prod: shade08
lyrics:
i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, jk
that's just a "JOKE" i play
[L.M.A.O.]

ive been pulling out my own hair, again x7
ive been pulling out my o-o-o-o-o

tell me a story that i haven't told you
please, think for yourself 'fore i fucking control you
ive done so much wrong don't think i can go back
(ᵖᴼˢᵀᵉᴰ ᵂᶦᵀʰ ˢʰ⁰⁰ᵀᵉʳˢ, ᵍᴼᵀ ᵍᵁⁿˢ ᵒᴺ ᵐʸ ᴮᵃᶜᵏ)
i'm trying to make sure you never come back
but you keep following me

keep following me
why's that?
i can tell you why....
it's cuz

i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, fuck you!
you are all some peasants that i force to do my bidding

new kid

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can you put away the pride 
never had a final goodbye 
I just wanna let you know I’m doing fine 
 let’s go back in time to the  very first night 
me and you got high only time I felt alive 
said that you were so in love and Im the only guy
I never saw the signs but our love was  meant to die 
I’m taking suicidal doses cause I’m at war
I’m seeing ghosts as the devil playin power chords
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I wanna talk to my girlfriend on the internet
I’m tryna fuck baby wanna have e-sex
I needa rush baby lemme hit your e-cig
her  pussy wet got me feeling like I’m  seasick
kisses on my neck she love her lipstick
I’m doing a hundred and twenty in my new stick shift
you can’t fuck with me you lil dipshit 
I got angels telling me im gifted
I hang with cool kids and the misfits 
if you wanna problem you can get ya lip split
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can you put away the pride 
never had a final goodbye 
I just wanna let you know I’m doing fine 
 let’s go back in time to the  very first night 
me and you got high only time I felt alive 
said that you were so in love and Im the only guy
I never saw the signs but our love was  meant to die 
I’m taking suicidal doses cause I’m at war
I’m seeing ghosts as the devil playin power chords

dipshit

i feel like im moving backwards

produced by tsuyunoshi
all performances by tsuyunoshi
mixed mastered engineered by tsuyunoshi

its been moving slow
again and again and again, im losing hope 
dont wanna take time and roll high and hope that i find something
thats worth it, in the end im a pessimist 

i gotta figure it out
can you shut your mouth
i cant seem to process everything thats going on right now
never saw you looking both ways going backwards in the crowd

grittin my teeth kicking stones on the road looking down to the drop of a beat
tryna realign what i really wanted in life
from the things that i seen

i took my chances
all my friends seem to make me second guess myself
losing progress 
and its come to the point where i dont care bout my health

backwards

Canal: www.youtube.com/@user1l
Ig: www.instagram.com/user6l/

Ig de mi música: www.instagram.com/xnotsoul/
Canal de mi música: www.youtube.com/@notsoulx1

Mi ig: www.instagram.com/xsxdvibes/
Canal secundario: www.youtube.com/@Sxd vibes

Letra:

Hey mira toca mi dolor en abriré mi muñeca una contusión
Tapas anaranjadas en mi escritorio dámelas son para el insomnio
Me preguntas si estoy bien baje 10k desde la ultima ves
Te parece que me encuentro bien? Te llamo y siquiera me respondes
La ansiedad que me estas causando todo el dolor que estoy pasando
Ahora dices e que lo sientes que no es tu culpa que no soy suficiente
Oh joder eres una demente vete de aquí ya no quiero verte
Y sabias que yo a ti te amaba y tú solo a mi me utilizabas
Ahora tirado en el sillón un porro en mi mano y sin corazón
Me fijo en el insta su publicación estando abrazado con mi "amigo"
Ya no entiendo que esta pasando de mi vida me estoy descarriando
Puedes decir que ya estoy perdido pero en la vida aún me mantengo vivo
Siento las drogas y el licor pasando atraves de mi corazón
Almenos me hace sentir mejor y olvidarme de toda esta decepción
No siento nada ya en mi interior necesito ps para atención
Para poder cambiar esta situación y de una vez poder sentirme mejor

Tú y yo(prod. santana)

Canal: www.youtube.com/@user1l
Ig: www.instagram.com/user6l/

Ig de mi música: www.instagram.com/xnotsoul/
Canal de mi música: www.youtube.com/@notsoulx1

Mi ig: www.instagram.com/xsxdvibes/
Canal secundario: www.youtube.com/@Sxd vibes

Letra:

Sabes que por ti yo todo lo intente
"Pero eso a ti te dio igual"
Estoy vacío y sufro de estres
Mala ansiedad
Yo ya no se lo que querés
Y se vuelve a drogar
Chica pa mí esto no es juego
Yo te amo verdad
Tú no sabes por lo que pase
Por intentar
Poder salvar nuestra relación
Solo mira pa atrás
Ahora tirado en mi sillón
Solo pensando en vos
Y sabiendo que te perdí
Solo te quería a ti

Por favor vuelve (prod. santana x ginseng)

Créditos por el beat:

Canal: www.youtube.com/@user1l
Ig: www.instagram.com/user6l/

Ig de mi música: www.instagram.com/xnotsoul/

Mi ig: www.instagram.com/xsxdvibes/
Canal secundario: www.youtube.com/@Sxd vibes

Letra:

Ya sabe que te supere
No me vuelva a llamar
Toda la mierda que por ti pase
Quiero vomitar
Vos ya sabes que no quiero verte
Déjame en paz
Mira mis brazos lleno cicatrices
Son por tu culpa
Ahora estoy bien estando solo
Y ya no lloro
Ella me escribe pero la ignoro
Yo ya la bloque
Ella le habla a mis amigos
Para manipular
Chica yo ya no quiero contigo
Solo déjame en paz

Por favor vete (prod. santana)

prod, mix and master by me except for rai's vox :p
thanks rai for the feat ily
@raizomin



lyrics
yeah im addicted to ur name
crashed down on the couch
yeah ill never feel the same
the music's gone too loud
but im driving without a place
u were always way too proud
but i still loved u all the same
yeah i guess ill see u around
but im still addicted to ur name

fuck that shit u left my life like the fastest
u would go off at the smallest shit then sizzle out like a matchstick
i was way too passive i stood up for the wrong ass bitch
guess ur just a silly mistake but i wish i nvr had it

i can never do this shit ur messing with my head
every time i move or flinch ur claws come out instead
i cant get enough of u but ur poisoning my bread
i get away but u just hit my line like we're friends

rai:
i told its the end
for you i wont pretend
woke up rooted to your bed
gears get loosed in your head
its translucent what you meant
im not stupid when you said

you missed me
you thought youd erase
history
nah i remember the dates
now that the lessons been learned
its time to turn the page
You deserve this fate
ill continue to curse your name
yeah its worthless get burned at the stake

yeah im addicted
ima ima ima addicted to your name
what ill say is im wishing you could stay
but we both know it isnt the same
we living once lets not let it waste
so let me tell you babe
that im addicted your name
what ill say is im wishing you could stay
but we both know it isnt the same
so go on tell me are you willing to change
so let me tell you babe
that im addicted your name

me again

crashed out on the couch yeah ill never feel the same
ive been stuck around, ive been stuck in pain
we're still talk of the town but i dont think we will change
i can never change cause im still addicted to ur name

addicted to ur name

addicted to ur name w/Raizomin

NECESSITY

123 ON ME

EDIBLES

PICK ME GIRL

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[have track 3 in the meantime]

Track/Waveform Art : FEN7T



_[ Lyrics ] _____________

[ Verse 1 ]
_______________________
I've done and swinged
Like im crushed by my own means
My mind got lost as it seems
Now that i am done
(she's tired of everything)
_______________________
[ Verse 2 ]
_______________________
Listen, i know that i am lucky
i know that I was lucky
(im hearing you out loud)
(ahhhh)
You're such a fucking wash up
you're a fucking wash up
im up here in the clouds
And if you get it?
yeah you dont get it? (ooh)
i know that we're coming down
In this place that we remain?
(The place that we remain)
The place that we remain
_______________________
[ Bridge ]
_______________________
buh buh baah
bye bye bye buh (ooh)
buh buh baah
bye bye bye buh (ooh)
_______________________
[ Chorus x2 ]
_______________________
Laced up!
Fuck it up!
"tired of being lied to"
Break it down!
Turn around!
"who even am i to?"
Go and say!
"like i would ever save the"
day?"
(There's no time to wait!)

Laced up!
Fuck it up!
"tired of being lied to"
Break it down!
Turn around!
"who even am i to?"
Go and say!
"like i would ever save the"
day?"
(There's no time today...)

_______________________

LUCKY! [E] / feat : Ace-hound

Jeremiah and Mike Hyperpop Artists from Atlanta

audio diary of my teenage years + improvement log

year three

New tracks tagged #goreset