prod. me (obviously) s/o @luvlxckdown for co-mixing
(samara)
fighting these battles in my head 
I won’t give up won’t let this end 
Ik some times things get real sad 
but I won’t let this all go bad 

I’m losing touch Reality is getting farther away from me
But Ik one day i will return and U won’t even  seem to see 

Blood on my hands and on my shirt 
Are u okay? u look real hurt 
You won’t come back you won’t be heard
Ever again...

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far x4

I’m feeling lost inside my head
I hate u I wish u were dead
One day we’ll finally cross paths and we’ll see who’ll be laughing last 

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far

I’m feeling lost inside my head
I hate u I wish u were dead
One day we’ll finally cross paths and we’ll see who’ll be laughing last.

mental state is falling apart
My knifes lonely it needs a heart
Why are u trying so damn hard
Just stop running u won’t get far

i wish u were dead

mirror onn da wall...

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@heavenindaclouds

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=viJbDE0sJxw

Reflection [Prod. heavn]

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

left out w/ kurse11 (kurse11 + shuzei)

extended on my xm4
got a bomb in the trunk of my 4x4
we gon crash hard kick thru ur goddam door
wasnt lying when i said im a killer before

better buckle up cause my bullets burn thru ur chest 
i'm the fucking best my rifle always suppressed
on the rooftop make ur heart stop time to plate up
you made your final mistake

but u don't wanna admit it 
chrome on the grip metal finish 
i'm the best lil boy i been it
but i still don't know what to begin with
how should i start?
chrome on the tip and it tears thru ur heart
gang on the tactics u know that we're smart
counting my bullets to tear ur brains apart

mind full of metal take all these drugs 
hope they're helping my mental
need to get better i need a damn mentor
starting to wish that i never met her
how many times do i have to say
love u the most and i hope that u stay
fuck it i cant get my feels in the way
stuck in the streets cause my minds in the rain

extended on my xm4
got a bomb in the trunk of my 4x4
we gon crash hard kick thru ur goddam door
wasnt lying when i said im a killer before

better buckle up cause my bullets burn thru ur chest 
i'm the fucking best my rifle always suppressed
on the rooftop make ur heart stop time to plate up
you made your final mistake

xm4 (prod. myoso x waystalker)

@blackwinterwells
@taylor @xxkintsugi @jolst
 
(pixie)
i dont trust no one
i cannot cut thru
guess u dont know me
guess i dont know u
crying in soft focus in my hometown
fist full of dead skin
nighmare on a shakedown

blood of nobody
nights so holy
skin so ghostly
n only black coffee
taste like concrete 
wrists n new blue jeans
bullets wrapped in tea leaves
violence for the weak kneed

i still wear ur love like an amulet
sometimes i get lost in my grievances 
such a sick cost, i have paid for it
i was never lost i was idling

guess ur so sorry
put the blade into me
teach me how to dance n
cut my ankles so deep
this body
heaven im sorry
cos this shit was all me
drive fast in a rari
but it mean nothin

(wells)
and i cant conquer it falling back down
because i slipped again, broken down soles
i cant keep walking in magic circles
that you have trapped me in, but i dont know
what you have planned for me
im helpless
the rope tears up my wrist
ur disgusted and u wont ever tell me why

and i am drunk
and i said i would quit and i lied
im not myself again, im in zip ties
opioid agonist loosen my bones
for you to wreck again
tell me in useless
but say it like you mean it
i know i dont make sense
but its less painful then kindness

amulet +blackwinterwells (taylor sugi jolst)

prod @neohnq
sfx @bloodcryy
spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/01NOARzqhTFuz00yzWhbYB?si=4Wkk1qPBQIKTjTu2hpGaGQ

i jus want u2 kno tht im sry . ., : [
but i could never get back2u . . ,
i wake up n i smoke til im nothing, .; ;[
i feel tha same n then i cry2 u. .:[  [/ 

filled with problems i wont chase. . | i nevr got the time .. ,
saw my body seperate , ,} [ im dyin from this high , ,
patience is virtue , .  im without .. 
y i always hesitate >? ?? wish i could fuckin try . .,

do u want me ?? .  alwayz feel like nothing , ,
im disgusting bb dont touch me,,
on da pack loud .. , i cant hear nothing. . 
xans in my  powerade. . , i aint stunting .. 

im tryn my best but i still gota deal wit u./ /.
im nevr enough bb wat is da deal wit u /? ? 
how do i move wen u always been actin new ? ?>
how do i feel wen im lost in u? ?.  . /.
bb i  wanted 2die wit u ,  ,,

oh i nevr thought i would b here. . 
and i hope n i pray that ur sry . .
n i hope tht u kno tht im srry..  //.
but mayb this could b our year , ,,


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patient virtue [neohn]

forgot type shit [togepi]

ft wrthless & mersichrist
ty to these guys 4 killing it <3
lyrics:

Oh my god! 
see im at the top, you say im broke 
im like bro stop, funny how my racks they never go down.
cant stress in my life i never slow down 
funny how my racks never go down
Oh my god! 
seeing all the fake luv you been giving its alot
think ill throw the rest of em in the dirt
I say its sad shit i leave em in the past 
all this stress i dont need that
flying when you stand
and all this baggage im leaving u with that 
Oh my God!

ohmygod!! w/ wrthl3ss + mersichrist [prod me + wrthl3ss]

prod me

has been literal months but we BACK

forgot type shit [togepi]

ssj5