rest of art by me

uwu

Sanrio Boy (prod. blackwinterwells)

ig: kennedywestwood
PROD. KENNEDY WESTWOOD
*Live Guitars By Kennedy Westwood*

IPHONE FACTORY SUICIDE NETS

global warming w/ blackwinterwells, popstarbills & boofbby (alice gas)

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

They call me emo but they don't know that I'm skramz
Step out of the mosh pit cuz they slam with no dance
Everybody hates me cuz I got a hundred bands
But I never finish tracks so I put them in the can

What I want
What I need
My desire from you
Lives inside of a box hidden in my room
And I want
And I need
Metamorphosis
Something else
Something new
Something better than this

Oh I just need a little bit of time
To fix myself before I die
I will be damned by the sky

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

If you want to be something fake
Then I will be your fake little demon
Baby I know
If you want to kill me
Let's go

Fake Little Demon

brought this one back since the original upload got copyright striked, so if ur a new listener i hope u enjoy :) 
p.s thank u to quinn for allowing me to re-release this, go support her new music please
@catmom4
lyrics:


i take that smile up off my face
in a different set of state
even though i hate the thought of this, i think i might just wait
i'm nova goon all year around
you can never lay me down
i got some invincibility, so i'll just hold it down
i'm steady boomin' off the pills
heartbeat lookin' like a hill
yes, i might die sometime tonight, but at least i won't be killed
jk, i'm sober, hella clean
can't nobody fuck with me
i stay inside of my shitty mood but i still fuckin' gleem
i got told to go away, so i went and went away
wasn't found for a few days, hide and seek my favorite game
everybody know my name, but nobody know my face
i stay hidden from the crowd 'cause i feel like a disgrace
people told me not to call 'em but get mad when i don't at all
blocking all their number 'cause i swear they told me not to call
my patience has been tested and my annoyance is off the wall
fuck off with you stupid shit, i do not care at fucking all
but it's okay though
i got those things to keep me occupied all day though
if i get bored, i tend to over think my halos
i get real low and shoot at people, like a pave low
i wish i wasn't so damn dumb in situations
i'll just be quiet and i'll go patrol my stations
i stand together with my conscience, like a nation
i'll take your stuff, thanks for the generous donation, oh
i ain't off them fucking pills
they distract me from reality and get me fucking killed
and they ask me why i did them, it's because of all the thrill
thoughts of possibly dying always filled me up with chills
and my angels watchin' over me, they're proud of what i've done
when i wake up in my bed, i know that i'm the fucking one
i have all control on me, so i've been chillin', worried 'bout nothin'
i have all control on me, so i've been chillin', worried 'bout nothin'

smiley face :) (feat. osquinn)

uhhhhh ummmm
shoegaze?
fka futureseeker
left her in the past

the clouds looked pretty today
vaf ++ rf ++ @digitalbunkercc
more music: @fisherdog

foe <plxce>

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