i dont wanna do this anymore

i keep calling u

(lily i need to kill you lily, i need to slaughter you)

did you mean it
when you said all those things
did you even care
would you visit my grave

theres a lot, to unpack here
but i dont even care

this lifes not mine, ive got nothing to lose
i said i tried but all my feelings were loose
you said you tried but you were not in the noose
you never really got it, did you?

nothings real anymore, lifes not mine, its not yours
we should take pills all day, drink all day and fuck up 
(nothings real anymore, lifes not mine, its not yours
we should take pills all day, drink all day and fuck up)

it’s okay, you’re not real
he’s not real
she’s not real
there’s no way, it’s all just fake
nothing matters, we’re just fake
everyone is just the same, theres never gonna be a change

look it doesn’t fucking matter, in the end were all forgotten
in the end were all rotten
in the end we all have maggots crawling out of our skull
eating at our flesh, every past touch is dull
what’s the point, what’s to feel? if nothings true then what’s real

it’s not like i lied
i just really thought i loved you
but at the same time
i never really wanted you

why i never really tried
i dont want this with you
why did i lie
i was only trapped with you

nothings real anymore, lifes not mine, its not yours
we should take pills all day, drink all day and fuck up 
(nothings real anymore, lifes not mine, its not yours
we should take pills all day, drink all day and fuck up)

it’s okay, you’re not real
he’s not real
she’s not real
there’s no way, it’s all just fake
nothing matters, we’re just fake
everyone is just the same, theres never gonna be a change

look it doesn’t fucking matter, in the end were all forgotten
in the end were all rotten
in the end we all have maggots crawling out of our skull
eating at our flesh, every past touch is dull
what’s the point, what’s to feel? if nothings true then what’s real

(cutsikis dying)

(it’s not like i lied
i just really thought i loved you
but at the same time
i never really wanted you)

wish i could go away

ssinful

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