Lalalala :)

go along like everything is just fine
we're not showing any signs
u can never tell if somethings wrong
go wide im a player penalized
running on the wrong side
breaking all the rules to top it off

fought the one time and now we dont talk at all
its on my mind but dont think that im missing yuh
someday or another i'll let chu know
if im close enough to let u know

and while im at it ima tell u by the way
u cant make it up after its too late
so u only do the minimum and say ur gonna change
why does it always fall through
wont take that
if u bark im gonna bite
its a lot of back and forth
but it only makes me want it more
although its nobody's fault
its so sad that we dont talk at all
not at all
and we built it up just to fall if the breeze had caught wind
didnt go how we thought
and now we dont talk at all
i push it back to the safe where the memories locked
try to forget who u are
cus now we dont talk at all

Talkatall =[

prod. me and 31sentinel 

sorry for not dropping that much this year, this is my apology

my lungs are fake
my arms will break
my eyes are glass
my brains a mess
i lost my friends
i lost my head
the walls are thick
the thought will pass
are we okay
are we the same
i love you more than i could say

so can we talk
of what we lost
the word is out,
think i forgot?
another day
a small mistake
the world is what
we make

f*ggot

thank god im american 
cuz ill die a little faster 
thank god im american
cuz i know that, i'm alright
so take care, of my friends
when i'm gone, they won't know
thank god, i'm american
cuz when i'm home, no one's there
so thank god, you're not american
cuz if you were, you would die
thank god, i'm american
i work all day, for nothing
thank god, for my friends
thank god, we'll die together 
cuz we're all american
there's nothing, better than that

american Demo

prod @xodazed
cover art by @1cfx
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7DumECRGiXMIZEj2gczSU1
@fxris on disc @fxrisonline on insta and tiktok
lyrics:
Wasting time girl, you've been gone
Hiding so long, I don't know
What, what, what
You wanna do but
Ah, ah, ah
Come make a move

O o-
O a-
I tend to fantasize
So come here girl, (o o- o a-)
Come here girl
Took you out of town
I'll fuck you on the ground
I'll tell you that I fell in love
But we all know that I'm lying
It was nothing
I was lusted
Feel disgusting
(Oh god)
A- a- a- a- a-
(Oh god)
A- a- a- a- e- a -
(Oh god)
A- e- e- a- a-
(Oh god)
W- e- e- e- e- (Oh god)
(God)
E- e- a- e-
Yeah woah (Woah, woah, woah)
I put the dagger in place (Woah, woah, woah)
I tend to stagger away (Woah, woah, woah)
I needed friends or family (Woah, woah, woah)
Or just someone okay (Woah, woah, woah)
I needed someone okay (Woah, wo- , we-)

Took you out of town
I'll fuck you on the ground
I'll tell you that I fell in love
But we all know that I'm lying
It was nothing
Trying
I was lusted
Feel disgusting
Don't tell me you don't want it
I got all that I want
And now my life has started-

A- a- a-
Started-
A- a- a-
A- a- a-
Don't wanna start it-
A- o- a- a- a-
A- a- a- a-
A- o- o- a-
A- a- a- a-
A- a-
(Ah)

lust

produced by me
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/devvn/fool

lyrics:
i want you to love me
when the world is over
i want you beside me
so i can keep you closer

but i'm such a fool now
cause i let you go now
left me in pieces
scattered across the ground
don't know where to start now
and life is just hard now
i don't wanna die without letting you go

you go, you go
you go, you go-o-o-o-oh
you go, you go
you go, you go-o-o-o-oh

now i'm such a fool for falling for you
i don't wanna hurt anymore
why'd you leave me broken and torn
so come back, come home
i'll wait here alone, for you

and now you're gone for good
and it's all my fault
i did everything i could
but without you the world's dull

don't try and tell me that i'm dumb
you're the one who lied, said "devvn you the one"
i don't wanna be here ever since we're done
think about you when i look at the sun
don't like the way you wanted to move fast
i cared too much put it all in the past
swerve to the right, hit the power line, crash
cause you said so

now i'm such a fool for falling for you
i don't wanna hurt anymore
why'd you leave me broken and torn
so come back, come home
i'll wait here alone, for you

𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐘

fool

out on all platforms april 22nd

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/evcn/vi
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/evcn/vi
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/evcn/vi

throwaways cuz idgaf

produced by @arysvance
written by @arysvance
cover art by @arysvance

lyrics :

two double o nine

back in that time
there's nothing more than just a silly place
do you see familiar faces
oh yeah i know those are things that i grew up watching
so let me take you into this world

and i can't live without nostalgia
feature phones and old camcorders was a thing at it's time
but there's something so beautiful about it
so bring back to the old times

saving everything for the lights
through a wayback machine it's alright
it's more beyond daydreaming about the memories that have passed by

it's not that i feel lost
you think that i am sad about the things i miss
and you'll understand the joy of old things
sometimes it might have last for so long
it has never been gone

there's so many things to see
everything you'll ever need
all of the charm from aesthetic that seen from your eyes
green moutain white clouds & blue sky
so let the birds fly

i'll sing you a song with a melodyne
cuz my vocals aren't that great to shine
i stayed up for so long
i can't sleep what is wrong with me
oh i'm stuck in the past it's just who i am
live to see everything
over here where i stand
it's just a part of me that i can't let go
[ you're the deer in the headlights ]
and i can go back decades in the light to see the year

[ oh whatcha say ]

2009

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Aekc080xrk
prod aftrr

no one compares
u stand alone
to every record i own
music to my heart
thats what u are
a song thats goes on and on

can we pretend for just another day
that we still feel some other type of way
tie up loose ends, i might just run away
cuz im just chasing u and it goes on and on

it goes on and on

are we, oh woah

move onto another
u kiss me undercover
when u show me ur true colors
say its not a bluffer
i give it to some other girl
but i dont wanna love her
i dont wanna dub her so baby tell me

can we pretend for just another day
that we still feel some other type of way
tie up loose ends, i might just run away
cuz im just chasing u and it goes on and on

what are we really waiting for
i think im losing it all
chasing, take it, theres something in store

it goes on and on

are we, oh woah

stream

On & On

minnesota is a place that exists tour mix - glaive

prod @fxriss + @devvn
i said i was gonna drop this on friday but im on vacation so wait till i get home guys

i cannot die
i know its not the time
these people want me bad
i tell them its alright 
i don't see myself anywhere
you're beauty makes it hard to bare
but i think its alright
so please just end my life
twist the dagger in my eyes
shine my body in the light
tell my family i was fine
cuz i don't want them to cry
and my music's criticized
so why do i try
do i need to be alive?
am i running out of time

i cannot see where you want me to be
i'm tryna figure it out
i keep running around
but my heart burns
yeah my heart burns
i cannot stay sober for a day
all good
people laugh in my face and somehow
its a part of me
you watched me bleed
wish you never had to see
but i'm far too gone
so say goodbye
go start your life
ill take the knife
i feel like i was meant to die
oh god my spine
its cracking why
do you not see
say goodbye

goodbye

prod @xodazed 
i produced the drop >:#

lyrics

girl cant you see
(why does this happen to me?)
girl- cant you see?
(and everyone just looks at me and they'd be laughing and whispering)
everyone's laughing
(its just)
oh why is this ha-
(i cant catch a break)
ppening
girl ur distracting me
i'm calling up tiffany
cuz i know that shell listen
and i'm feeling vindictive
gotta run dat shit back 
hey!
why cant i stay sober
i don't know
yeah gotta keep my composure
before im- 
far too gone-
and yeah i pray to god-
that you’ll never know,
yeah, yeah, yeah, 
never know-

know me girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e 
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(AHHHH)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

ah , everybody lookin at me and i'm done
if i die girl then what
(cant do this again!)
ah , and i know girl u look better in the sun
but i cant get out of my bed
without something to do
tell me girl what i gotta prove to you
we can go right back
but its overdue
overdue
tell me the truth
no its overdue
overdue due 
i'm so lost and terrified 
girl u know that i might cry
one more tab ill feel alright
blackmagic until i die

i cant lie i swear i've tried to
speak my mind 
oh a hundred times
you don't ever want to listen
does anyone care what i think?
oh my god
does anyone see what i see?
oh my god
does anyone get the feeling?
oh my god
people say im crazy
so tell me baby
yeah yeah do you

know me g-girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e-e
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(ARE YOU WATCHING)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

say im crazy
tell me baby
why can't i stay sober
i don't know
do you hate me?
yeah that makes sense
so maybe
i don't believe it