SERVICER – Midpoint Way Station (NCL005)

1. Retrieval Signal
2. First Apex (feat. Roman Gehres)
3. You're Up On Deck
4. Oversea (feat. Chloe Oliveira)
5. Meditative State
6. Afraid of the Dark (feat. Alejandro Comes)
7. Ego Death
8. Surveillance Program, Pt. 1
9. Surveillance Program, Pt. 2 (feat. Vokon)
10. Midpoint Way Station

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Additional performance and/or writing from Roman Gehres on "First Apex", Chloe Oliveira on "Oversea", Alejandro Comes on "Afraid of the Dark", and Barrett Icenogle on "Surveillance Program, Pt. 2"

Recorded and produced from 2020 - 2024 in Washington, DC, Woodstock, NY, New York, NY, Surprise, AZ, Los Angeles, CA, Reykjavik, IS, and Buenos Aires, AR.

Midpoint Way Station

Addt'l. Prod - Barrett Icenogle
Spoken Word Performance - Chloe Oliveira

As we glide through the vast expanse of the ocean
Our wings spread wide to catch the winds of change
We hold each other close, a bond unbroken

We venture forth into the unknown
Embracing the mystery that lies ahead
Our souls entwined as one

We may not know where we are headed
But something within us knows the way
A path most beautiful and strange
A destination that we may not yet comprehend

But I know that one day
I will understand it all
And I hope you do too

Oversea (feat. Chloe Oliveira)

The road lies immobile, the only sign of movement the breeze
And in this stillness, my mind begins to wander
But the silence drowns any semblance of hope
I find myself alone in my own head
Almost as cold as the frost I lay in
The frozen air leaving me raw and alive
I cry

Ride the currents of the void, exploring what may lay beyond
Transfixed, adrift within the cosmic stream that ever flows along
This mystifying union, where self becomes obsolete
A momentary communion with the divine, our true home

Meditative State

Ego Death

Retrieval Signal

Surveillance Program, Pt. 1

@vokonmusic

Addt'l. Writing & Vocal Performance - Barrett Icenogle

Alone
Far from what I know
Distant from my world
Call upon my own 

Walk
Tip toe tip toe on
Hearing voices call
Keep on moving forward 

Feeling in 
Feeling out 
Feel like I 
Need it now
Got a taste
For finer things
Now I want
What I don’t need

Take it in 
Giving out
My little hope became a doubt
Need a life
Need a start
Cause what I had will fall apart 

Oh no
Move along
Go
Oh no
Move along

Oh no
Move along
Oh no 
Move along

Feeling in
Feeling out
I won’t leave here
I feel it now
It’s so cold 
My frozen bones 
It’s numbing me
To my core
Laying down
In the snow 
My fate is certain 
It’s all I know
It’s all I think 
Killing me
I’m out of life
What does it mean

What does it mean

Surveillance Program, Pt. 2 (feat. Vokon)

@alejandrocomes

Addt'l. Writing & Violin Performance - Alejandro Comes

What would you say
Could you come around
If on your way
You heard a sound

Would you tell me
Covering your mouth
Could you tell please
Speak to me aloud

Afraid of the Dark (feat. Alejandro Comes)

@roman-gehres

Addt'l. Writing and Vocals – Roman Gehres

If you watch me choke
Would you save my breath?
Douse my eyes with smoke
I’m a slave to ignorance

Again, sink down again
Again, accept these ends

Butterfly effect, pushes you my way
Bleeding on the doormat, disease is my new friend
Butterfly effect, pushes you my way
Bleeding on the doormat, disease is my new friend

Starting to lose you

He loves no one
He loves no one
He loves no one
He loves no one

You found, the sound of death (He loves no one)
You found, the sound of death in you (He loves no one)

(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)
(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)
(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)
(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)

Butterfly effect, pushes you my way
Bleeding on the doormat, disease is my new friend

(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)
(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)
(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)
(Bailalo, gozalo)
(Como lo canto y lo siento yo)

First Apex (feat. Roman Gehres)

First Apex (feat. Roman Gehres) (Album Version)

You're up on deck
You fall down
You're so low to the ground now
You fall down

Something
Is calling my name
But I can't see your face
But I can't feel my face, your face, you're

Everything
But you don't know the way
I keep calling your name
I can't fall from your grace, your grace, your

Something
Is calling my name
But I can't see your face
But I can't feel my face, your face, your

(But you don't know the way)
(I keep calling your name)
(Calling my name)
(But I can't feel my face)
(But you don't know the way)
(I keep calling your name)

You're up on deck
You fall down
You're so low to the ground now
You fall down
You're up on deck
You fall down
You're so low to the ground now
You fall down