RiverKinn
"Recollide"
Produced by RiverKinn

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After the damage that you've dealt
You have the nerve to step back in
And interfere with all my plans
I know you miss the way it felt
When I gave into your impossible demands
But you won't convince me again
That you and I could recollide
As if I wouldn't recognize the warning signs
And maybe this is the end
But if I die at least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands

Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
At least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
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OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Recollide

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

i fell in love

Lyrics:

-RAZEGOD-
(Intro)
‘Cos nothing lasts…
Nothing lasts…
I got proof on my brain
That nothing lasts
The way I feel today
Is remnants of yester’
Connect and then degrade
I’ll feel you forever
‘Cos nothing lasts…
Nothing lasts…
I got proof on my brain
That nothing lasts
‘Cos nothing lasts…
Nothing lasts…
I got proof on my brain
That nothing lasts…

-BURGOS-
(Chorus)
Yeah, racing through my mind at night
Yeah, ladies on my mind at night
Yeah, money on my mind alright
Yeah, loaded up, got my gun
Living in this world ain’t fun
I wake up to problems every day
The path of destruction, I’m okay
I know when I’m die I’m here to stay…
Yeah, racing through my mind at night
Yeah, ladies on my mind at night
Yeah, money on my mind alright
Yeah, loaded up, got my gun
Living in this world ain’t fun
I wake up to problems every day
The path of destruction, I’m okay
I know when I’m die I’m here to stay…

-RAZEGOD-
(Verse)
I’m meant to live this path of destruction
It’s in my name, I raze myself until the end
Too sad for this shit, it hurt
It’s too sad that we never got to catch up
It’s too sad, but I’m here when you’re not 
It’s too sad when I’m here and you’re not…
Bitch this feeling it never stops, no
Put me down (put me down-down), let me fucking go
And if you ever have to say something
Put it down, put it down so motherfuckers know…
Let a motherfucker know;
Let a motherfucker know that you care for them
Let your motherfucking family know that you care for them…
‘Cos nothing lasts…
Nothing lasts…
I got proof on my brain
That nothing lasts…
I can’t be seen when it’s all I perceive is sand in my hands
(‘Cos nothing lasts…)
It slips through eternally that’s just its nature, oh

-BURGOS-
(Chorus)
Yeah, racing through my mind at night
Yeah, ladies on my mind at night
Yeah, money on my mind alright
Yeah, loaded up, got my gun
Living in this world ain’t fun
I wake up to problems every day
The path of destruction, I’m okay
I know when I’m die I’m here to stay…
Yeah, racing through my mind at night
Yeah, ladies on my mind at night
Yeah, money on my mind alright
Yeah, loaded up, got my gun
Living in this world ain’t fun
I wake up to problems every day
The path of destruction, I’m okay
I know when I’m die I’m here to stay…

-RAZEGOD-
(Outro Background)
‘Cos nothing lasts…
Nothing lasts…
I got proof on my brain
That nothing lasts…

xxx

Nothing Lasts w/ Burgos

@rivilin

Lyrics

I say I'm happy but I'm not fake a smile it takes a lot
No energy feeling lost, what's the point now your gone
Plagued by nightmares where I'm shot, through the head and i wake up
Didn't think that was a dream, no I'm losing losing weak

Yeah i hear these ghost yeah outside my hallway
My windows covered in ash at the moment
I don't think ill ever escape from this
The walls start to breathe and the eyes just open up

Moving back and fourth like I'm in a body
Of some disfigured by product of hate
I guess ill make my home right here
I'm more comfortable being trapped inside then exposed
 
To the daylight of the morning
Where I hear pretty whispers just calling my name
And I wake up in a day dream
Thinking that you just went out to get coffee or you went to work

But yeah i know that it wasn't real
That's why i stay awake in the night time
So i know i don't get disappointed by the morning
When i wake and your not there

Cus you know this life gets a bit difficult at times
Yeah I don't think I'm coping i think that I'm lost
Yeah teetering on the edge of suicide
Like yeah do i do it or do i wait to die

Cus it feels like you picked out the gems from my bones
I was so beautiful now I'm empty and all alone
Cus you love to put your two hands in my insides
And you push me on the stage where I'm blinded by the light

Yeah I'm tripping on my own tongue try to find the words
Just to tell my family that im not ok, i hurt
Tell me when was the last time that anyone cared
Probably when you read my eulogy when im fucking dead

Everyone has their opinions on why i takes these fucking drugs
Yeah just to feel numb so i cant give a fuck
Im sick of overthinking about everything in my life
And you know youre fucked up too

Its crazy they don't get it
Just a-fucking-live cuz I got people that be caring
Standing on the edge and staring
At the faces warped from cries if took this step to end it

Walls be closing so I'm phoning in cuz I feel so lone
On the edge of it, cuz I'm on a binge and I know it shows
Sold my soul for shit boy this ain't a skit, man I feel so cold
Lost it in a f it, I was in a binge, can't take back those

So I live with it, and I loop a bit, and I loop a bit
Like I broken record I'm forgotten bitch
I know I got a problem, made a fucking list
Knowing I'm adding daily cuz I'm throwing fits

My mental state be going down a pit
I got a itch, which I gotta fix
Cuz I'm bleeding out from scratching all of it

These walls are closing in
Losing all my breath
Thinking did I live and life without a end

Gasping for a breath
Fighting for my friends
Fuck I gotta make it, I ain't ready yet

Gotta make amends
Cannot fly again
Off the handle, man I'm fucking losing it

Grounded by a bend
Blacking out again
Sober up until it happens all again

Fucked up I need to lay low
Beta blockers with the Faygo
Anxiety got me fucked up with these fake thoughts screaming lameo

So I close my eyes till it fade away
Open up and its another day
Another day issa another waste
Man I fucking hate, that I think this way

Losing It

⸸ spotify ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Losing It

@rivilin

Lyrics

Yeah, I swear that someone's fucking died in this room
I think it's haunted, I swear it’s haunted yeah
Feeling like there’s eyes just in the corner
They're watching me yeah, it's paranoia always

Feeling like im not worth much to you
It's what you said yeah, but they ignore ya and say that
The stars in the sky yeah they're not for you yeah
Cus they don't suit ya, cus your not perfect, not worthy

But I say fuck them they're all just cunts yeah
I'll build a staircase up and grab the things they denied you from the start
So fuck all of this negativity yeah, 
I don't want to be sad for the fucking rest of my life and you fucking know that

I'll show you that you’re worth just everything yeah
You know that id kill a fucking another just to see that you get home in the end
Cus I don't give a fuck about another
I just want you, yeah, to start the spark of the ember inside

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

What the fuck I'm in a dream
Everything can't be how it seems

This is too good to be true
Man I must've got some screws loose
Lost in my brain
No way this feeling fake

I been fucking happy lately
Just creating in my lane, please
No fucking lames, I just want this feeling safe

So baby don't you play me
Cuz it might just fucking break me
Might just lose my fucking life and take yours on the way b

Sorry, kind of crazy
My trauma fucking made me
A little bit fucked up and now my triggers got me shaking

But do not fucking worry cuz my empathy trump hate, I relate
To the fucking pain, I know we'll find a way
So just hang on to that feeling that I know you stashed away
Its okay baby,  manic, but I understand the pain

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

Mental Scars

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Mental Scars

Like Nothing prod hxrxkiller

really down | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone horror jungle WIP | ears 9 105 bpm take 1 81125

Walking on a knife

im god awful

prod. https://soundcloud.com/nextime

art. https://soundcloud.com/c3of

mixed by. https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo

god awful prod. nextime

i just wvnted to be PERFECT, but i don't know whvt perfect is ( \\< )

( lyrics )

Perfect night
I feel pain
this holy light, drifts away
I know that non of this was worth it,
i just wanted to be perfect

Hear my cries but I'm alone to kill my thoughts of suicide 
I break myself so you feel better
I just wanted to be PERFECT

PPERRFECTTT!!!!

"PERFECT" ( prod. masked man )

( < )
( lyrics )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
I'm not worth it 
( x2 )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
Feel so worthless

Imperfect
So worthless

I feel so worthless

"IMPERFECTION" ( prod. trapcode )

˜”°•.˜”°• \\< •°”˜.•°”˜

"IMPERFECTION" ( prod. trapcode )

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