prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up 
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip 
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but 
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea 
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone (p. dercept)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

prod utaqqa
lyrics:

nothing ever seems to change
is it me or is it you ? (ohhh)
maybe im the one to blame
whys it hard to say ur name
i like you better when it rains
lets drown our egos in the lake

hands shaking 
cant let go
kill my ego
arms might leak tho
keep ur cool
they might ask questions
watch ur back
might end up missing
x2

maybe im the villian after all
ill stay quiet ill stay hidden ill stay still in ur walls
yea im crying in a bathroom stall
dont act like you care now
i know that you never did
wait
hold up
i think that im
never enough
runnin out of luck 
need a re up

hey ! wait up, i think i still need ur touch

ego (utaqqa)

“rest” is a single revolved around kuriosity and a new girl (shocker) and revolves around kuriosity’s dread and confusion within this friendship. feeling as if he can’t run and has no where to go due to his extreme affection kuriosity again follows route and hurts himself in the process. a prelude to the “aphrodite” series on “kuri” 

(drmabeats + johnny friend)

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

and imma fuck up
running on no love 
ur so stuck up
im too deep and i cant run
yea i feel like u know what i want
(and she wont text me back so im lighting a blunt)

ik sorry friends ive been working on myself 
ive been fighting my purpose 
ive been focused on my health 
and i hope you’re all fine i hope you’re doing well
there’s only one on my mind but would she even help? 

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

im going nowhere, and they all know
this shits unfair, ive got a lot to show 
how could i make a impact if ive got no home
(and how the fuck could i proceed if ive got no road)

fuck friends fuck her, bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they want me below

(fuck friends fuck her bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they- hush

the pretty ass hook repeats again i love it so much (:

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

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