cainhearts + s0lemn - lifetime to heal [counter]

afk gtg [bloodcryY]

prod @decago n @yashio20k

im #tryinguntilidie

lyrics: 
how am i gna try when i been feelin low ?
u were the one yeah u made me feel at home
i been sad how am i gna cope
i was jus always chasin back what we were

u left me always sading away everynight
remember all those days iwantedtodie
u ripped the soul outta me u ripped it out my life
u stabbed my heart down u left it in the dirt
i couldnt chase back everything we were
i couldnt fix all the problems tht we had
so imma runaway but im livin in the #past *imma runaway
i miss u baby layin in my arms

i wish bby yeah u nvr needed me
burning all the letters bby that i had 4 u
i crystalized all the tears tht i bled 4 u
u see i told u baby? i needed u more then u needed me
when u replaced me baby jus so easily
gun 2 my head wish i cld #forget it all
cause everytime i slip and fall kno tht i do wrong
u left me #hollow2thecore u nvr meant it

ya u jus nvr meant that
im #tryinguntilidie till im jus succeeding
i been high up bby 2 the ceiling *yeah yeah
baby i jus wanna die again

y-yeah i know tht u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
and i was decaying straight from the start
and all the #scars tht i got up on my arm
all the tears i bled 4 u all those words i said
all those promises u made tht u nvr meant
im back in my head again jus wanna die again
put a bullet thru my head so i could forget it all

iminthislifeforonemoretry (yashio, decago)

prod @bloodcryy @counterxo @ssj5-junk
@s0lemn @bloodcryy

s0lemn + bloodcryY - never too far away [bloodcryY + counter + ssj5]

i do not know how i feel
everytime we talk yeah it never felt so real no
everytime we lie yeah it always make me feel wrong

i do not know what yo say
every single day i wake up with this pain 
i try to wash it all away
bleach my fucking skin but it always seems to stay

i dont really like to rush
everything was fast and we slowly fell in love
now im stuck here in the mud
taking all ur shit so my skins getting tough

@s0lemn

dope and drugs i take the best
i cant even rest oh my god im a mess
why u playin i know when ur faking 
you dont even wanna spark a conversation

xannies on my tongue bitch i dont wanna think right now
smokin loud pack i aint tryna hear u out
broken bitch im doping leave my heart open 
i cant even trust noone pussy on some hoe shit

i got too high not to flex up 
i almost die yeah i went cold 
im just tryna die quick what u want from me
yeah u can have it all but u dont need me
i do not know how to feel 
i do not how to feel 

@samsweater

pending

Bleach w/ s0lemn + samsweater (askenemy)

a better u [!yukik0]

@spaceboyry @ssj5-junk
sample flip by me (´꒳`)♡



@6cainhearts
face down face down 
creased but i dnt fold
if u nvr wake up
i will nvr let go
kings blood in my cup
heilig antidote
evn as i get fucked up
im not gna show u

tie a black soul gem at my throat
tClub gettin dough but im still broke
lone star shine up above, symbol my hope
fight one-sided needa up
wht i been dosed

fright night ya ik im fried
no invite
standin outside, no sleep 2nite
lie like takin breaths
ion want none of tht
castles built on sand
crumble if i dnt act
dark night but th dope white
k- lines in th Waymo
zoomin out, remote
got th kinekt but nvr emote
i can nvr faceIt cz id demote

@s0lemn
fcxkd up ima dope headd ,,
ya i luv a good high wen i feel dead ;
its 2 much u left unsaid--
4got everything tht we meant,,

breakin the passion i built on my own ,.
sever the ties til im cut @ my core ,_
tally my arm ima settle the score , {
ur nothin i knew from a second b4 , ,.

come on have some selflessness , ,
dont give into arrogance __

@6cainhearts
sleep w peace 2night
were gona win this fight..

face down face down 
creased but i dnt fold
if u nvr wake up
i will nvr let go
kings blood in my cup
heilig antidote
evn as i get fucked up
im not gna show u

tie a black soul gem at my throat
tClub gettin dough but im still broke
lone star shine up above, symbol my hope
fight one-sided needa up
wht i been dosed