Prod. Dercept
Thx @chriad for master
@dercept

Verse 1:
She thinks shes the queen of everything
too gone too wrong what a scary thing
In the end her pride shes burying
and the problem here is this very thing
all these thoughtless thoughts shes carrying
In the end whose this man shes marrying

Hook:
2x
Cause she said lets change
take me farther away
I can take away this pain
and I can still feel the rain
its okay

Verse 2: @ih8cubn
Maybe we can start again
cause your brain is in my head
and when everything went down
I never wanted this to end
Im so far from perfect but I really try my best
I know Im not worth it but like you can pretend I am
know your phone is silent but call you because I can
I would fold my cards just to give you another hand
I miss you but cant have you like ******


Verse 3:
Its not really okay okay 
say that your fine and theyll never stay
never find a home if you run away
it never feels like home when your led astray
I dont know what it is but im ****ed up
dont care what they say they wont love us
who cares what they say please shut up
no matter what they say they dont know us

Farther Pls

Farther Pls w/Cubn(dercept)

feat. @kaixan 
produced by @prodbytoshi & @prodsoulsss

lyrics:
take advantage of me you know i like that 
in the end im going ghost like snapchat 
too much pressure on my chest i cant take it 
pull up to the party you aint get an invitation 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse 

(kaixan)
yeah these pills got me hanging on a tightrope 
leaking body red up on the screen just like a typo
all my money blue its like im texting off an iphone
posted with ur bitch im not just kaixan imma chiro-practor
and that money coming im the factor
spin that fucking building imma turn into disaster
and u can come meet me after 
what i would do for some laughter

to be honest i still wish you the best but
right now im feeling so much better 
thankful for the things that i would do when i would let her 
every time u hit my phone i just ignore it 
every time i see a pill i want to snort it 
baby ur the reason why im sticking to myself 
ive been steady smoking cigarettes im fucking up my health
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse
i pretend it doesnt matter 
fucking with your feelings now ur prolly feeling shattered 
she said im “mysterious” but really its anxiety 
i dont like commitment so im sticking to variety 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse

always w/ kaixan (toshi + souls1)

all over again ft @yametsu
绝不
prod. michael rose x ayoleybeats x 100graham

all over again ft yametsu

produced by: @josuanatanaell
w/ @serginaa !!!
instagram: instagram.com/jacynyte
spotify: sptfy.com/jacy
<3

lyrics:

i did it all for u
now i cant even talk to u
when i see ur face theres no way i can promise u
that ill stay that ill stay
cause i cant help it, oh
yeah i know ur thinking
is he gon change gon change
oh yea he prolly will
miss me as much as u
oh yea she prolly do
nothing feels the same feels the same
as u in my arms
baby cant u see what im missin!

chorus x2: 
i already know im a burden, im hurting
its ok! yea its fine i know i deserve it
if u got my love just know that ur worth it
and i dont care what my friends say, in my eyes ur perfect

sergina:
n ya, i’m sorry bout last night
theres some things i can’t change
never tell the reason why
my hearts not on my sleeve
n i’m sorry i seem like i’m hiding
but rlly the truth is
for U i’m still trying!!

when i think of u
i just don’t know what to do
when u look at me
i turn away and i’m sorry too :(
i dont mean it that way
when i seem distant, oh

amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVPaICP6V9k

free vocal dl!

with you w/ sergina (josua natanael)

the bastard

lyrics:
i dont wanna wake up now its way too hard to get up
why dont you just say sum now, i waited so long to hear it
but you don't got a clue what you've done so its all good to move on
it could be a day since then, i'd still say that its too long
living out your liveliest dreams dont let your heart go to waste
so many damn things in my mind so hard to put it in a place
stuck inside the same damn dream i see the same damn face
and i got real life dreams i let them all go to waste
tell it all but i still feel like they're onto me
every single walk i avoid myself like honestly
go and take it off i could never live without my peace
try and get it done i just get it done by all my means
try to catch myself but you know that i always fall
i do every single thing around the place and i still lost
help is what i need cant even stand on my own two feet
i been off of things cant even hear that they're calling me

i cant even look up now my heads too hard to keep up
i spent all my good allowance on nothing that i needed 
so when i see myself again, ive got my life to keep up
try to go hiding now but all the people see us
can i even see the stars or all they all burnt up
can you even see my farce or is it all worthless
you know that i did everything and it was all for us
i cant even see myself upon the gaze of my trust
hollywood dreaming fuck my friends and family
how you live your life thinking that you owe somebody things
bleedin in these walls you dont wanna see nobody's peace
stuck inside my mind every single bad thought is a breeze
kill me off tell me that im horrible to please
you can grip my heart every time you do you always squeeze
you dont care at all you just do these things and then repeat
everything is cold every single thing will make me freeze

bleed (irby)

with @serginaa :D

produced by zekzo, tanuki & soma @zekzo099 @prodsoma 
mixed & mastered by tanuki & marmal8
art by: https://twitter.com/kmk221B

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:

why do i try?

all my time is running me out on me
yet i never got to tell you my thoughts
was too scared to get close to you 
but i’ll never make the same mistakes again

i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
u could lift me up then just watch how i melt
through ur fingertips 
put up with all the cards you’ve dealt
if you cared how i felt
you’d never say that to me
but it’s no surprise 
when i look into ur eyes

avit:
and just see how empty you are
walking ‘round like you’re already dead 
makes me sick to see u like this
don’t understand it 
but my hands are all tied

sergina:
i can’t force it out of u to tell me that ur fine
when the hour fades 
ur heart is cold compared to mine
i know u forgot
it doesn’t mean that ur alright
so come find me somehow 
find me somehow 

avit:
i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
i would never run away, i’m right here
and forever will never be enough
i don’t care what u decide in the end
so just wait, could u wait?

gina:
do u see me?
do u feel hurt?
watch as i bleed
for what it’s worth 
is this the cost?
is this what’s love?
cuz if it is
i should give up

avit:
i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
i would never run away, i’m right here
and forever will never be enough
i don’t care what u decide in the end
so just wait, could u wait?

No One But You

Stream!

No One But You feat. Sergina (Prod. Zekzo & Soma)

ig: 9blare
twitter: 9blare

idrk i made this really quick im just posting to post tbh. and sick cover art i yall fw sloths?
also prod. by johnnyfriend
*lyrics*

(intro)
running away from my pain and promises
i understand everything gets harder and
i dont mean to be a bother and
everything you say the words get sharper 
im...

(chorus)
lost in the commotion
your eyes cut deep and they lose all emotion
i lose all sleep and i cant seem to focus
pardon me, for excusing the notion
x2

(verse)
didnt mean to hurt you, i lost my mind
didnt mean to desert you, you seem just fine
didnt know on the inside, that you were crying
so i put it on the table then take another...

line to the face im wasted
ive lost all my time and im losing my patience
i say that im fine, but inside im decaying
you watched me fall as i started fading

down and out, im tired of your lies
so crowded now, i dont know where to hide
more powder now, ill take another line
can we just end, we just wasting our time

(chorus)
lost in the commotion
your eyes cut deep and they lose all emotion
i lose all sleep and i cant seem to focus
pardon me, for excusing the notion
x2

(verse)
im too fucked up, im too far gone
im too fucked up and im too far gone
im to myself and im all alone
cutting you off awaiting pain that will follow

im too fucked up and im far too gone
ive been in my head for far too long
im too strung out fuck im wasted 
talking to you while im gone is my favorite

(chorus)
lost in the commotion
your eyes cut deep and they lose all emotion
i lose all sleep and i cant seem to focus
pardon me, for excusing the notion
x2

commotion

hi, enjoy

rics:
I better watch where i walk or ill murder the pope
Get on my side so i dont sit here throw up and choke
Look at the world is this some kind of sick fucking joke
I dont know i dont know
What do i know, i know
Youre overrated i cant relate
You play favorites get out of my face
I need a key to open this gate
Self reverend but i cant be saved
I burn bridges in favor of letting you go
Id be happier if this world didn't exist i know

I could go round for round
On the edge of a new sound
On the edge of all my doubts
I might make it out then

Im a two faced whore
You a fake bitch just stop it
Spit in ur pudding and god damn face
Thats the end of the discussion
Whats being nice?
We listen to your songs on mute like wow
Howd you convince everyone you were so confident
Scratching my head like how
Charismatic with the cameras on
I know the real you now
She gave me good head no need for masturbate (yup)
Look at the time
Pull a bad bitch o clock today 
Put your whole pride on my god damn plate

What the gosh darn freaking fuck do they want me to say
Oh yeah
No on gives a god damn fuck anyway

You conniving dirty dog (arf!)
Only good dogs don't go to hell
Roll over i see the same insecurities that i see inside myself
Might be a problem with the water where we grow
Whos the child inside of me
I hardly know :(
We don't wanna grow older
Reinvent myself
But i don't think i wanna die again

So tell me what you meant then
I dont wanna be a memory
Fuck up my life til they hate me
Nat, im so sorry. 
But i need something i can die for
I need something i can die for
I need something i can 

(just live)

Youve been acting like a pussy
Cant even keep your back straight
Think i lost my head lately
Im being nice until they fuck me
I thought itd be easy
I didnt know what i need
Metal burns inside my core

I had dreams that metamorphosis was possible
Imagine i could ground me up and remold from this bowl.

metamorphosis

@okashe
@plec0
@mqttwxlls

p. kuva

LYRICS
ashe:
and I'm stuck and alone in a world that I don't recognise
everybody staring at me with evil eyes
and I don't know where to go in the dark
I wanna seperate myself my heart

and I can say that I'm fine but they know that I lie
id die to protect myself from her
how the fuck do I make myself come first
we both know that I'm not good for you that's why I'm fucking leaving
I leave this world in a hearse all the sins ive made
my hearts gone cold, no one at my grave

these voices got fucked up
so this is the end of my life
so you want him and it's evident
is it time to make mad changes to myself before I go insane

matt: 
who the fuck am i to know, what this is supposed to be meaning 
i live inside my head it’s spinning 
n i’m really thinking 
i fuckin hate 
you really messed with alllll my feelings
living inside your head you must be winning 
now i’m fuckin pleading 
i never see you

plec0:
ik that im never gonna feel any better 
as the tears fall down my face
and ik when u say that u luv me its a lie
had ur eyes wide open when u kiss me everytime
i got chains round my heart
but u knew that from the start 
that im never gonna love again 
t-t-take a plane 2 depart
think i need 2 restart
what u put me thru was inhumaneeeeeeeeeeee

chorus

The Ballad Of Sikrose (ashe + pleco + mqtt)

lyrics -

please do not say nun
percs got me so gone
try hit my line baby
you did me so wrong x2

maybe i’m the problem
always more than often
I say words with caution
end up in a coffin
you get in my brain
I can’t catch a break
you get in my brain
I can’t catch a break

not the same like I was last year
and i done cried so much
but no one heard my tears
and i done falled in love
so I keep her near
I know that she the one
yeah that shit so rare

this year i’m finna do better
better than the stuff that i done before
i’ve been trying new shit
tryna look for my sound
think that I did it
they look at me now
hit me for features i’m not seeing nothing get outta my dms you get on my nerves
know how it feels when you feel at your lowest but I keep it going i don’t say a word so

please do not say nun
percs got me so gone
try hit my line baby
you did me so wrong x2

lost for words but im trying baby
captivated by your mind baby
eyes so pretty so she mine maybe
say we just friends but we fucking like crazy
oh yeah oh yeah
speaking but i don't care
run im already there
speaking but i don't care

(interlude)

please do not say nun
percs got me so gone
try hit my line baby
you did me so wrong x2

Farther Pls w/Cubn(dercept)

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