lil yu - internet money [prod. yung shame]

.i dont know anymore

ft. @courtega

prod. me

lyrics:
@1altr
ya its not that, idc no more
i just, cant see you go 
just stop that, i dont wanna see you
cause you fuck with my mental
ur always so stressful
whyd you call me, i dont want that
when you saw me, did you feel that
i really thought that we had a connection
but this love, was only conniption 

now im on my own
and i dont wanna know
why you fucked me up
you just threw me out
wasnt good enough
someone new to love
you were too good for me
it was plain to see
x2

@andremoire
i don’t give a fuck anymore
betrayed my trust
you want me back, that’s a closed door
yeah, yeah that’s long passed
forgave you once, forgave you twice more
but what I don’t get and I want you to tell me
how could you ever say that I never loved you
when everything I do is for you

fuck you
fuck what you did to me
it doesn’t matter why
why can’t you see?
fuck you
you’re a toxic industry
i hate every moment I spend here
i should’ve known that you were such a bitch
had me thinking you’re the one I wanna get up with
now it’s too late to say sorry
to mend the stitch
get out of my life, I hope you suffer it 

@1altr
if i said i loved you again
would it still be the end
i tried to fix my mistakes
but you laughed in my face 
just let me know if i, could see you one more time
ik im not always right
but if we talked some more we'd be alright

now im on my own
and i dont wanna know
why you fucked me up
you just threw me out
wasnt good enough
someone new to love
you were too good for me
it was plain to see
x2

someone new +courtega

@prodjayysoul + @prodbyamira

@yyuskee

[stay!]
Pile up till it don’t work 
Love u till my chest hurt 
Did me wrong I left her 
I removed a stressor 
I wear foreign denim, I pour 4s in Fanta 

Acting like you ever really cared
When all those times you mentioned that you didn’t 
I just find it weird; how you blame me when you made me distant 
I been pouring pain, inside my cup the way I cope efficient 
I wish u were here then I remember what you did and I forget that you exist
N then you go send me a text, that way I’m forced to reminisce

Blunt full of propane 
Help with the heartache 
Tough when the times change 
She ain’t a damn saint 
Causing all my pain 
Cracks in my armor 
Ache like a migraine

[yuske]
I been thinking about everything you ever said
She been living rent free inside of my head
I just keep on falling think I need a net
I dont wanna come down dont want this high to end

Whats the difference I feel nothing less
Im stuck on you my mind cant rest
I just wish you could see thru my lens
Everything has to come to an end

[stay!]
But I can’t let it go, take another pill and float 
They don’t understand my pain, telling me to sober up 
And I can’t open up, I’m on these opiates 
Pouring out my heart; You look so over it 

Trying but I cant get you out my head
Smoking on a pack, wishing I was dead 
Know you never cared, then you’re lying to my face 
Say u wish that I would stay
Now I’m watching us decay 
I was tryna change our fate 

how you blame me when you made me distant 
I been pouring pain, inside my cup the way I come efficient 
I wish u were here then I remember what you did and I forget that you exist
N then you go send me a text, that way I’m forced to reminisce

reminisce w/ yuske (jayysoul x amira)

@namiryoko
@ogmatrizz
@xtasane

Lyrics: @namiryoko
this time for my way
i gave my heart away
every time i look into your eyes
i see the love that we once had
but now it feels like a distant memory
and i can't help but feel so sad
love was supposed to lift me up

Lyrics: @ogmatrizz
lift me up
i'm falling again
faster, faster, my heart's in a spin
thought you were my forever, but now it's just pretend
used to be my everything, now i'm nothing to you
faster and faster, my heart's breaking in two
oh my god, i fell for you so hard, thought we were meant
i love you so much

faster w/ OGMaTrizz (prod. xtasane)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadboiiudig




only wanted u like so bad 
i was smoking on the best stuff 
meant it when i said so soon 
thought u know me i dont do stunts
dress up just to stay home 
n i only got a couple bros 
swear i really love to be alone
but i like it w u a lil more 

really liked that shit so i bought it 
put it on, god damn i look retarded 
railing lines of this shit way too quick 
high as fuck know im boutta go all in 
so close so far then i lost it 
right back where im at but its alright 
real low on my whip hit the pavement 
real low on the tint cant see shit 

cant see em 
im prolly outta town for the weekend 
idek what city we in 
still think ur a angel im a demon 
sum like thingol n melian
200 years fixated baby when i see u 
maybe that was cause we popped a bean too 
even coming down think i stay up 
way above the clouds cause of ur touch

cant see (prod. 1sadboii)

prod aishite x xtasane
sfx @junk_king

dont feel me, cuz ur gona hate dat ..
jus  kill me, .. ya i bet u love dat:(
i got drugs on deck ion wana talk:]
i get way2sauced i get way lost

dont gota pretend bish ik tht u h8 me..
i rather would die than4u to berate me:///
count up a blue then i pop em i take 3.,
take all u want./;; i knew youd btray me,,

i knew that youd fake me...
pop2 rolled a blunt now im spaci n g;
ion think2much issa daydream./;,
lemme fill my cup now im lazy .zzzz

ive been lost i jus want u2c dat/.
take my hand if u want u can leave dat...
crush my heart all the pieces u see dat..
im gone i dont think ill b back:/

disparity changes (aishite x xtasane)

prod 51five
Song:
Like a Knife by Secondhand Serenade

likeAKnifee>.<

shootitout prod me

MARS FT. BARA

FUCK YA!

art inspired by omori
everything by me

lyrics:

sipping on this potion all this medicine killing me
look at myself in the mirror i cant even tell its me
bloodstains on my tshirt, and im looking grumpy
all my fucking teeth hurt, and so does my stummy
trippin on sums sht tht was in the past
keep a strap up on me i can never lack
talk down on my gang leave u in the past
leave em like a stain, turn em to a pack

i just wanna count my bands, i dont need no fake friends
really got some plans, thats why i dont be on fake sht
sometimes i might spazz out with the glocky im impatient
u may not see me but u can sense my fragrance

im right here, i will always b with u
i will always be with u, 
even if im not around to see the days my dreams come true

see my view, u might understand me
til then u cant stand me
and i understand it

smoke the pack, so exotic
entering my own realm so chaotic
bash my head into the wall cuz im so toxic
and the pack make me feel sick im feeling nauseaous
walk around the store, yea im feeling cautious
stay 6 feet away from me or sht gets toxic
i dont like em watching me its so attrocious 
switchblade on me cut em off rip

sipping on this potion all this medicine killing me
look at myself in the mirror i cant even tell its me
bloodstains on my tshirt, and im looking grumpy
all my fucking teeth hurt and so does my stummy
trippin on sums sht tht was in the past
keep a strap up on me i can never lack
talk down on my gang leave u in the past
leave em like a stain, turn em to a pack

just tryna survive now,
its a constant cycle 
wake up do the same shit,
then i sleep, til tomorrow
i dont like how it is,
i wanna be happy
it feels like its always been like this and thats the sad thing
im always so zoned out,
idk whts happening
pieces falling outta place,
everyone backstabbing me
nothings been the same,
feel like nothings gonna change,
and its driving me insane, and its making me feel so drained

im so lost,
im confused
rlly dk what i want to do
at what cost, can i choose
everything ends up going backwards

disparity changes (aishite x xtasane)

ssj5