Name: mirror by YDKM
Duration: 3 min
Description: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ydkm/mirror

produced by @deadyami

lyrics:
ran out of options way before i knew it
i can't even exaggerate what i've been through
i don't know what the fuck u want me to do
maybe it's bout time i put my brain to use

meanwhile while ur healing i'm not 
never see me again it's ur loss
u put in more i put in less
with everything i do there's never someone to impress

and it hurts to know that u wish u never met me
it felt like i couldn't break out
it feels different when i'm looking at ur face now
i'll stay alive if u just set me free
i never even know what u mean
now i'm just a 1 man team
i'm not what i wanted to be
no i'm not what i wanted to be

graduated and they're still not proud of me
it's always been so hard for u to see
maybe if i finish college i can get a move on
i don't need u pointing out the things that i do wrong
u put in more i put in less
with everything i do there's never someone to impress

and it hurts to know that u wish u never met me
it felt like i couldn't break out
it feels different when i'm looking at ur face now
i'll stay alive if u just set me free
i never even know what u mean
now i'm just a 1 man team
i'm not what i wanted to be
no i'm not what i wanted to be

not what i wanted 2 b (dead yami)

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mirror

i cannot speak or make a sound
my time is up ive been found out
he holds the key and the highground
and i couldnt save the casualties
youre getting numb while i feel your pain
i medicate to calm down my brain
something is up with the walls im insane
now youve caught me hands up and im feeling so lame

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Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Hate it
You know I can’t beat it
I don’t want you saying
That you don’t feel like staying 
Dear god, I want it to be over
I wanted you to call me back
I want it to be over
I’m always gonna get attached 
I wanted you to call me

[Verse]
You hate it
I know
Can’t go
So cold
Rather be alone at home
Blood keeps spilling out
Heart exposed
I won’t let them change me ‘
To be like you
Empathetic
Felt it all fall when you said it
Immerse myself in the lies ‘til i’m dead inside 
Might’ve been wrong but you said it
Nothing you can say gonna hurt my
Pride

[Chorus]
Hate it
You know I can’t beat it
I don’t want you saying
That you don’t feel like staying 
Dear god, I want it to be over
I wanted you to call me back
I want it to be over
I’m always gonna get attached 
I wanted you to call me

hostile

BILLIE EILISH ! (+ripcoach)

melancholy

idle (cover)

i just want to be somebody's only thought
but after a good while they eventually move on
i don't know what it takes to strike another one
cus everyone around me just treat me like a pon
what's a real one? you're surrounded in fiction
everyone always comes out bout their addiction
that used to be a red flag i wasn't fucking with it
now i don't care what i have in my position
it's too hot i'ma hang out by the beach
listen that's where i decide to get my peace
i feel like i'm a missing puzzle piece
sometimes i want to love and then i don't well then capeesh
and honestly i get if you don't like me
cus i'm behind compared to all these other peeps?
i don't know if that excuses to resign me
THERES A VOICE IN MY THOUGHTS SAYING THAT YOU HATE ME

say you do but you don't
say you don't but you do
say you would but you won't 
what the fuck you want to show
say you do but you don't
say you don't but you do
say you would but you won't 
what the fuck you want to show

i'm confused by your behavior
my baby acting like my saviour

fiction [mannyshouse]

Wasting time in your apartment
Never thought that this would be the last time I spend here
Maybe next year I can see you again

I'm painting pictures on the back of both my eyelids
And I hope when I wake up for once
That I can just forget this
'Cause it's all the same
The movie never changes any frames
The colors blur together
And the credits roll your name

I could fall apart again
Just like everybody else that you left in your backseat
And I could forget everything that we left in the past
But I won't for the hell of it

It's not like you to remember little things about me
Like my favorite color, song, or band
Or even when my birthday is
So why the fuck am I still pacing back and forth
I should be over this by now
I shouldn't miss you anymore

I hope you're happy with yourself
I hope you got what you want
I hope you're happy with yourself
I hope you got what you wanted

I could fall apart again
Just like everybody else that you left in your backseat
And I could forget everything that we left in the past
But I won't for the hell of it

I hope you're happy with yourself
I hope you got what you wanted

And if I knew that we were parting
I would've said some different things
Along the lines of "please don't leave, I need you here with me"
All the best and worst of me
I can't stand to watch you leave
Drink myself to sleep, and I
Think that this might take some time

Maybe next year..
Think that this might take some time
I hope you got what you wanted

Maybe next year I can see you again

mirror

YDKM

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