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Daily Drops #105

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Our first single off of our upcoming sophomore album "Act II: Circus of the Sky"

Freak Like Me

MUSIC VIDEO >>>> https://youtu.be/c727X7sZXes?si=6h9zzLvKWflz6GmQ
Insta: lg4ness

SAME STUFF (Dercept)

INTAKE (WIXXY)

Before He Cheats

KAYLA KING - Before He Cheats feat. Eva Under Fire

Like a lost soul I'm trying to come home.

Lost Soul

Available on ALL streaming platforms.
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Holiday Love

produced by grayskies

runaway with me today...

my past self has been erased
better off without a trace
brand new mask over the face
i stray away, from feeling hate

to find a purpose
baby, i been feeling worthless
lets go off, escape this burden
stay with me, my heart is burning

runaway with me today

been so lost and out of mind
its so haunting i cant stand to find
you living in a place
at times like this lets
up and split, alright

lets be off and disappear 
runaway with me my dear
(x2)

runaway with me today 

plz and thanks :)

11/26/23

"RUN." p. grayskies

THIS YEAR PROD. ZIVO

FLOWERS PROD. DERCEPT

PARANOID PROD. WHYLONELYY

SPOTIFY:  https://open.spotify.com/album/4RBxenOX1i4gOiyH71eW5c

( < )
How I truly feel about everything...
follow me on Instagram @sshvdow

Havent felt the same happiness since elementary
People tryna lock me in creative penitentaries
My high school experience started fuckin with me mentally
Cant see ahead of me
Embeded in my head is thoughts of feeling

Empty
Thoughts so sick
Thats why I where the mask often 
I get lost when I spit

Everythings dumb
I'm feeling numb
Hating my presence
Like a bad christmas

Is this hell
Oh well 
Im dissmissive

Tell me
If I'm dreaming 
Thats what Im wishing

I cant find a human I relate to
I cant find a person that dont hate who
I am
I am
I am

S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I dont know what this has come to
( x 3 )

"EMPTY" p. boyfifty

my chest feels cold from vll this PVIN ( < )

( lyrics )
Can't remember feeling shit
it's so long ago
i don't know why all these people wanna see me go
till death comes all will here my song
( x2 )

my chest feels cold from all this pain
( x4 )

Can't remember feeling shit
it's so long ago
i don't know why all these people wanna see me go
till death comes all will here my song
( x2 )

"PVIN" ( prod. rizi )

i just wvnted to be PERFECT, but i don't know whvt perfect is ( \\< )

( lyrics )

Perfect night
I feel pain
this holy light, drifts away
I know that non of this was worth it,
i just wanted to be perfect

Hear my cries but I'm alone to kill my thoughts of suicide 
I break myself so you feel better
I just wanted to be PERFECT

PPERRFECTTT!!!!

"PERFECT" ( prod. masked man )

"L \\ 2020""

{ \\"MRRY XMVS"< }

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
THIS PLACE IN MY HEAD
DARKEST THOUGHTS THEY WANT ME DEAD
NOW I'M LOSING ALL CONTROL
LETTING LOOSE THE BEST OF BETS AND STILL MY HEART JUST TELLS ME NOT
BUT I WANT THIS PAIN TO STOP
KILL THE //////// BRING THE //////
YESTERDAY HE WON THAT FIGHT
( AND HE CAN )
( X2 )

RAID MY HEAD
L'S ARISE
FOLLOW MY LEAD BACK INTO THE LIGHT
PUSSY, I KILLED FOR LIFE
AIN'T NO WAY YOU'RE TAKING THAT BACK WITH A KNIFE
I'M STILL GON' FIGHT THIS FIGHT
YOU GON' FEEL HELL WHEN THE METAL FROM MY BLADE SWING BITES
ORANGE EYES, SMILES ALL NIGHT
CUZ WE GON' EVOLVE FROM THE FALL TO THE ANGELS FLIGHT

THIS BEASTLY GOAT
WATCH YOUR TONE
FINESSE YA LIFE 
MAKES ME COMFORTABLE
I KILLED MY /////// NOW I'M THE HOST

YOU CALL ME LLIGHT NOW
I'M READY TO GO

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
.....

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"LILITH"

( < )
( lyrics )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
I'm not worth it 
( x2 )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
Feel so worthless

Imperfect
So worthless

I feel so worthless

"IMPERFECTION" ( prod. trapcode )

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