surgery🏩 [number48]

BULLETS w/ blanket + 1crusafix + kkypr [starboyrob]

wheel slips between my fingers
tires slip on black ice
rubber meet fire
burned on the pyre
if i was a martyr, this would be my sacrifice

i guess this is what it’s come to
one last prayer before i become worm food
ligaments rot as my soul decays
let the rain come down, wash my blood & tears away  

i’m spinning out
life’s giving out
flying off the edge of the rainbow road

im bleeding out
life leaking now
past the guardrail, crashed
im flying home 

angel wings, come guide me
white halo, i’m confined
to a prison of my own design
tear flesh from bone, but i feel fine

if i die now
i’ve lived life to the fullest
i’ve got no regrets
no reason to make it through this 

( to the stars & beyond )

i’m spinning out
life’s giving out
flying off the edge of the rainbow road

im bleeding out
life leaking now
past the guardrail, crashed
im flying home 

angel wings, come guide me
white halo, i’m confined
to a prison of my own design
tear flesh from bone, but i feel fine

Crash [homecoming queen]

you're a stowaway featuring trappedinnarnia (haunt3r X Northeast Lights)

self prod

what do u want from me?
i gave u everything yk
i cant guess whats next
an im so upset so i play pretend
u get me out my head
can u tell me what is next?
pointless to speak up
its useless so jus give up
im ignorant an startin to get fed up
my fear of being hurt is lying down below
w this heart of mine so cold

am i workin hard?
or am i hardly workin on the things i truly despise?
if i say im hardly workin itll be my demise
put it aside
u can scream all u like
were all bleeding inside

pointless to speak up
its useless so jus give up
ignorant an startin to get fed up

pointless 無駄 [bot]

felt horny might delete

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striped socks, put em on
you know that it turns me on
you're hot shit, way to go!
everything i want and more

long legs, thick thighs
wrap em in some thigh highs
put them in my face
we're gonna have a lot of fun tonight

black and white 
pink and striped
squished around the top so fuckin tight
looking so clean but we're about to make em dirty its all right

looking so hot i really think i might fall down and fucking die
staring at em like a piece of art like bitch im boutta cry

hold up
gotta take some pictures let's keep this moment alive
strike a sexy pose hold while i get some angles if thats fine
yeah that's good i took a couple think they turned out pretty well
special pictures just for me yeah this aint no show and tell

striped socks (glupidurak)

idk i hate myself

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you can tell me everything is my fault
if it makes it okay
if it makes you feel better
i don't really care
i just wanna be together
give me your love
it's the only thing that matters

when i met you i was broken on the inside
you taught me how to feel alive
but i kinda wish i never knew
istg i wish i never met you

you know i really thought that i was doing better
that i was doing pretty good on my own
that i could place some trust in personal growth
how stupid was that?!

when you left you took a big part of me with you
who am i kidding you really took it all
i really wish that i could hate you for it
but i forgive you

everything is my fault (dercept)

mad (luvnote + owleeng)

olderish song, just took a while to upload
guest starring @svviix

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hey, just for the night, can we pretend its ok?
i know that you, youve got a lot you wanna say
but maybe we can save it for another day?
i just wanna float away with you

what if i told you i just wanted to hold you
and hug it all away?
would you hold me close and say:
"squidy its all ok. <3"

every day is enough of a fight as it is
every day im looking for an escape from all this
if i looked you in the eye and asked you: "could it be you?"
what would you do?

youre kicking down the door while im breaking down on the other side
you couldve just come in bc i left it unlocked the entire time...
when it comes to fight or flight you always choose former
but tonight im craving something kinda warmer

float away (tezza x ambvxlenc)

Defeat (Prod. ElyWtf?)

[Mix & Master by. Laanthy]
[Beat by. Lp067]
[Music - Laanthy & belly] 
[Lyrics - Laanthy & belly]
[Cover Art by. Nil1]

Letra:

Baza vai far and I clap
Ringue intenso as we break up

Quase tou out, I might tap
O veredito é um crash out

Shawty já quer outra battle
Dama pra lá esse amor é uma Parable

Love impossível, pra lá de irreparable (Yeyaa)

Eu te quero é remendable

Eu tentei ser honesto bro
Honesto bro, honesto bro

Meanwhile eu penso eu noto bro
Amar this young não é recomendável

Eu sonhei contigo, broca de véu
Eu beijo os teus Lips, boca de mel

Cansado da fight, the times that we fell
Prefiro cair da torre Eiffel yeah

Ahm, yea ya
Wow wow wow 
Ahm Yea ya

Tou a pensar no amor que eu vivi meu bro
Se eu pensar bem esse mambo é remendable

Among situations and battles bro
Pra quê comparar o incomparable

O nosso love ta no ar,  yeah
Se ainda me amas explain tho

Say that you miss me and don’t lie, yeah
Please shawty não troca de lane tho

Eu dou-te o mundo don’t lie 
Labubus com matchas and planes thosss

Miragens de ti no dubai, I see you in your dreams again tho

Esse drama, o que falas é Rubble
No 2004 Luttle

Quis dizer I want you back right here
À tua espera com flowers e candles

Escrevi o explain tho
So I wish you'd explain it to me

Imagina quando descobri
Na back da minha pain tás a working for me

A tua explicação made no sense to me
No fim... ela tá a running back to me

Se voltas pra mim bae
Please, we need no break time

Diz tavas cansada do play time  
Diz tavas cansada de break ups

É só voltares pra mim se decidires que vais dar o teu heart 
Os teus feelings tão aqui, come back to me Please I don’t mean no harm

Eu, I don't mean no harm 
Eu, I don't mean no harm 

Eu tou a pensar since the day I fell
Amor vou dizer no one needs you como eu

Então volta para os braços do teu Romeu
Ou mato o teu lover e o Luttle é meu

float away (tezza x ambvxlenc)

re: squidy