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My 2023 playlist

deadly

produced by neverforever

i done felt invisible lately its often im lost in the back
feeling so ghostly im mostly just locked in the past 
thought of a better me always inside of my brain 
and its something that gotta be part of me driven insane

rusted in my lungs as i cope by breathing in smoke
hang around these people that fuck me over to cope
i know i deserve it for never being that worth it 
and hurting myself is the only way to level the rage

hurting, im an addict
i thought i could have it
no one seems to notice 
in the cold without a jacket

knowing im a mess
waiting to be blessed
can i get somebody to help me
im all depressed

know im not alone
but its feeling so
waking up at 5pm and staring at a phone

waiting for a text to inspire but stuck at home
walk into the living room and feeling like a drone 
idk

im a ghost 
wasted and float
 pass through the glass
let the shards hurt to cope

brace any minute 
gone with no witness
hate for my face what i take to the finish

im a ghost 
x2

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GHOSTLY " ( p. neverforever )

Mhramor

- Murder Melody

Awake

Awake and Alive

I own nothing All credit goes to Get Scared

Get Scared - Sarcasm

D1v💔 - I Despise U

Video: https://youtu.be/aZuIrBv-ET8

BACK TO THE STARS LYRICS

Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over
Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over


Exit the house with the blood on my hands
dripping with red like you don’t understand
Now you can’t take it back
It’s the life that I stole
as my eyes turn to black 
And I’m losing my soul

Fuck with my head
I have no one to rely on
Stuck till I’m dead 
So i chose a bed to die on


Consulting with the devil
dealing souls in bags of 20
I’m returning to the mothership
I’m floating up to 7 
x2


Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over
Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over



Exit the house leave her dead on the side
I used to say I did but i never wanna die
Im the hit man that you always overpay
Getting closer to my death, I regret it everyday
Make my mark, fall a part, these scars never fade
lay her bones in a pinnacle until i levitate
Ascend to the dark
Tell my lovers goodbyes
The death of my mortality
is just an alibi 
 
Consulting with the devil
dealing souls in bags of 20
I’m returning to the mothership
I’m floating up to 7 
x2

Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over
Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over
Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over
Take me back to the stars    
they’ll love me when my life is over

Back To The Stars

Back to the Stars

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Suicide Note (Prod. by MelonOnTheBeat)

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Sub Urban - Cradles [NCS Release]

Yo what the hell is up with these comments lmao— Stay safe, you rad bitches. 

Suicide boys - KILL YOURSELF Part III {slowed}

SPOTIFY:  https://open.spotify.com/album/4RBxenOX1i4gOiyH71eW5c

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How I truly feel about everything...
follow me on Instagram @sshvdow

Havent felt the same happiness since elementary
People tryna lock me in creative penitentaries
My high school experience started fuckin with me mentally
Cant see ahead of me
Embeded in my head is thoughts of feeling

Empty
Thoughts so sick
Thats why I where the mask often 
I get lost when I spit

Everythings dumb
I'm feeling numb
Hating my presence
Like a bad christmas

Is this hell
Oh well 
Im dissmissive

Tell me
If I'm dreaming 
Thats what Im wishing

I cant find a human I relate to
I cant find a person that dont hate who
I am
I am
I am

S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I dont know what this has come to
( x 3 )

"EMPTY" p. boyfifty

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( lyrics )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
I'm not worth it 
( x2 )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
Feel so worthless

Imperfect
So worthless

I feel so worthless

"IMPERFECTION" ( prod. trapcode )

produced by @prodbytaurus_
cover by @ sammcgrath

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Runner (Prod By Taurus)

sorry this took so long...

( lyrics )

dont wanna live
dont wanna die
i just dont know what to do with my life

stabbed in the heart
taking my hype
you dont know what i can do with a knife

i been erased
far from it all
sitting here screaming
none hearing my calls

i been a pawn
hearing all lies
down in the dirt
now its here i lie

all of the pressure
builds in my chest
i dont know if i can please all the rest

cant let you down
walk with a crown
how did i get here
man i dont know how

struggle to write
wanna take flight
hiding away and i lose all the might

i think i might

been disrespected
been on the low down
i dont know where the fuck i wanna go now
been interested
in what that blade do
just to the skin on my wrist
imma lay you
out on the dirt
fuck me i'm hurt
she say she love me but fuck it i'm burnt
hard from the start
all throughout my life
i been waiting to enter my afterlife
( x2 )

who
am
i to
belong

i cant
see the
fucked state
i'm on

i just wander round to find the entrance to the afterlife

"VFTERLIFE" p. boyfifty

[Verse]
See it’s all good it’s all fine baby
I’m basically stuck in my mind
Seeing you post pictures with other guys
But I’ve realized, yeah I’ve realized
[Pre Chorus]
That there’s nothing to work out baby
That shit hurts no doubt,
But I’m losing my whole mind, right now
Don’t come back this me
Farewell
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
[Verse]
Don’t you remember this car
Baby I got it for us
Unl we both fell apart
Maybe I’m shit out of luck
And I worked way too damn hard
Just to throw it away
Having trouble to start
Don’t fucking come near my lane
Cos I’ve made up my mind and so have you
Said that you moved on guess that I should too
Know you’re fucking around maybe I should too
Cos I’ve realized, yeah I’ve realized
[Pre Chorus]
That there’s nothing to work out baby
That shit hurts no doubt,
But I’m losing my whole mind, right now
Don’t come back this me
Farewell 
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
[Bridge]
Hol’ up lemme switch it up on em’
I can’t stress take a toke
Can’t see nothing through all this fucking smoke (all the smoke all the smoke)
Yeah,
I been way too busy driving around mad as shit
Now you hit me up you wanna ride around and shit
Just for me to come around find out you hiding him
Going back and forth just to be fucking hurt in the end so
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us 

This song was based on when i found out she had moved on and found someone else..

Nothing to Work Out

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