Im going to listen to this on the weekends

Saw the title snd randomly got a big smile tyyyyy!!!!!

prod @johnnyfriend
talking to people is hard and it's even harder when your anxiety is screaming at you to get the living fuck out of any social situation you're ever gonna be in, but sometimes it's worth stepping out of your comfort zone and finding people who could end up being life-long friends.

lyrics !! ~
spent years doin shit that i don't even like
and now i'm in an apartment, thinkin ill be fine
dropped out, fucked up, it's a horrible cycle
repetitively, it's like they're after me

and i don't even wanna be here
it's horrible, multiple times that i told you to leave
why the fuck do you not listen to me?
i'm tryin to help you

i don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, sellin me
shit that i don't want mom to see, go back in time like i'm celebi
back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression

i'm leavin impressions on people i don't even know, i gotta go
before it gets worse i don't want it to show
my insecurities they won't let me go

my brain is an awful place
i'm always scared, i don't ever wanna get replaced
it's on my mind constantly, running in circles
the constant anxiety's making me hurtful

and i don't even wanna be here
it's horrible, multiple times that i told you to leave
why the fuck do you not listen to me?
i'm tryin to help you

i don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, sellin me
shit that i don't want mom to see, go back in time like i'm celebi
back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression

so fuck off i don't like the way you talk to me
you talk shit all the time so it's constantly
not helping your point and not helping mine either
fight fire with fire and hope that you beat her

cycles !! ~ <johnnyfriend>

MENTAL HEALTH AT AN ALL TIME LOW ⚠⚠⚠



lyrics:
You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(You know exactly how much I've been struggling recently)
(And you still decide to blame me for every little fucking thing in your life)
(I'm so tired of this and I'm fucking tired of you, get the fuck out of my life)

Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(All time low, All time low)
(You know I begged you to leave, oh)
(I don't know what I need, no)
(I call it karma)
(Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama)
(All time low)

You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
in dedication to shaun, i hope you're proud of me

foe <plxce>

life can fucking suck sometimes but im trying to make the best of it.
prod nativ and levithareal, vocals recorded and mixed by me, coverart by me.
thanks for 1.5k <3

lyrics:

3 fuckin days of the same old shit
ya i work my ass off i got nothin to show for it
maybe that's just my luck now
can i please fucking ask how

endlessly working on the same old projects
just to get told that i'm a fucking reject
if that's what i am to you, why are you still here?
i thought that you hated me, i thought you were sincere

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

it meant nothing
it meant nothing at all

(im losing track of my vitals)

okay, i'm tired, i know i've said it lots of times before
but nobody understands why my head is at war
all the talks, yeah they never did shit for me
why the fuck do you think i said i dont like therapy

shut the fuck up if you dont wanna listen
you know that i'm stuck in a shitty position
i work all day and then i go back to bed
its so fucking hard to not put a bullet in my head

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

but i guess it doesn't matter now
cuz you hated me anyway
lying about all the things that you did to me
saying "whatever" you knew i was listening

talkin your shit, thinking you would go viral
i'm losing track of my vitals
im trying my hardest to get through this mindset
but giving up's lookin appealing to digest

it meant nothing
it meant nothing at all
it meant nothing
i'm losing track of my vitals

VITAL ⚠ 💉

timepasser

stream

timepasser w/ lucas lex

global warming w/ blackwinterwells, popstarbills & boofbby (alice gas)

old, the mix is shitty af, but i liked it so here it is :)

hate

prod eternal rose god
thanks for all the support on my music recently this shit fun as fuck
thx to the people who i randomly hit up at 4 am asking them to record themselves saying my name for the intro <3

okay

original song by jack conte - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dzr32OqGlOA

prod @blackwinterwells

thank u to ethan @soupandreas for help transcribing to midi

:D

jack conte - yeah yeah yeah (blackwinterwells)

produced by me, only using sounds from minecraft.
i made this song out of a recent panic attack from one of my past relationships in 2018 and out of a fear that i'd lose the people i love the most. stay close with your friends and loved ones, you never know if they'll be gone the next day.

lyrics:
six hundred times that i've said that i love you
i know things have changed but i still really do!
i say that, but it feels like a lie
i'm trying to cope and i don't mean to cry

we broke up and it's fuckin with my mental
i know we couldn't do shit, it was incidental
i'm sorry for not letting you give your all
i'm hating myself, put my head in the wall

at least i'm coping in a healthy way
im workin on a song instead of wasting away
not swallowing drugs, you made me wanna stop that
i had something planned and i dont wanna drop that

but it wont be the same
look at me now, look at what i became
you helped me back up when i was at my worst
but i feel like i failed you, wish i could reverse

everything that i've done wrong
even though you say it's right
i'm just puttin up a fight
with myself, "go to hell," i hope that youll be alright

and i'm sure i'll be fine
it'll take me some time
in the end it's for the better
but i know you'll find someone thats better than me

spotify

i'd fucking die for you

please don't lie to me
coverart: https://twitter.com/mewchiiee
produced by me

you're doing great!

with @carpet_garden @postcardnowhere @rocco-bunko @sc0ttryan
prod/mixd/mastrd by @111nightshift

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uav w/ carpetgarden, brdynl, rocco bunko, sc0ttryan (p. 111nightshift)

the clouds looked pretty today
squiblers on all plats
vaf ++ ##rf ++ @7digitalbunker

you're doing great!

naku

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