feat. Razegod (https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96) - big love <3
prod. sepha
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

oh i don't care if u only focus
on one thing
above all other things about me

i don't care if u only focus
on one thing
above all other things about me
x2
it doesn't matter
no one recognises
anything above the first glimpse from their eyes
til u prove any nuance between their lines
everything else is always a suprise
i wanna
let them all down

people here make me act so extra tere strial
well the devils always talk and look 
so damn an ge li cal
be my outcast 
be incredible
fuck a crowd 
they make conflict hysterical
run away x5

Razegod:
i don't see whats obvious
to you to me
i'm quite blind
to reality
that might be sure
between you and me
i don't see what your looking at
(me doubt)
i feel what you spit about
and i don't mean to look this way
but u made me feel so ashamed
cut hate and fear i felt insane
like it was all on me
was i to blame?

sepha-
people here make me act so extra tere strial
well the devils always talk and look 
so damn an ge li cal
be my outcast 
be incredible
fuck a crowd 
they make conflict hysterical
run away x5

razegod - 
don't see me 
you don't see me

sepha -
(run away)

i don't see what your looking at
(me doubt)
i feel what you spit about

sepha & raze -
run away

act so e.t (feat. Razegod)

https://youtu.be/QCcm8CsQM3I
@siemspark + @user-856514666

i dont wanna die this young
only feel alive
when im gettin drunk
come back to me
one more touch
on my last breath
but i wont give up

im fucked up
i cant feel love
my hearts numb
im on the drugs

let me runaway
from everything
my heart aches
i know no place
you dont have stay
but i love the way
come back to me
one last taste

numb (prod. siemspark + yungspoiler)

produced by neverforever

i done felt invisible lately its often im lost in the back
feeling so ghostly im mostly just locked in the past 
thought of a better me always inside of my brain 
and its something that gotta be part of me driven insane

rusted in my lungs as i cope by breathing in smoke
hang around these people that fuck me over to cope
i know i deserve it for never being that worth it 
and hurting myself is the only way to level the rage

hurting, im an addict
i thought i could have it
no one seems to notice 
in the cold without a jacket

knowing im a mess
waiting to be blessed
can i get somebody to help me
im all depressed

know im not alone
but its feeling so
waking up at 5pm and staring at a phone

waiting for a text to inspire but stuck at home
walk into the living room and feeling like a drone 
idk

im a ghost 
wasted and float
 pass through the glass
let the shards hurt to cope

brace any minute 
gone with no witness
hate for my face what i take to the finish

im a ghost 
x2

\\<

GHOSTLY " ( p. neverforever )

produced by nevrfall

living with this pressure and its
weighing me down its something like im always drowning in this
sizable crowd and they all need for me to be somebody else that i could never be
im fearing that i may be lost in doubt cuz i could never please
the audience that i been growing
its not their fault i have this ever looming fear of falling
i wanna let you in but i cant stand to be on call when i feel in my head
and i dont wanna let you down but by stressing 'bout it, i do instead

i hope i made somebody proud of me with all this effort
exert all the voices in my head in through this pen first
my head hurts
reaching my way through dirt 
unless there someone left
to ease my breath i guess i'll just do what i can
damn
damn
damn
im feeling the pain in my hand
writing too much and its messing me up
i got something to say but i cant
never the right words that im putting down and im starting again
never the right stance and im right back to the start of a trance

drowning in the darkest clouds
everything is falling down

\\<

CLOUDS ༉‧˚ ( p. nevrfall )

produced by grayskies

runaway with me today...

my past self has been erased
better off without a trace
brand new mask over the face
i stray away, from feeling hate

to find a purpose
baby, i been feeling worthless
lets go off, escape this burden
stay with me, my heart is burning

runaway with me today

been so lost and out of mind
its so haunting i cant stand to find
you living in a place
at times like this lets
up and split, alright

lets be off and disappear 
runaway with me my dear
(x2)

runaway with me today 

plz and thanks :)

11/26/23

"RUN." p. grayskies

Walk

I Wanted to Be Someone

Patient zero freestyle

Scary Night - Official Song

Was ich aus mir gemacht.

sorry this took so long...

( lyrics )

dont wanna live
dont wanna die
i just dont know what to do with my life

stabbed in the heart
taking my hype
you dont know what i can do with a knife

i been erased
far from it all
sitting here screaming
none hearing my calls

i been a pawn
hearing all lies
down in the dirt
now its here i lie

all of the pressure
builds in my chest
i dont know if i can please all the rest

cant let you down
walk with a crown
how did i get here
man i dont know how

struggle to write
wanna take flight
hiding away and i lose all the might

i think i might

been disrespected
been on the low down
i dont know where the fuck i wanna go now
been interested
in what that blade do
just to the skin on my wrist
imma lay you
out on the dirt
fuck me i'm hurt
she say she love me but fuck it i'm burnt
hard from the start
all throughout my life
i been waiting to enter my afterlife
( x2 )

who
am
i to
belong

i cant
see the
fucked state
i'm on

i just wander round to find the entrance to the afterlife

"VFTERLIFE" p. boyfifty

(voices)

i, i lose my breath with every step
my horns will grow no matter what
this tree of life im sapped of all i have to give
i, i lose my breath with every step
my horns will grow no matter what
this tree of life im sapped of all i have to give
i feel possessed and its coming out my chest
i lose each breath with every step
and the gravity takes me down,
and the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down

ANXIETY
YTEIXNA

YTEIXNA (rx808)

˜”°•.˜”°• \\< •°”˜.•°”˜

CLOUDS ༉‧˚ ( p. nevrfall )

sshvdow