villains w/ scart & lucina (greentop)

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

prod @m2monroe and @m2iden
//
back home for winter break :) i wrote the lyrics for this months ago but finally I am able to do the vocals now that im home
as always thank you so much for listening 

lyrics:

i know i made mistakes
i know i deserve your hate
i let go and you had your way
now i cant stop thinking every day

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

after everything that we've been through
i just dont know what to do
i dont know you anymore
all of this is just too, much
i know that ive had, enough

i dont know now
will we break down
i dont know how
will we make it out
what we built is gone
now we wilt withdrawn
shattered will we're done

now we wont last for long
we were too weak we cant string ourselves along

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

(all of this is just too, much)
(i know that ive had, enough)

we were never honest

we were never honest (monroe + maiden)

#Dozeyy 2023

note: im tired, intro is from love is war
s/o @prodjonny

take some addys im unstable
just like tarkov shooting under tables
i dont really like your fucking name not talking label
please just know we're not the fucking same your shit a fable
it's not easy i just gotta light the way
needa repeat I've been fucked up in the brain
beat me up better fight me its not easy
drugs got me seeing red and blue like it's 3D
if u fight me better beat me up just like a 3 piece
the blood on my face burns
i just wanna hate her
push you down like volume fader
gun you down like a laser
turn you into vapor
die like sucider
peeling my skin off
gotta smoke i need a lighter
feel like im pissed off
yeah im a biter
we gon jump you like its cypher
play you like a actor
yeah you are not a factor
why u crying whats the matter?

make his ass run with a mp5
m4a1 you will not survive
got me suicidal sippin cyanide
got yo ass knocked on the floor you got no revives
yeah
i just can't subside the pain inside me
i know that you will never like me
so unlikely
you despise me
please just fight me

unstable (jonny)

pill me demo [neohn]

prod @bloodcryy

bae im so alone , , i thought u woulda known
tha way u treated me i shoulda known2 go .. 
i found a way2 get thru , ,
wit none of it involving u  ..

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

im glad tht i was out of it
i was hella high i cant rmrbr sht
get out of my life u dont got membership
im sry u aint 4 me im sorry

i was hittin stains same time i wna kms
who am i to blame me or u we both gon go 2 hell
xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me

4am im feelin bad again i might js take another1
im so mf high u wont find me under the sun
they say im the 1
ive only jus begun
they said i wouldnt make it now dey h8 wat i become

fck tht im on this , u could stand wat im on , sht
yall was h8n on me back then , now im on top u wna tap in ?
fuck tht u wont happen , im on tragedy til my death bed
i wont even read wat u said ik its gon b stupid

its my last night i got some time to kill
oh i js fell down i hope my cup aint spill
feelins is fr , ya u kno da deal
it doesnt matter y dey hurt u , js now dat dey will

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

xanax in my pocket
i got no other option
ur alwayz talkn nonsense
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

switch the story freestyle [bloodcryY]

prod @yashio20k + @neohnq
w/ @counterxo
sfx @s0lemn

@s0lemn
u nvr shoulda lied its up ,, i needa tell u  ,, : [
promised we was fine guess wat ?? . 
ur promise fell thru . .: /
i shoulda known itd b like dat. . .;  _ 
its my fault i got attached . / ;
i thought tha floor was made of glass ,, .
tha way i fell thru ....

ur ok : ] im in my bed , overthinkin everything ' ' : [
i shoulda listened2my heart its embarrassing /. . .+
found a benzo in my cup , finally i got some luck = - }
rollin up until im slump . /, smokin kerosene . . /

its aight :,/  \ ] [ i can leave if u wna tell me no ] ];.
had a feelin in my gut i should prlly fckn go .. / |
never even woulda stayed if u tried2 tell me yes / /. .
had a feelin in my chest dat we wasnt4 tha best / . ;; ; 

ik its alr as long as u tell me / . ; {
nvr ok dis prolly aint healthy / /. ..\
bb its a mess we should throw it all away. . ., 
n 2nite i feel like death ,||  but i feel it everyday / ., ,

@counterxo
I still feel like shit when it’s all said and done
In pain for so long, can’t recall where it’s from 
There’s pressure on my heart, so there’s smoke in my lungs
I told you from the start that I’m broken and 
numb

I don’t wanna talk no
You and me are lost souls
drugs just finally caught hold
You left me here to rot cold
Cup it got me slo mo
I can’t get through this solo
It’s cold inside your shadow 

I just want to feel like I can breathe again
Im losing myself and my only friend
I left before you saw my descent
And that’s why
That’s why

glass floors w/ counter [yashio + neohn]

prod @nextrie-nextrie-beats
w/ @user-674380855

see a lot of dope w/ yrn j da pacman [nextrie]

prod me

#imtheworst

yeah, yeah, yeah its getting to my head
yeah, yeah its getting to my head
yeah, yeah, and all i see is red
all i see is red

every time i try to think i feel like an airhead
make mistakes and all they think is are you brain dead
yeah, are you brain dead

i dont know whats gonna happen to me
i keep getting bad omens and its killing me
i let fear rule my life yeah forgive me
i dont wanna die yeah just believe me

im the worst kind of person and its undeniable
everything that i do is undesirable
i cant deal with my life yeah im unreliable
yeah, yeah, yeah

(what's gotten into you? you're the one that's changed kairi)

yeah, yeah, its getting to my head
its getting to my head
its getting to my head its getting to my head
yea, yeah, yeah

every time i try to think i feel like an airhead
make mistakes and all they think is are you brain dead
yeah, are you brain dead
are you brain dead

pill me demo [neohn]

ssj5

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