shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

headless horseman

prod @bloodcryy @counterxo @ssj5-junk
@s0lemn @bloodcryy

@s0lemn
im Comin down if u wana come around.  ;;.
I been high aff ,, a couple Weeks now . .
I promised u my Heart n yet i nevr got it Back .
If ur here ,/ / can U Kill me ??? 

Pray that U dont ..  h8 wat U know i do ..
i Never kno ,, If u will go .. .
Js stop it , I cant even Speak 2 uu . .
im nauseous ,, From all of the drugs I Do .. 

U can have It all bb Tell me ., ,
takin Drugz n noddin on the Floor ,, it aint Healthy . .
I doze of A pill ,  , bb Help me . 
js Call me . Im never 2far Away . .

@bloodcryy
see u in the sky ,
i will b ur high
want u 2 b mine x2
shame me I dont mind
do watevr u like
ts way 2 fried 
dont leave me behind

?>>>???>>>/?

evry1 hates me im ignored

s0lemn + bloodcryY - never too far away [bloodcryY + counter + ssj5]

bleed like i do [dead yami]

prod @bloodcryy @spaceboyry
w/ + sfx @ssj5-junk

if Ur gone Y im Ever even needed , ,,
the way U Treat me -- so Conceited . ,=
i Could b alone btch u Dont need Me . , ,-
I js Wna Die bae Plzzz .////

U js wana Cry bb me2  , . ,,
ion Wana Live lemme take A bluee , ,)) 
I was w/ The Starz ,, i Was @ the Moon , [[
ion Wana care if U dont 2 . . ,,

tell Me where2Go n i Will follow . ,}
ion wna B here 2mrw , .. ,
Problemz tht I have U can borrow ::
2Much sht i Cant follow ++

do u miss me . . ?
bb Im so fkd Uppp ,, u Cant even Kiss me : p
Ur Skin is glistening  ,, 
Promise if i Die . .. . youll b Comin w / ME . . ,

ion wna Change if Ik dat its Overr ,. . .
Ion Wna Be here Im not Soberr ,. ::
stay Close .. . dont Leavee .,, 
### #imNumbStabMe 
Im numb StabME , ,, 
### #imNumbStabMe 
Im numb StabME , ,,
### #imNumbStabMe

guitar song [me + flojy]

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