(lyrixxx <3)

facing monsters, need you right here
if you want me, sneak in through my window 
monsters, in my heart now
if you’re with me, baby make my skin show 

facing monsters, need you right here
if you want me, sneak in through my window 
monsters, in my heart now
if you’re with me, baby make my skin show 

there’s monsters in my sheets
and i can never sleep
when you’re not in my bed
you’re the only thing i need

you’re the plushie that i hug
and the blanket that i need
i’m the addict to your drug
you’re the angel in my dream

when i sleep, when i eat
baby all i see is you
when i’m down and i’m beat
baby you know what to do

just grab me by the hand
and lead me to your bed now
do everything you planned
and everything you said now

(repeat hook till the end lol)

m0nzt3rrr (prod. DEAD*AT*18) <3

all audio by me

i hope you enjoy <3 

[ Lyrics ]

taking all my pills 
on an empty stomach

The side that has the plus, 
needs a wire dipped in blood 

How long should i try?
Im getting nothing from it.

Im frail and out of tears
but still not tired of your love 

REMOVING MYSELF
from every equation 
TAKING MYSELF OUT
OF each and every heart
And Im not worried bout the way 
that things have went for me at all
Cuz Now that ive lost everything 
At least i know its all my fault 

I realized
i cant stand myself
without you

i cant remove
each moment
it was all that i knew

begin to feel
the new world 
render in front 

begin to taste 
of freedom
but its not what i want 

What was the takeaway from this?
What did i takeaway from you?
What was your takeaway from me?
If you found your answer 
was it true?

you dont have to answer me at all
i dont have to answer you now
im not going to beg for one last dance 
im not going to ask to be found

removing myself

sick of fucking trying
the memories r tiring
one of us is lying
pressure on a dime as im dying
curtains always closed so idk the sun is shining

i see the tracks like im gon crack my back on SEPTA
smoke a couple packs im getting back 2 get my racks up
keep the name attached they so entranced w out my getup
woke up figured out we never get out

i was thinking bout killing myself
n i keep the thought in my head still
gota keep the drip like a danimal
it aint adding up ima animal
it's a monster in the mirror
n the drugs they getting nearer
if i break down will i see clearer ?
w my makeup n concealer

(flyleaf) 
im so sick infected with where i live let me live w out this empty bliss selfishness
im so sick .

biichftt - SEPTA

im just sitting around
thats when the heart hit ground
you say it like a problem, imma fix this 
imma put you on the hitlist
no you dont wanna try this 
they're degenerates and they're pouring up tris
i know you hurt like me
in designer like me
smoking gas like me 
its all so short, youll see
ur so sweet to me and i want it 
just extend to me, ill be ur angel i guess 
come and smoke with me, wanna ride 
it never worked for me, guess ill wait and see
you look so good with a hex on
filling up at exxon
playing all ur old songs
im alone with my bong
and my cat thats two
three kiss ily
withdrawls in my room 
hope u get better soon

its all so short , you'll see (prod. evan jolley)

ft. @503scoob

Lyrics:

(503scoob)
I’m feelin spooky like a ghost 
Pop 4 xans on go
We in a haunted house on the top floor

Shawty pulling up like
Babe wtf you want talk for
Babe I’m a monster if
Hang around me then you gonna see gore

Shawty a freak 
and she wanna see more
Wanna see more
More more more

Clutching my fye 
When they knock on the door
I hide bodies under the floorboards

(etai s0)
feel like edgar allan how i poe
hit up my bro 
he said go to da store
pick up my check and i cash it 
i know you cant match it
toe tagged in a morgue

half human im cyborg
got lungs made of iron
and a cup made of styrofoam

doubled that shit up like a totem pole
my homies they tote em poles
and i know you dont want the smoke

i'd pick up but im tired tho
quit calling my phone
aint nobody wan talk to you

*hook* (503scoob)

(etai s0)
yeah we the monsters in your closet
hit the bank and make deposits 
everyday like i'm matt ox, bitch
who brought molly to the party?
i put all of it inside my water bottle
i don't pop it yea

E-FILES 𝓌/ 503scoob

i need u now </3 [loskutny]

Prod. michaelwarren, methboiswag, rotel & dercept

lil yu - take care of urself

--

@squidemoji

crying in the discord with my best bestie
everydays the same thing happy never lasting
another fight and i feel myself crashing
another night where im left feeling nothing

crying in the discord with my best friend
we share the same pain relive every day again
pixelated tears while i recoup all the feels again
anime hugs until we both feel like ourselves again

@haunted_sad

all the words u said in my head ringing like a melody 
all these meds i pop i dont think theyre helping me
i gave u everything i had and im jus feeling used
u played me like a pawn baby now im feeling blue

me and squidy out here baby crying evry night
on my own baby i jus w-w-wanna die
ya u jus fucked me up u sent me drowning
i been spiraling down i dont think i -

crying in the discord w/ haunted_sad

pistols in my bag

mix by me //: slime  affliction //: EP
@buth-d

меня это парит
ты нищий братан
ему это неважно
моя бутылка с дыркой
убьет тебя нахуй
ты не трогаешь cash? 
отреж себе пальцы
похуй на твои коммы
мне отвечать впадлу
и ты act’ишь на меня?
беру с собой browning
у нее богатый батя
я еду у ней фагать
ебемся и курим 
нам похуй на завтра
у нее красивый range
конечно же папин
у нее большая жопа
заведу с ней пса
yeah ongod 
benihana анкап
самый реальный 
за ним этот squad
ты на ebt 
бля это no cap
я вечно на spinnin
мне нужен gas
на мне этот след
мы с улиц братан
на мне эта пыль
постоянный grind 
я так и не понял 
куда девается грязь? 
эта сука тупая
так хочет опять
ты ебаный джанки
за тобой наряд
скурил так много 
мне нужен откат
подо мной scat pack
на мне скачет богатая сука
люблю ее взгляд 

x2

crying in the discord w/ haunted_sad

squidy OVA