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h8 today [shinjin]

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)
cover art: ddertbag @ddertbag

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lyrics:

[chorus]
make me nothing again
mother, i’ve sinned, i repent
i’ll make amends w/ my death
don’t wanna waste your time
so sacrifice my life
i’ll make amends w/ my death

[verse]
i feel it all flow
inside my veins
down below
what i’ve done, i know
my guilt has tainted my soul 
let’s put it all to rest
no more lyin 
in that tattered dress
make me feel like i’m j worthless
everything that i did, i regret
my body shaking, cold 
persisting at my core
my essence, broken, old
my cries, they go ignored  

[chorus]

lilith

lyrics

i'm in the bedroom
turn it to a redroom
bl- bl- bl-
bloody walls in the bedroom

bloody on the mattress
she a actress
ion need to practice
i get to the action

shootin down your door
paint the floor
i love gore
thru ur forehead

leave him on the floor dead
ima go leave more dead
i never forget
i'm leaving the morgue red

oh they think i lost it
let's get it toxic
love it when they vomit
i'ma bomb it

toxic, getting toxic
leave him brain dead
blood on the ceiling
but i don't know where his brain went

don't wash away, you can't wash away
never wash away, it ain't gon wash away

bitch, stole his heart
out his chest, leave him heartless
noheart
i'ma go and flip it on the dark web
dark web, i'm in a dark web
i'ma get the sawed off
put him where the stars went

wash away

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

SPOTIFY

watch me break (yungspoiler)

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

@pinkysuxx
@fourteendays
@p0pstarcutie
@gravestars <3

dance(demo) pinky x fourteendays x p0pstarcutie (prod. fourteendays)

Goat @Chriad mix and master
@kowa1ski helped with drop <333

https://open.spotify.com/track/7c80AkZJqhuFuF0cHM8ZW7?si=a6cd09c51ad5416a

It's Just You (Utaqqq)

I'll decide 
When is right
Am I wrong
Then who is right 
let me decide 

(Something you might like) 

I think I took the wrong pill
Wanna destroy what we built
I don't care how it feels
You reap what you sow
The bar was so low
Im dying inside and im dying to know
How you felt that day?
Was is you? or me me me?
(me)

I think it was me, who broke you
I take no fault in, what you might do
I wont say sorry, cause its not true
Not true, not true, not true 
I dont think I love you, or hate you
I dont think Im nervous, its just you
Never made that promise
never said im sorry 
said I wouldnt drop you
so theres no need to worry
Hurry up

Time ticks by 
I 'lost sight' of who I once was
might be the anxiety 
It just eats me 
ticking slowly as it creeps in
Drugs are the only thing that helps 
These drugs are the only way to hell
Im hearing you talk, Im stuck in my thoughts 
Voices in my head telling me Im wrong
Well maybe I am
I hurt you I know
these emotions are harder to show
Am I really mad? no
Sad? no 
Im trying my hardest to let go

(Stutter Drop)

It's Just You

It's Just You (Utaqqa)

GYAAAAAAHFHDAFHADLFJALF

prod tigrstar *kills maself*

would you swear you’re not dependent on whoever else is out there?
(if only you were mine)
you should come to me instead
took a while, but i’m starting to get there
messing around a lot before things get serious
gotta hide my eyes they’re a little too dilated

you didn’t hear it from me, but it’s appearing
here before you even know
hours inside, overhead is too bright
how can you expect me to sleep?
after all you did, come on

must be so far gone, always seeing things wrong
play it play it off, lemme play it play it off
i know we never dealt with it, i really felt that 
we could’ve gone further to
(be in love)

reminisce, try to admit, have willingness
to think out loud and accept what i’m feeling 
cus i wanna talk to you all the time, yeah
and i’m so far gone, do or you can die
you can do or you can die

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright

i want you, what would you wanna do?
i want you, what would you wanna do?
we could talk all night, but if it’s silent i don’t mind
lets just lay down side by side

i’m not too sure but i feel so useless… she’s gonna miss

would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
what do you say when you’re, when you’re speaking bout me?
would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
until I realize that it’s better when
the truth’s in the corner, so i guess i’ll do it alone
decide what you want from me
(so sad on my own)

hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?
hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright
if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right, 
say that

heartburst

lyrics
think i'm asleep now
when i go to sleep, who will i meet
how, did it get this bad
i'm in deep, now
i can feel the dread
in too deep now, too deep now

to deep, its in my head
roses petals, on my head
i can't talk, so i sleep instead
everyday dread, i'm meeting death

i'm sleepwalking
when i wake up in the woods i keep walking
ima long way from home keep talking
i can see in the shadows their stalking
i'm talking to ghosts of the friends

that i never had
don't cry it's not that bad
take the life i'm at
take my life, my hand

i don't wanna wake up
if you said you hated me then i don't wanna make up
i think hate everything, no i don't wanna shape up
if there's something good you heard about me, then its made up

i don't wanna go to sleep
i just wanna stay up
i just wanna contemplate decisions i can take back
they just say they love me, and i tell em not to say that
if they come and take my life, it'll be payback

i'm sleepwalking
when i wake up in the woods i keep walking
ima long way from home keep talking
i can see in the shadows their stalking
i'm talking to ghosts of the friends

that i never had
don't cry it's not that bad
take the life i'm at
take my life, my hand

sleepwalking

sleepwalking (lunamatic)

Trust issues (reimagined)v2

hope you like this song :)
its one of my favorites ive made in a while

lyrics
she's so toxic i like it
i wanna kill myself dont wanna die yet
whats the point in living, why cant i die yet
fuck it i might stick around, i havent cried yet

fuck that, end my life
kill me dont make me decide
rope swinging from side to side
pistol looking very nice

ride with a glock, my only escape
shit get to hectic, up it to my face
fuck me, leave without a trace
kill me cause i just want a taste

ayo fuck off bitch get away
my heart full of hate
lay back dead get sedate
take my turn just wait 

hook:
ayo fuck life
i just wanna turn around and crash tonight
hijack jet i just might fucking crash the flight
come in last tonight
fast fast tonight
aint moving past tonight

crash tonight

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

It's Just You (Utaqqa)

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