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The fractal song: love sex death & time travel 

circa April 2021

with artwork shot on location nearby Dickinson, North Dakota

the fractal song

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The fractal song

escape from hell

Credits://
@bodygaard
@tekea

Notes://
i don't have much to say its late...
just finished watching Dune 2...
great movie...

Lyrics://
yeah you found me
i get uh too rowdy
too uhh
too loudly
how far i’ve come ohhh

i’ll take you out
whatchu wanna do now
afraid, tune out
i wish i only knew how

been weeks you ain’t come around
when i empty out my house
meet me where we’d go hideout
please don’t leave me upside down

i miss come right now
please don’t leave me upside down

if only i picked up my phone
told me i skipped us like stones
hold me i tripped up i know
slowly i ripped up my wrong

everyday
you’ll still be my everything
you’ll still be my everything
i’d buy you bout anything a wedding ring oh

so even if i cannot weep
will you still be right for me?

she wanna be item
drew a heart round my name when she writing

Upside★Down (prod. tekea)

Credits://
@lizablaise
@prodelxnce
@pandi
@umru
@bodygaard

Notes://
a hostage to work...
a hostage to friends...
a hostage to you...

Lyrics://
peace of mind
fall alone
only i can see
maybe i
don’t want you to know me

hey like what’s the matter
you’re the storm i never weathered
yeah you wronged me
i’m sorry don’t say that you want me

it’s no wonder i can’t let go
tied up tryna rope me in
i wish someone let me know that
i’d be alone again
i’ve been complacent in my own hostage situation
it’s no wonder i can’t let go
tied up tryna rope me in

peace of mind
fall alone
only i can see
maybe i
don’t want you to know me

hey like what’s the matter
you’re the storm i never weathered
yeah you wronged me
i’m sorry don’t say that you want me

lugging deadweight, 
dont wanna wrestle- burn the hole in my face
if its a caveat for crisis- i dont know when it ends
wrong way,
i've had enough but i'm still holding the gate
should i still give what it takes

nothin i can do for getting under your skin
settle down on loose ends, whatever
weeks under the weather got me
burned out for nothing
just say you want something 
do or don't need somebody

bodyGaard & liza blaise - Hostage (prod. elxnce pandi & umru)

prod. kidhoodiee + anh + vnoahh + me

lyrics soon idk where there are

having fun + playing

prod @lyn_u
ft @omgisai

visualizer https://youtu.be/Yere7QrbIG0

lyrics:

(@lyn_u)
smile when the camera starts
i never play my cards right
acting so bizarre
i cant see anyone in sight
(x2)

and now i cant go anywhere
cause i know ull be there
and now i cant go anywhere
cause all these people stare

cause everytime i close my eyes
its you again, you again
and everytime i hear ur voice
i dont know what to do with myself
(x2)

(@omgisai)
who am i to blame
i got hella stories that i need to say one day
yeah i got hella choppas that shit put you in some pain
yeah i got hella bodies
who gon help me dig these graves

yeah who am i to blame
i got hella stories that i need to say one day
yeah i got hella choppas that shit put you in some pain
dont even try lil bro we not the same

(@lyn_u)
and now i cant go anywhere
cause i know ull be there
and now i cant go anywhere
cause all these people stare

cause everytime i close my eyes
its you again, you again
and everytime i hear ur voice
i dont know what to do with myself
(x2)

you again +isai

closer ft. whyhaze

not2sober

out of service

context:
my friend is returning back to china because her visa is running out and she is graduating soon. she's one of my best friends and it sucks because i will probably never see her again. we've been through quite a bit and this song is a goodbye song for her. 

sped up by 8.17%, i met her on 8/17

lyrics

girl i remember your face
in nutrition class
you were nervous as hell
i was taken aback
what to say?
girl i didn't know how
i could make you not doubt
that i'd be around
yeah i tried
took you out for a meal
now you pay for me what a steal
all i want is to show you that you're loved

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl just take care of yourself and your mental health

girl i couldn't see your face
when you cried on the phone
for/four hours you know
yeah you said you're alone
yeah i liked
that you trusted in me
told me everything
and i listened and thought for weeks
for weeks i wept and worried
for weeks

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl every night i prayed that you'd be fine 

girl i hope i see your face
when you've settled down
got that family that you've been talking about
and maybe you haven't figured wit out but
you're on the way there 
just don't forget us
don't forget when we met at first
from your laughter at hangouts to when you were at your worst

so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for

[so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for]

if i don't see you anymore (8/17 Version)

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