full ver. https://youtu.be/ghUoS_k_eN8

demo version before the extra work



Basement Dreamer (DEMO) (check description)

reminiscing on melancholy times

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i will never, neither have the ability to, forgive me, myself and i!
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what i repost:
- techno
- hands up
- electro
- trance
- house (mostly from 2010s)
- sextrance
- nxc
- nightcore
- makina
- scouse house
- donk
- uk bounce
- uk hardcore
- happy hardcore (mostly from 90s)
- dariacore
- scenecore
- frenchcore
- hyperflip
- hardtek
- 130-240 bpm edits
- j-core
- mashcore
- funkot
- lolicore
- drum & bass
- breakbeat
- breakcore
- trap
- electronicore
- wave
- future funk
- witch house
- trashwave
- emo rap
- cloud rap
- og/rare phonk
- vaporwave
- vaportrap
- alternative rock
- pop punk
- punk rock

rarely (although its elements can be present on songs)/perhaps no chance of them getting reposted
- speedcore
- powerstomp
- breakbeat hardcore
- freeform hardcore
- uptempo hardcore
- speed garage
- hardstyle
- jumpstyle
- extratone
- schranz
- gabber
- denpa
- digital hardcore
- digicore
- freetekno
- freestyle
- dubstep
- eurobeat
- eurodance
- eurotrance
- hyperpop
- electropop
- dance pop
- bubblegum dance
- bubblegum bass
- baltimore club
- trip hop
- organ house
- pumping house
- bassline
- jersey club
- nu disco
- chicago drill
- plugg
- crunkcore
- dancecore
- tribecore
- electroclash
- downtempo
- jungle
- incelcore
- metal
- italo disco
- electro swing
- tecktonik
- italo dance
- tv show / movie / videogame osts
- hexd
- sped up
- chopped & screwed

occasionally:
- retrowave
- synthwave
- synthpop
- electropunk
- shoegaze
- post-punk
- acoustic
- singer-songwriter
- lo-fi
- melancholic beats/instrumentals
- ambient
- dream pop
- bedroom pop
- math rock
- garage punk
- chiptune
- dreamcore
- nintendocore
- maidcore


Everyday we wander through the endless maze of life, running into its dead ends. Where we were happy, we suddenly feel unbearably sad. For some reason, the long-awaited victory does not bring joy, but, having run into the wall, we turn around and continue to wander in this maze, hoping that something extraordinary awaits us around the corner.

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@underdotnet
@dbtomodachi
@pearl-origin
I do whatever I want

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the things you believe are not the same things that are true
we both know it will all soon be over
and the new world will start with you ^_^

Daybreak is catching me now
And you have gone away
I don't want you to go
But can't ask you to stay

I wish I could change your mind
But wishes sometimes die
It is hard for me to smile
When roses bleed to cry

Whenever you think about me, just know I'm thinking of you too, and hoping that you love me even half as much as I love you...

...that would be good enough for me...

You keep your problems so well-hidden
That even your tears feel like smiles
That I will die here is a given
And no one will ever know why

Only once the drugs were done
Did I feel almost human numb
And only once my head was clear
Did I feel safe dying right here

i know you probably dont wanna hear from me, that's fine.
but, i just really need to talk to you, i dont know. 
sorry if that's stupid, i know we havent talked in a while, but i just, i really miss you.
i miss everything about you. i miss talking to you. i miss all the places we went. i miss how you laugh, seeing you smile. i miss watching movies.
i dont know. 
im sorry, i just really miss you, a lot. and i havent been the same without you and.
i just. i hope you'll talk to me, if not then, that's fine. but i miss you here. and i love you, and i miss you and, 
yeah. 
sorry.

Basement Dreamer (DEMO) (check description)

GNB CHILI