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notes:
had to lose somebody important to me
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[shiro]
yeah im up but i always feel down
when these people always run about
tryna talk to me, but they dont kno how it really be
yeah im closed up in my circle
kept to myself, but it dont always work tho
i always try to keep a positive mental
but it dont work n this stress got me pressured

people js wanna see u w/ the rest
but when u up now, got a lot of yes men in the fest
i cant seem to get to u
that we not friends n try something new
i cant seem to hold it back, when u try to fit in
n u lackin the fact that ur there to call me twin
yeah js say what u really mean
cause u holdin back got me feelin
like im living in a dream 

yh i rlly hate this feelin,
when ur all alone pushed up to the ceiling,
people never got my back now
now im 22 n people actin like a bot now

lately i js wna kno how u doing
but u seem to act strange, never know what u brewin
yh i rlly hate this distance
wish i find a way to fix this
so im always tryna make new friends
but it never seem to last
yh people on my dick, next day they turn n laugh
like what did i rlly do?
to deserve this hate n ur crossed thru

u only cared bout what u gained
all this time uve been using me
i put my heart, on my sleeves
realize that ur not the one for me yh
im young n stupid learning things yh
cant believe what u did to me yh
 
im not sad,
but disappointed in me yh 


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