im back!happy halloween lol
cool things to come this is just a filler!
and yes for all those who keep asking me i did prod the beat (i prod all ma songs)
damn wtf yall really like this song lol

weakness!

nothing scruff remix 😀

purchase one of these on my traktrain

traktrain.com/toshi

00:00 (@newgarasu)
1:13(@176s @kggn)
2:24 (@176s @kggn)
3:17 (@rodmadeit)
4:07 (@1vacy)
5:07 (@victxrw)
6:13 (@prodkaito @jackzorana)
7:19 (@litothedon @sshinju)

february clips 2022 (+ garasu, waifu, kuru, rodmadeit, vacy, victxrw, kaito, lito, shinju + more)

attached (k4nji)

hold me back w/SHEPP (genshi)

@prodsardonyx

you were my everything
death took u away from me
now i will never see
ur smile again... help me

it was u that guided me through this life i hated
u made it better for me
n i thank u for the time we spent together
whyd u have to get taken away so soon

and this time ill do my best to stay here
i can feel ur presence near
forever in my heart my dear
u might be far away
but i promise im here to stay
i wish that i was in ur shoes
promise ill never forget you

forget 忘れる [sardonyx]

@k4rson
@1yungcrisis

turn it up turn it up
turn it up turn it up turn it up
turn it up turn it up turn it up
turn it up turn it up

lil bitch u pullin up
yo choppa aint enough
we tryna party loud
like bitch u turn it up
lil bitch u runnin up
yo choppa all gripped up
u say u pullin up
i say turn it up
turn it u u u u u u u p

u stupid bitch u tryna pretend
u said you'd love me till the end
ill love u till the end u said "i know"
(im blowin up)im blowinnnnourrrgghhh
u stupid bitch u tryna pretend
u said you'd love me till the end
ill love u till the end u said "i know"
(im blowin up)

karson:
run it up turn it up yea i get my money up
I carry two guns cuz idgaf
bitch i need my drugs run into the plug
i need something stronger man these pills are not enough

keep guns in my trunk 
bitch i'm never sober i drink til i'm black out drunk
i could never love
i swear she the only one
and i cannot deal with her take drugs til i'm numb

me:
see my bitches hella
performing like coachella
counting up this money u might call me rockefeller 💸
see my bitches hella
performing like coachella

lil bitch u pullin up
yo choppa aint enough
we tryna party loud
like bitch u turn it up
lil bitch u runnin up
yo choppa all gripped up
u say u pullin up
i say turn it up

turn it up turn it up
turn it up turn it up turn it up
turn it up turn it up turn it up
turn it up turn it up

turn it up w/ karson (yungcris)

##doublecross 🙅🏽‍♂️ w/ @blank1691

##doublecross 🙅🏽‍♂️w/blank(mista)

Shoutout all the GOATS that helped this month <3
Dm if you wanna purchase
0:00 - @012207
0:55 - @mycorpsebridee
2:16 - @burningtears
3:09 - @mycorpsebridee
4:26 - @deathrayyyyyy
5:37 - @glaciies
6:47 - @nihil2free
7:55 - @kyoakyo
9:35 - @sunrisess
10:58 - @kyoakyo

September '22 Clips

Watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/S7qcgquH1hQ

B-Bass - Starlight

Everyone wants to make it...

In the truth of all hearts, EVERYONE wants to make it.

No matter how strong, how rich, weak, powerful, average, detached, or inconsequential.
There is no amount of delusion that humans can persuade those and themselves of a higher transcendence that all would want nothing at all. Plain and simple, no rocket science or major groundbreaking truth.

Fair.

The endless desire for the highest of what life can offer is always something that seems so luring, and yet only a certain few have actively devoted themselves to be higher than most. Although, we may see the highest of what life has to offer is prescribed to be fame, financial wealth, security, contentment, or a simple life without any complications; These values would always be outweighed by the endless desire of cosmic proportions of achieving the highest in society, rather than a simply living life with full truth of the simple act of love for the craft.

The craft of living life.

My desires have grown to an unignorable proportion to the point where it feels that I have no mouth.
This sickens me to an unhealthy amount of guilt and shame for not being able to love the craft due to the faulty belief of doing something for the sake of beneficial fame. I have always feared my spark would fade in obscurity with a whimper, and finally snuffed. I know that I am loved and blessed to even have a chance at life in general, but there are times where I feel at most, a speck who has done nothing but consume and taken without giving back to humanity or the Eternal Cosmic Flame of where we were born from.

I have always enjoyed my time that I have here on this earth and its simple pleasures to offer by the abundance, and yet I have ignored and denied my purpose to create a value to share to the world, impactful or not. But I have finally decided to stop this terrible silence. I want to share this perspective with those who take the time to tune in, even for a few seconds.

Everyone and myself, wants to make it; for the denial of such purpose, is the becoming of a scorned man left to rot. To bring purpose is to also share the Eternal Flame to spread creation. There will always be terrible ideas enacted upon in disturbing light, and there will always be an idea of tomorrow that dies in the abyss. But I beg of you and myself to allow the simple desires of love for the craft to flow freely for all to see, not from a place of expectation, but from a place of love and expression. Share the flame to those who need it the most, not for their brightness of a star, but for the passion of humanity.

We have always wanted to make it out for ourselves, but always met with a fierce storm of doubt and worry. From heavy winds of doubt and insecurity, to real-world problems of various factors in life; One's own injustice is to reject the own soul of cosmic expression.

It starves. It cries. It pleads. It struggles. It fights to survive, only for it to fall on deaf ears. 

Despite knowing that most arrows shot in the dark have never fully lit the night skies, it is more important to love the crafting of the bow and arrows to be enough to light the stars that shine into your eyes. I know most may go back into normality and continue to consume and enjoy what is given, as will I; but I leave this for anyone who will break the chains of unwavering complacency, not in spite or contrary, but the simple indomitable human love that is the craft of purpose.

Do not break one's own hammer for the fear of rejection or complacency of consumption; For we are, in spirit, gifts of the Eternal Flame who bring unique values to light up the of others to share for the simple joys of the craft. That is what it means to love.

With this truth, we will all make it...


For the Love of the Craft

saranghae#9982 - all self prod: buy the #sarangcore drumkits now!

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saranghae#9982

@zephyrcove

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