original - @ihatebixby
reprod - me
bixby - taste of melancholy
another fun project cover

taste of melancholy cover

inspired by the movie (i want to eat your pancreas)

out on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/66q7ARNJvPBi7PnTCA3cDN?si=548d61f754ab45d3

luv u brudda @sumther ty @ilysean for the beat aswell

(lyrics)
@1akura
all i ever wanted was u
and im sorry 4 the things i have done
now im crying and im sitting in my room
contemplating my own life with a gun

trust me when i say that
no i didnt mean it at all
and i just wanted wanted what was best 4 u
i think i did wrong
and i know that u still hate me
but we used to get along
but despite the fact u hate me
i still think that your the one

yea all i ever want is you to love me
all i ever want is your love
ik my personality is ugly
but i promise i can change that

yea, and give me 1 more chance
and i just wanna run away with u so grab my hand
were running out of time
and dont waste this opportunity
i wanna be with u when i die
ur hate doesnt change the fact that i love u
do anything in my power just to guard u
do anything just to get love from u
do anything just to get a hug from u

(From I want to eat your pancreas)

𝙄 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙤𝙣
𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄'𝙢 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙙 𝙬𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙩, 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙄'𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪
𝘽𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧
𝙃𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙭𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙡, 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙩
𝙄𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙛𝙮 𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚

@sumther
i jus want u alive, been thinking lately
got no time to spare i jus wanna be rightt theree for you
ill think of sum i hop i dont misss
you changed my life i cant do this...
without u i cant live
i think i lost my mind
no book can fix my life
i wish u never lied to me
i couldve done something u seeee
i regret the things ive said, ill prove to you ill do my best
i kept running but you still keep coming 
my silence turns to words when you keep on calling me
i thought u wanted me, to give u company
then tell me why u leave me behind

@1akura
yea all i ever want is you to love me
all i ever want is your love
ik my personality is ugly
but i promise i can change that

(From I want to eat your pancreas)

𝘿𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙪𝙩
𝙄𝙈 𝙒𝙊𝙍𝙍𝙄𝙀𝘿 𝘼𝘽𝙊𝙐𝙏 𝙔𝙊𝙐!

*𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙨*

𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙩?

𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙡𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝
𝙄 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙞𝙚
𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬

@1akura
savor the time that i have with you
anything in my power to protect you

when i die i wanna be with u +sumther (ilysean!, warheart)

@aysawee
prod @kyoakyo

note: me n sawee after a long time 

(sum)
looks like ur hapy when im not around
been moving forward but gess ill turn around
cant take it easy and im feeling dwn
im so lost, icannot be found
been going crazy idon think that i can hide it
I try but id lose everytime 
don wanna fight 
ive been feelin allalone 
cant stop staring at my phone 
past mistakes i cant atone
when im w u i feel at home

(sawee)
я должен был тебе сказать, да
что в жизни всё не просто так, да
она забудет про меня, да
мне больше ничего не надо
много страдал, много писал, но это всё ни о чём
кровь ручьём - сердце вырвал, выбросил, ты не найдёшь
не найдёшь, где спрятал боль
мы с тобой под луной
будь одна, не будь со мной
не трать время со мной
да, я тоже иногда ошибался
пытался, но я постоянно обжигался
те мысли не давали мне покоя по ночам
я прошу не верь словам, ты всё увидишь по глазам, е

#again n again w/ aysawee (kyoa)

+ @domerrz <3
prod @012207, @1wasterr

@owtiss
tell me if it's a lie
or if it's rlly love
i see it in ur eyes
i never was enough
whatever this was
it wasn't meant to be
i see u in my dreams
but i can't fall asleep ;/

i feel so helpless
(i cant fall asleep)
i wanna be selfish
(i cant fall asleep)
cuz i've never felt this
(i cant fall asleep)
i don't wanna feel this
(i cant fall asleep) 
^x2

i can't fall asleep

@domerrz
Is this all pretend
this life's not what it seems
and every night I close my eyes I see you in my dreams
hmph
you're always make believe 
I know we couldn't be
but its so hard to tell you what I want and what I mean
my hearts tearing at the seams

so tell me if its worth it 
lately I'm feeling worthless
I'll find the strength to pretend 
and act like I'm not the burden
so I call out to you 
and I know its not working
yea your words cut me deep 
I cant explain but I'm hurting

hurting again
guess its not working
am i not worth it

i can't fall asleep ;/ w/ dom (baz, wasterr)

the best ever frfr
prod @012207 @owtiss
fwends in question: @domerrz, @counterfeitboy, @222bino, @1akura
also ty @luvinner who helped organize

lyrics:

@domerrz
I guess its time
you're one of a kind
so would you mind 
if i take your hand
we run through the snow again
and now that you're here 
I wish it would never end

@owtiss
i went to your house
on the south
the snow on the ground
ur wondering how
cuz christmas is here to sweep you off your feet
im free in my dreams
the world is beneath my sleep
and under the tree
the mistletoe weeps
so take in the scene
and make up a dream

@counterfeitboy
as the wind blows 
and snow starts to fall
leaves turning brown
and the lights shining out
its festive and bright
and theres people in sight
when winter comes
we'll stay out all night

@vin0000
nos hacia falta
esta fecha
navidad es en familia
todos lo festejan
dame tu mano
ven a mi lado
si no estoy contigo
todo será en vano

@1akura
and you are the one i wanna see tonight 
just stay with me baby cuz its christmas time
ill give u my love
my present to u <33
we watch the snow fall and im loving the view
im loving the view
when im with u alone
feels like im at home
sittin right by the fire
nothing id rather do
than to spend christmas right here with you

@owtiss
i went to your house
on the south
the snow on the ground
ur wondering how
cuz christmas is here to sweep you off your feet
it's christmas tonight
all the feelings ur keeping inside
bottled up like a snowglobe so tight
show me ur dream and we'll see it tonight

i hope you all have a great 2023 and make sure to tell ur friends and family u love them.

the best xmas carole ever! w/ my fwends :3

https://soundcloud.com/blxty https://soundcloud.com/ri4h https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss <3

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/11iriss :D

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

[max]
yeah, you just got me fucked up
i just wanted you to stay, but now im locked up
whats gonna stop us
you know it's just us
i don't care about nobody else i wantcha
don't know why you tripping bae,
i could give a million reasons why I wanna stay
steady looking at the sky, I just wanna see your face
we could use another talk, I just wanna make, up

dont go now
i know you wanna 
not be found

just stay

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

spotify ^_^

blxty + riah + max ruben - stay with me 🌷 (sai x miharu)

@rewind214

my new buddy did the verse (he killed it frfrfr)

sampled this:
https://soundcloud.com/eajpark/it-just-is

if u wanna make beats like me buy my new drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

the sample!

online! +rewind

made a hyperpop kpop thing

everything's yummy!

i was lonely at 2am on a friday and said something like this 

where do i belong?
sometimes i can't really hold on
but i know its in my mind
i can make a friend
anytime i want

n theyre like
"sarang ur too cool 4us" 😒
n i try
i guess its not about love
cant remember the last time 
i had a friend who said

ur just a beautiful person to me

sampled this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMrefw3xMEM

where do i belong?

a lab w my bestest buddy yoku boku [@yokulol] 

sampled this: https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby/taste-of-melancholy?si=6e560e95eb494c8da9b3949a1301defc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

self prod as usual

people keep asking for lyrics - ill try to do them from now on but me and my friends freestyle most of the stuff we make 

[bixby sample part thing]

[yoku boku]:
its uuuu
in my head
yeye
ye its time
i really like u 
even though i wanna lie about it
ion even wanna talk about it
no i nvr did
idk if i ever wna see u again
but thats the price to pay
with what i got with u
cuz of that pretty face <3

[bixby sample part thing]

[me]:
sometimes 
i wonder what u would be like
if u 
tried to be nice to me
ye im so sorry
but i tried my best4uu
{ye}
2many emotions 
im
2heartbroken

[halftime part inspired by @ketsai]

see u again +yoku

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

prod @saiwai

https://open.spotify.com/track/6kQiBRzpYZ1q0YqZjrIpwG?si=688ce319ed154eb9

ITS A YONK TONK SONK CLASSIC

@zephyrcove

@1toge
@yokulol

healing w/ yoku +sai

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where do i belong?

saranghae

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