been a while but hope u all like dis 1 c:
and v big thanks to everyone on it 

@domerrz
@victxrw
@ogpichu
@1wasterr

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/ogpichu/
instagram.com/prodwasterr/

[@domerrz]
tell me is it worth all of this strain 
cause I dont wanna play these stupid games 
wanna be the only one u claim 
but u go and turn face when they call my name
think i threw it all away
would u stay if i need u here tmrw
need a change of pace from all the pain n sorrow
u make me feel hollow, exhale
return the heart tht u borrowed

[@victxrw]
how do i love u? guess tht its my bad
never thought this will be the last chance tht i have...
stuck in a space where im never relaxed
push me 2 the breaking point the one u never-
(never) had a chance 2 make u feel better
this rotten romance cursed 2 never forget her

but the world goes on
at least thts wht they tell me...
but i didnt do any wrong
so why am i here in this debris :/

[@ogpichu]
cause youre the nicest person
i barely know who u r
you always told me id go far
but im not strong like you
act like i dont like you
cause you were number 1 for me
and anything you do could never bother me
we didnt work out the way we intended to work
i left you hurt and its cold outside

spotify

exhale w/ victxrw, pichu (wasterr + pichu)

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

prod: @loveismisery
mixed: @andremoire & @1vacy 

Lyrics

@andremoire
Yeah I'm done with all the lies
You have zero fucking dignity
Stop acting like youre shy
You say it's so damn hard to put up dealing with a guy
That's funny coming from a bitch who said she wished I died
Glock on my left yeah you know I stay strapped
Dont fuck with me or that breath gon be your last yeah
Eyes on me cause they know that Im crazy
I think I miss you bad yeah as of lately

@1vacy 
i just hate tha fact tht u where lying
baby i was trying
i just hate tht feeling i was sitting all in silence
i just feel like crying 
but i just sit and bare it because 
atleast i aint dying

embarrassed

vacy & arrivals - embarrassed (kyoa)

felt like changing my sound a little :)
wrote this from the heart

@breakupbreakdown <3

lyrics:
gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

i been hurting way to much
way to many
my heart is fucking static
my feelings feel like plastic
i dont want you back
nor another
my head is getting dizzy
i wish you wasnt busy
yea, i know that you miss me (yeaaa)
took a while before you kissed me (aaaa)

its okay uh
bitch im on my way
another day
cannot find my place
like a race
how you fucking chase (meeee)
feel so wasted
wish i didnt break it

torture everyday
i dont need you okay
but it still hurts my when i think about you everyday
but your intentions are the problem
but we cant solve them
shit how i be wrongful
yea bitch im awfull

i dont fucking understand how you still go
always with you all the time i cant adore
keep on begging me for more
i dont want you baby can you leave and close the door
i can keep fucking with you
how you fucking with my head
i dont want you back so can u just go back to bed
all the things u fucking said
that will keep on hurting till the day i get my rest

one more left
i will keep on smoking till my lungs black
cuz i fucking know that you will be back
all these fucking feelings cannot hide that
(NEVER WILL I GO BACK)
x2

you dont wanna be mine
walking in the sunshine
bitch i got a glock nine
know that im not fine
dont wanna stand by
you know i cant die
feel like i might cry
dont wanna say bye

gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

demons (breakupbreakdown)

@1akura
@prod_dxvi
@pagliuzz

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

akura:
and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help,
im nauseous,  it my blood is smeared all over the walls 
ive lost it, no I dont think I can do this at all
you left me speechless and I dont know what to say 
need you to get away from me before I lose my brain
(and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help)

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

maybe w/ akura (dxvi x pvgliuzz)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/1yeezo

1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

dry eyes w/ owtiss

@scrufff
@brknglss
https://www.instagram.com/p/CwVx5c0IlYu/?img_index=1

robot ft. scruff (brknglss)

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mental
art by @tsubakinoniwa on twiter

every single second 
every single moment 
u kno that i’ll always be there for u 
and if ur ever crying and u need somebody u kno that i’ll always make time for u 
and i had my heart on lock 
but u grab the key and u twist it 
the feeling of being in love think i miss it
replay it over again 
bc ur stuck in my head 
since the day that we first met 

on and on inside my mind 
a concept i can’t find it 
a feeling i js fight with 
to no end 

its okay to cry 
look me in eyes 
tell me what u find
cuz i can’t see the light 
i js need answer 
i js need a why 
yeahh 
js give me some time 

im falling wait floating 
tell me how u feel in the moment 
i dont wna fall can’t look down
head held high im up in the clouds 

when u left me that one time 
know it was the worst time 
cried all night last night 
wait until the sunrise 
x2

every single second (mental)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

29/10/23
prolly my best song so far
art by pikachu_dubstep on twitter!!
@k4rson too swaggy
ty @decago @1akura @resolve1k for the prod yall hella cracked
enjoy :)
update: TYSM FOR 2K PLAYS IN 6 DAYS YALL ARE CRAZY LMAO

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(i dont wanna talk to u any more)
(gave u everything and u still want more)
(been feelin down like my heads been on the floor)
(need a step away so im closin the door)

like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

@k4rson
she dont want me anymore
she gon hit my dms but u know i ignore it
fast car, floor it
track hawk roaring
raris, foreigns
she too borin

getting to my bag only thing that is important
bitches super bad so u know that they imported
beamer go fast yea i put that shit in touring
fill my cup so i wont wake up in the morning

@fabs4k
like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

yea, i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

dumb +karson (decago + akura + inno)

stuff and prod - @2akura x @foryourheart
solo.to/1akura

get it back (kidu)

akura

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