i don't miss you, i miss how it felt

ihatewhenuignoreme + xaxanity & olea

i really want us to leave together
i just want u to know that its forever
and i just want you to come and reach out to me
it would mean like everything for you to come and talk to me

im tired of you playing with my heart
okay i think this time you went too far
i would give the world for you to hold me in your arms

its forrvever.. (prod lil soda boi)

@horrormovies666 @pixelhood
od1:

i been acting out lately
have u noticed?
maybe we can sit down n talk
u dont know whats on my mind
and u dont know what i fear this time

i dont wanna see ur pretty eyes
they make me wanna sink into my mind
and ya i really couldnt tell u why
yeah i couldnt really even tell u why

baby i just wanna talk to u
maybe we could make a thing or 2
idk why i said those things
i just hope u can find it in ur heart
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horror:

i don’t cry anymore
baby yeah i fucking know
things can’t be like they were
after u left i became a whore
dancing like it’s 2003
baby quit fucking w me
i got my belt on
do u wanna hang w me

i shine in the dark
baby do u love it
skin carver i’ma skin carve her
i’m a cannibal i’m gonna fuckin eat her up
post her heart on tumblr

baby i love ur scars
be my myspace pic
be my bestie
oh my god ur so fucking pretty
i just want u next to me

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od1:

i dont wanna see ur pretty eyes
they make me wanna sink into my mind
and ya i really couldnt tell u why
yeah i couldnt really even tell u why

baby i just wanna talk to u
maybe we could make a thing or 2
idk why i said those things
i just hope u can find it in ur heart

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horror:

baby i wanna talk to u
maybe we could make a thing or 2
idk why i said those things
i just hope u can find it in ur heart

couldn't w/ horrormovies (pixelhood)

the original is so good go follow captain morg and presave "this is morg" so u can have it on january 8th :)

i miss this feeling - captain morg (bassea cover)

@kkpaain @glassxhotel

lyrics:
(chorus x2)
i scream, i cry out
they never hear me
why don't i stand out?
they'll just forget me

(verse)
i cry like all night
i don't feel alright
i ask myself why
can't wait til' i die

they always hurt me
everything overwhelms me
will i be okay or not?
this pain in my chest won't stop

(chorus x2)
i scream, i cry out
they never hear me
why don't i stand out?
they'll just forget me

forget me

stream on spotify

prod by me
@glassxhotel

i dream abt us
 but life is confusing
 i fell to the ground
 i was always losing
 i can't watch you cry
 u know what I'm doing
our smiles in the lies
 im sick its so foolish
 all u wanted was love
 but all i can is ruin 
you know its deep in my veins 
who is guilty accuses
 i cant cope with the pain
 pills & chronic abusing
what they say? life is life
 & i feel that im blue in
 our smiles in the lies
 im sick its so foolish

life is life

Spotify

life is life (syringe angel)

@kojowav @kimzhel
@glassxhotel

i feel like i can hear your breath every day
but id like to be deaf to that 
maybe we could spend some time again
 but would be painful in the end

save the pain i gave you then
& brake my spine by accident
so greedy for bleeding
ecstasy changes my ceiling

im the only one deep so dark in mind
when everything is fine i have to fuck it up

can't face it
is it difference
i dissolve my face in whitness
let the pill paint me a rainbow
i deserve nothing but echos
replace me by someone
someone who can support you
my blood is so poisoned
that every every day is torture

replace me

replace me (kojo kimzhel)

the world isn't filled with flaws it's filled with people [star607 x recyclebin]

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

Goat @Chriad mix and master
@kowa1ski helped with drop <333

https://open.spotify.com/track/7c80AkZJqhuFuF0cHM8ZW7?si=a6cd09c51ad5416a

It's Just You (Utaqqq)

I'll decide 
When is right
Am I wrong
Then who is right 
let me decide 

(Something you might like) 

I think I took the wrong pill
Wanna destroy what we built
I don't care how it feels
You reap what you sow
The bar was so low
Im dying inside and im dying to know
How you felt that day?
Was is you? or me me me?
(me)

I think it was me, who broke you
I take no fault in, what you might do
I wont say sorry, cause its not true
Not true, not true, not true 
I dont think I love you, or hate you
I dont think Im nervous, its just you
Never made that promise
never said im sorry 
said I wouldnt drop you
so theres no need to worry
Hurry up

Time ticks by 
I 'lost sight' of who I once was
might be the anxiety 
It just eats me 
ticking slowly as it creeps in
Drugs are the only thing that helps 
These drugs are the only way to hell
Im hearing you talk, Im stuck in my thoughts 
Voices in my head telling me Im wrong
Well maybe I am
I hurt you I know
these emotions are harder to show
Am I really mad? no
Sad? no 
Im trying my hardest to let go

(Stutter Drop)

It's Just You

It's Just You (Utaqqa)

@awwy2k
@glassxhotel

available on spotify!

never said that i liked you
poor boy this world is not true
what did u expect me to do

im so lost i'll leave this planet
cuz nobody understands me
im so alone i cant breath
i feel insane yet steady

i never felt important
im scared of moving forward
im scared of any changes
im scared of ur illusions
im scared of taking damage
from people i call friends
feel like its my dead end
(i never felt this way)
im scared of being useless
im scared of being used
im scared of being you
im scared of being myself

not important (kidu)

prod michael warren

my first song :d

[hook]
we don't even talk a lot right now
I do my everything to keep you happy
despite your actions tend to insist that you hate me
and I don't like that I've been thinkin' bout you lately
2x

[verse 1]
you put me to the side as the second man
I can't even fucking blame you for that
I hope I make you sad

[bridge]
cause I have no sympathy for you
and I've been taking so much my eyes turn blue
I don't spare my feelings for the likes of you
and I hope that the way that you die is cruel

[verse 2]
my life is way too awful
every person around me not thoughtful
and all my feelings are turning to a cess-pool
my ego is making me hateful

I could be better
I could be so much more than I am
and I can be anything yeah I can
and I'm gon be the best of them all thats my plan

[bridge]

[hook]

keep you happy prod. xmichaelwarren

prod. @prodmichael
it was something bout the way that you left
i never really knew what you said
i didnt understand what you meant
i wouldve never guessed

never thought that it was gonna end so fast
never really thought youd do me like that
i just wish that we could do it all again though
swear i really fucking miss what we had

youre the one i love forever and you know that
i just wanna go back to what we had i just wanna hangout in your room
smoke blunts and listen to dreamcache ya babe thats all that we'll do
youre the one for me and i feel that n i know your feeling it too

and im sorry for the bullshit 
i wish everything was perfect
i have problems that im dealing with
i know together we can handle it

spotify

i miss what we had

Thank you Capoxxo<3

Lyrics

Capoxxo:
I wanna talk to you
it feels like you never cared
I'm still in love with you
and you don't care

What should I do
Where should I go
I feel so used
And you don't know

If I told you why
If I told you how
I swear it'll never die
I'm never coming down

We’re in this shit for life
I hope you're learning now
It feels like you never cared
I'm still in love with you


IcarusIsDead:
Yeah, I’m still in love with you
And I wish it wasn’t true
Feels like 100 years
But it’s only been a few
Yeah, I just wanna talk to you again
But I know I know I know I can’t (Sorry)

You really fucked me up
After I gave you all my love

Heard you’re doing well now
I’m really proud of you…
Can’t help but feel left out
And I’m really missing you…

I don’t know if you ever really cared for me
You destroyed me so beautifully
But I’m still in love with you
And I don’t know what to do

Yeah, I’m still in love with you
But I don’t know what to do
Yeah I’m still in love with you
Yeah I’m still in love with you


I’m sorry.

Still-In-Love-With-You ft.Capoxxo

@kidsheart

https://youtu.be/SO970Y2gJQM

ive been sore inside of my face
demons run inside beside of my waist
die with a knife inside of my face  
please dont run beside im hiding my way
bitch let me cry inside of my space
ive been sick and tired of lying all day
please dont let me cry inside of my space
ive been sick and tired of knives in my face 

cant believe you fuck with me
at least i see you in my dreams
sad i see you when i sleep
where you would always hold me

i can feel the tears inside my 
eyes glisten beside the moonlight 
constant fear ud leave one day	
she says goodbye and flies away

baby hold me 
baby touch me
ive been crying out my heart and its lovely
nd i been missing you so bad that its ugly
i know that your really mad but i hope you think of me

k1dzheart - the tearz in my eyez the knivez in my face

boyywassabi - My heart beats too featuring DEATHRIGHT(prod. xmichaelwarren)

@mya

u broke my heart
i wna die
i cant stop crying every night
u broke my heart
i wna die
i just cant seem to get u off my mind

u broke my heart
i wna die
i cant stop crying every night
u broke my heart
i wna die
i just cant seem to get u off my mind

dont you wanna rip me up in parts
dont you wanna see my bleeding heart
dont you wanna rip me up in parts
dont you wanna see my bleeding heart

i wanna ruin myself tonight
you're the only thing that i cant get off my mind

dont you wanna rip me up in parts
dont you wanna see my bleeding heart
dont you wanna rip me up in parts
dont you wanna see my bleeding heart

u broke my heart
i wna die
i cant stop crying every night
u broke my heart
i wna die
i just cant seem to get u off my mind

u broke my heart
i wna die
i cant stop crying every night
u broke my heart
i wna die
i just cant seem to get u off my mind

mymy - u broke my heart (asecoamy + keomi)

@jatchi

i'm waking up
i realize
im not enough
and it just
fucks me up
and i know
that you don't care
it seems like i'm just breaking again
im breaking again
and it's always me
i have bad luck
just maybe i was born with it

fuck!
i just wanted
love
i could never
trust
you
(you)
used my words as a weapon
did i mention
i found the exit
for just a second 
it was heaven
death is my best friend
life is precious
never got the message

i was so wrong
you build me up just to take me apart

i'm waking up
i realize
you're not the one
and it just
fucks me up
and i know
that you don't give a shit
i've lost all my composure
too much in my head, i need focus 
you only wanted me in the moment
no wonder why im so fucking broken

fuck!
i just wanted
love
i could never
trust
you
(you)
used my words as a weapon
did i mention
i found the exit
for just a second 
it was heaven
death is my best friend
life is precious
never got the message

jatchi - use my words as a weapon

@user-500145585

visual: https://youtu.be/B-Bg0cfaOjM

lyrics:

you take your time with your replies
i guess its because youre with him
i guess i dont mind
we all still die
i guess i give up you win
you win
we can just be friends
until the end

[bridge]
you left eyelashes on the windowsill
i threw them into the trash
i find your hair in my hairbrush still
need you right now so bad

[chorus]
now im crying vetements tears
because you left me
guess its time to face my fears
i dont feel like me

brand new margiela shoes wont tell me that "i love you"
i just need you by my side i just wanna kiss and hug you
baby remember all the times you told me that i was yours and you were mine
i hope that youre with him but im still on your mind

[bridge]
[chorus]

i guess it didnt mean that much to you
(X2)

i don't miss you, i miss how it felt

squidy