prod @decago n @yashio20k

im #tryinguntilidie

lyrics: 
how am i gna try when i been feelin low ?
u were the one yeah u made me feel at home
i been sad how am i gna cope
i was jus always chasin back what we were

u left me always sading away everynight
remember all those days iwantedtodie
u ripped the soul outta me u ripped it out my life
u stabbed my heart down u left it in the dirt
i couldnt chase back everything we were
i couldnt fix all the problems tht we had
so imma runaway but im livin in the #past *imma runaway
i miss u baby layin in my arms

i wish bby yeah u nvr needed me
burning all the letters bby that i had 4 u
i crystalized all the tears tht i bled 4 u
u see i told u baby? i needed u more then u needed me
when u replaced me baby jus so easily
gun 2 my head wish i cld #forget it all
cause everytime i slip and fall kno tht i do wrong
u left me #hollow2thecore u nvr meant it

ya u jus nvr meant that
im #tryinguntilidie till im jus succeeding
i been high up bby 2 the ceiling *yeah yeah
baby i jus wanna die again

y-yeah i know tht u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
and i was decaying straight from the start
and all the #scars tht i got up on my arm
all the tears i bled 4 u all those words i said
all those promises u made tht u nvr meant
im back in my head again jus wanna die again
put a bullet thru my head so i could forget it all

iminthislifeforonemoretry (yashio, decago)

c wat i c [spaceboyry]

a better u [!yukik0]

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
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@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

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tried 2Hard i Would stay 4U  ,, l;
& u Never even Loved me back . .: :{{{
Kept it inside Like u Want me2 , ,__
how tf Do u Move like tht .. )???(

u Act like u Cannot Rememberr , ||\ \\.
I swear Imma #dieByDecember . ... _
coldBlooded ,, stillRunnin .._-- Dont want it -++
I Figure Im not Wat u Wanted . .,,_-

toe Tag myself ,, but U dont care : _ [[[ 
Even wen Im dead &Gone I'll b Right there - 
its Soo bad - - I want uU . . its not Fair ; L 
Ima kms on ig , ,  Hype me : pp

ask If Im finna Die ,.-- Bitch Likelyyy :P  
ima Cut myself , w/ uU right Beside Me .___
4give who I am ) My Brain isnt There ..
Im sry im filled wit Dread&Despair . _ _ l

backDown 4got Wat is Real . , ,
took a Xan 4got how2Feel , ,, :
xanaxAdderall : whole Meal )) 
badHabits , ,, gotta Hit dis dopeDeal :P 

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a better u [!yukik0]

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