dopehead

junk king (s0lemn)

s0lemn💕

gooner jams 2 goon 2

Varrock Jorts 4 (taylor as well as morgan)

prod wiro x ta$er
rip dolph🐬

shake me up again n again n again . .
i wont try2comprehend how u live how u live x2

again n again i be fuckin up a bag like
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right
damn roll wit fam fuck u pussies u ont act right
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right

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????

sip my cup u kno im noddin4u
take ur time i cannot ignore u .. .
call my name u kno im reachin4u
i cant live i think im dyin4u /.. .

im dyin4u [wiro + ta$er]

self prod @ssj5-junk

crash out u kno im boutta black out
u jus keep on talkin bby guess im finna pass out 
take me 2the past so i can watch as u leave me ., .
smoke up in the air bby nothin ever please me

crash out its always always bad now .. :/
always talkin where u at now ? ??]
fillin up my cup its like i rly cant adapt now
callin up my digits flip a pack im stackin $$$ now
tired of the fakes im ballin out like where he at now ? ?

like
where he at now
2high 4u u bettr back down
get high 4u its rly dat now
ion talk 2u unless its $$$ now
like where he rly been ? cant say that
got 2much on my mind 
dont say tht .. ,
like tell me what u want i can play tht
yea flipped another script
call it payback

im boutta pass out
u jus keep on talkin
ig its tht now
ion wana lie
i think its bad now :?
i jus need some help
ig its tht now
its tht now .,,

its always bad now [ssj5]

prod @oliver_01 x @methboiswag
sfx @junk_king
w/ @deadcastorr x @zurahh

@junk_king
i been sippin on some wock
ion rly like 2talk, .
i been servin on some rock
keep tha dope up in my sock
u dont wana see me do u ?
i guess i never rly knew u .,/

let me be, im cryin endlessly
4u
cut my heart it nevr meant a thing
2u.//

@deadcastorr
in my room bloody grey goose
cut chains i jus need 2hang loose
i need a break lemme break u
i need someone 2blame lemme blame u
i got diamonds in my knuckles damage doubled
when i punch a fuckin wall in ,\ i just want it 2hurt
i dont wanna look at myself anymore
match in my hand puddle vodka on the floor

@zurahh
they dont want none .. they just talk ya
u know i ♡ ya
girl i want ya
im such a failure .. im at a loss ya
staring at the clock ya , while i rot yhh

took a blade , left it in my right eye
ur the light to my darkness like a nightlight
can u talk nice ? i dont wanna fight
i lost my way.. and i found it in the bright lights

crying endlessly w/ dead.castor x zurah [oliver_01 x methboiswag]

prod @bloodcryy x @ripwarheart x @fleshgolem
sfx @s0lemn

love me4 once ,,./
twice ima try ..
3 dirty cups/..
4suicide...

heart full of sin
i cant win watch me lose it..
call when u can ,// if u dont then ima lose it.,,
youd think i h8 drugs tha way tht i abuse it 
i got way 2high u thought i flew in
i can see yall watchin askin how i do it ??
ion kno keep lookin watch me prove it 

bby ik i cant take this anymore..
its ok if u walk out the door ../, 
bby ikno i make everythin a chore
i understand if im not rly urs../,

love me4once [bloodcryY + warheart + flesh]

prod @hurtwinds
w/ @user-674380855
sfx @junk_king

@junk_king
im loadin a bowl , mixin tussin
ts lookin dirty disgustin
ik when they h8 n i luv it
fuck what u sayn ur nothin//

blunt i gota lace , finna fall right back
fuck up out my face ion kno u like dat 🤣
shawty by my waist im like girl u so bad ;)
blunt up in my face ima smoke until its ash

im done ,, gimme a reason
smoke up inna air like am i even breathin ??
im lost ,, my soul isnt leavin
maybe when i die i can end dis feelin ,,,./

@user-674380855
percocet bae i got real drugs
she be like pacman ion need u i need real love ... 
dat lil nigga broke i get my bread im talkin real bucks 
she steady talkin bout the past i could give 10 fucks // x2

ima icy nigga so i love 2hold my fist up 
paparazzi on my ahh still gon keep my blick tucked
pls dont try nun dumb bro inna corner ,, he itchin 2dump it
a micro draco in his pants ,/ he gon keep on thumpin
pull off innat benz engine /. keep on hummin
bae i been dat dog , big dog imma keep on thuggin ..,
fuck it ima keep on hustlin
percocet bae i got real drugs

ik when they h8 w/ yrn j da pacman [hurtwinds]

pill me demo [neohn]

prod @yashio20k + @liamtakeover
sfx @bloodcryy + @s0lemn

i cant evn tell u how itz been , ,. ;
spendin all my time w u ik its gona end. . ;/
ik dat im nothin 2u, , do u regret ?? .
im sry i was talkn 2 u, can we forget. . ,l; ??

mayb we can finish rn ho i ik u want 2. . .
didnt think youd leave me 4my death wen i spoke 2u . ,. ;
problemz in my blunt turn2 ash wen i smoke it thru , ,,
remembered how 2love then u left ..  so i lost it 2 .. ,. ;

sry dat i gave my all it made me feel alive . ..
give af how i would feel ,,  ur changin on a dime .. 
by lookin back ur still the same way : [
overreact u cannot think straight. 

i caught myself cutting the same day .. ,:, [
u hurt my heart in the same place, , .

guess its fine now . . took a xan i feel alr . . 
u aint mine now, , its prolly bettr 4 my life ., l;[
stay inside now ,, i hope i nvr see tha light
saw anothr picture of u now i wna cry  .. .

change how i act u ignore it  . . 
pint pourin 4 now im snorin its horrid, , ,

i dont get y i even try . ,, 
i'd kms 4 u and i .. 
4got 2say my last goodbye .., 
my head it aches ,, rip out my eyez. . .



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tell u how its been [yashio + liamtakeover]

prod @yourvalentin3 @sethoitae 
sfx @s0lemn

i js had a vision tht i'll die .. , 
would u help me < ? ; [ /
do u even love me ?? > ,;
do i want u 2tell me .. ? ; /.,
anytime i try i js kno tht im failing . .., 
feelin suicide .. im so sry dat im bailing .. =( 

wat am i 2do ,, i think im losin u ...
dope got me numb girl ,, 
i wish dat i waz seein u : /..  ,
seeing u.
b wit u , ,, 
omg i wna die : / .. , ,
idc how i feel ..
if its u&i . ..

ik im poppin drugz i js wna b ok ,,
do u gota go , ? cuz im wantin u 2stay : [/ / .
i cant b witout u .. bb ur my <3 . .
u said we was close .
so y is we apart ??

droppin xanx in my powerade©️ .. .
dats a potion ima mix until im in tha grave ,, l;
ik 4 a fact dat u love2h8  .. ,
is tht a tear ? idk im cryin in tha rain .. .

tha pain ,, is alwayz there 4me .. .
away . , , from wat i want 2be
& i want 2b wat u desire .. .
n i will nvr b .. 
im gettn higher , , : p


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if its u&i [valens + sethoitae]

prod @flojy
w/ @counterxo + @6cainhurst
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)
@s0lemn
i can tell u rn ,,  i js wna b inside .. ; / 
u dont get how i feel ,, [ ur lookin from the outside. . ']
feelings dat i design ,, js so i dont fxckn cry .. ; 
u can tell by how i look ,, ,i dont wna b alive :p .. 

ik ur leavin me . .  but where u goin2 ?. ., ?/
u told me we were meant 2b ,, but ion kno u .. ; /
js let let me hold u ,, 4 1 last time .. , <
js say ur sorry2 ,, but u dont gota lie .. 

im tryna b wat u need ,, but i nvr found out [  ' [
girl its hard bein me ya ": > i always fckn doubt / /. ,
bb ima pout , ,, n think of wat we was . . .
i could try now . .; ;  but u dont wna budge .. -

@counterxo
I just need one final kiss
In case I don’t remember this night 
I know that I’ll miss you
I can’t sleep this doesn’t sit right
erased me off your list 
and now it’s like I watched a wish die
So I need to say
You haven’t found Romeo, you haven’t settled
And your father said stay away from Juliet
You were cryin on the staircase,
cause you can’t let this go 

@6cainhurst
once again, i let u down again
in the end it feels like i cant win, even for a second
i got a confession;-; i rly luv the way u turn your tears into a blessing

cz i can't, for a second,cant get a breath in, but its all good
heads a mess im sry girl im haunted

ur on the town w ur bf, hes upset 
says u dress loose, doesnt give u respect
he doesnt trust ur feelings like i do (i do)

@s0lemn [outro]. / 
i stg ima kms but u dont give af. . . .
ima ball til im nothin ,, cuz we alwayz turn 2 dust  ;; '
i was thinkn w my <3 but u only think of lust , .;  <
u gon ask y we apart .. ,
ur js fckn hard2 trust .. .: [[ [
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)

feeling by design w/ counter + cainhurst [flojy]

prod @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk

@s0lemn
ion wna stop i got 2much dope ,, : p/ //
got another sack 2day i hope i croak. . /. : ['/
bby i done smoked2 much i js got paranoid .. ..
idgaf least i feel ,, i can fill a void. . .

save tht x2 ,, ion wna hear shit . ,,  ;_
dis is payback : {{ wen i cut my wrist . ,, ;+
dont say tht : // . .  u dont wna feel me . . ,l;
dont play tht . ,, cuz ik u h8 me .. .

btch ik u h8 me . . : | ion wna think rn cuz i took 2. . .
 all i evr want but u alr knew ,, 
all i ever think is2 take ,, consume .. . 

i cant even move btch im spun .. .
alone in my room it aint fun ,; l
wats coo is u h8 me ,, i cant rly change dat. . .
ion wna face it but ik i cant h8 that ..: [[

@bloodcryy
u kno i rly hate that .. .: /
got red marks from the leash dat u put me on .. /: p
no matter wat u told me}[ =
ull always b the one . ., , ,
still get sick from the fact dat u said dat / /. . ,
thought u was the 1+ =[
but ur rly just a setback ./ /. ';[
dont wana falsify // . ..
u kno wat happened ,, ,
yea u kno im not cappin. . ./ /.} [
memory saddened .. .: (


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fill a void w/ bloodcryY [bloodcryY + ssj5]

prod @ssj5-junk + @bloodcryy
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503

its a Shame tht idk . . . how ur Feelin : /. , ,
is it time Dat i must go .. ?? do i need 2Stay  . .? / + -
die sittin Solo , , ; its Like i Want2 . ..
try But ik that .  .. = = 
u Dont feel the Same ; [ / / /

i Was trapped In my head ya i think we Was Alike ... 
nvr Kno How2Feel cuz i Drown it ina Pint . . ,
y i feel Incomplete ?? ..,.; i js Wana get it Right / / .
I Admit my defeat . ,, U can say dat u Was right .. . 

u can Say dat u was right  .. , i Been so low .. ion wna Make a Fight[[[
lemme Down low cuz im rly Fuxkin High :p  . .. 
on The downlow . . , Should i even fckn Try ?? ., ; 

i Nevr do ,, u Know i feel the Shame ... = - [[
I wanted Uuu .. . but do uuU feel the Same . ..
drug Abuse . , , .; its Calling 2 my Name . . ,
i Knew the Truth .. ., .; [ i Wanted u 2 Change .. , .

admit my defeat [ssj5 + bloodcryY]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥𝒹𝒾𝑔𝒾𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝓇𝑜𝓈𝑒𝓈˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳

prod @flojy + @ripwarheart
sfx @s0lemn
w/ @counterxo

@s0lemn
do u even care how i feel 4u .., ?
ima b myself , . do u h8 me 2 ? ., 
xanax 4 my health , dats tha way i choose  . ., + 
bettr off alone  ,, / dats tha way i move .. ,,

way i do  ,, u would nevr get  ] [ //
tear monsoon  -  ,, all my clothes r wet  .. ,)
false haiku ,,  all ur wordz r torturous
snake in the grass  . . i can tell ur poisonous . ,l

do i quit  + 00 where i am rn . . ."
laugh it off , ,. hilarious . . but i frown . ,<
bury it .. put my <3 in the ground . .{
cherish this .. wen ur not around . }}

stay close by me so i dont feel . .,<
do u fake who u r ?? . ,ya, so real ..: {
fell asleep ona bar  . ,, _ hope my cutz heal >> 
k-pin ,, tramadol ,, dats my whole meal . ..

tell me how2feel cuz u tell it right >_ < ,,
i been up 4days ,, ) havent seen the light  .. 
only smokin dope .. im not even high : L
i js need a way out || \ thought of suicide .. .

@counterxo
I had to realize, I can’t ever see us just as friends
Can’t wait another night, hoping that you’d call me back again
Feels like I’m left to die. Lost it all and don’t know where it went
Don’t wanna see you cry, broken, but I’m here for your defense

It makes no sense making all this progress just to fall
You left a dent and put the needles through me like a doll 
there’s evidence, you can see my poems on the wall
I never meant to keep the phone on silent when you call

You let my hand go then my heart shattered like glass
(like glass, like glass)
Now you’re dancing all alone, so much time passed
It goes so fast

all my clothes are wet w/ counter [flojy + warheart]

prod @ssj5-junk @spaceboyry
sfx @bloodcryy

ya I Think im rly fried ,]) nevr Coming Down . .; / //
I Js kno it Wasnt right ** ( so I Had 2 Doubt . {{ =__\
evryTime i Gave A chance & U let it Down // : [ [[ .
i remember 1st Glance ,, -- & i Hear the sound __ -----'

ion Rly like2Talk imma Lonerr , , ,.
smoke Purp Pop pills , ||| Imma Doper ; p  . ..
Thought I Loved her "" xanny I 4got Her / ; ;
All these Cuts in my skin }}{ Its A Slaughterr = =_)

i Js Alwayz feel Low .  u aint rly Gotta go ] ] ]
ur the Best. Imma Mess. nothing Less ik . ,, , ,*

baby u Kno tht I miss Uu ,, I Js wna kiss u }} '//4
But i Cannot rn babyGirl & #ThatsTheIssue , ,, . .....

its Js another Song .. 
but im Thinkin bout u all day long --__+
n Maybe i Was wrong , ,///
u Belong right Here in my Armzz / . ;' [

ily like i Luv my Xanz . , ==
if it Werent 4u i'd Be dead [ [ ::
bae Ik Im not worthy  / // 
go ahead U Can Hurt me ::: __%

how do i Deserve Uu ??
How can I Serve uu .  ?
How Do I earn u ??
How2Make u Love ., , ,
like I Love uU u . .; (


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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⢟⣐⡷⡯⣥⣤⢿⣟⡞⣻⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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thats the issue [ssj5 + spaceboyry]

prod @ssj5-junk @shikaiii
sfx @ssj5-junk

tried 2Hard i Would stay 4U  ,, l;
& u Never even Loved me back . .: :{{{
Kept it inside Like u Want me2 , ,__
how tf Do u Move like tht .. )???(

u Act like u Cannot Rememberr , ||\ \\.
I swear Imma #dieByDecember . ... _
coldBlooded ,, stillRunnin .._-- Dont want it -++
I Figure Im not Wat u Wanted . .,,_-

toe Tag myself ,, but U dont care : _ [[[ 
Even wen Im dead &Gone I'll b Right there - 
its Soo bad - - I want uU . . its not Fair ; L 
Ima kms on ig , ,  Hype me : pp

ask If Im finna Die ,.-- Bitch Likelyyy :P  
ima Cut myself , w/ uU right Beside Me .___
4give who I am ) My Brain isnt There ..
Im sry im filled wit Dread&Despair . _ _ l

backDown 4got Wat is Real . , ,
took a Xan 4got how2Feel , ,, :
xanaxAdderall : whole Meal )) 
badHabits , ,, gotta Hit dis dopeDeal :P 

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die by december [ssj5 + !yukik0]

disgusting prod me

prod @bloodcryy @spaceboyry
w/ + sfx @ssj5-junk

if Ur gone Y im Ever even needed , ,,
the way U Treat me -- so Conceited . ,=
i Could b alone btch u Dont need Me . , ,-
I js Wna Die bae Plzzz .////

U js wana Cry bb me2  , . ,,
ion Wana Live lemme take A bluee , ,)) 
I was w/ The Starz ,, i Was @ the Moon , [[
ion Wana care if U dont 2 . . ,,

tell Me where2Go n i Will follow . ,}
ion wna B here 2mrw , .. ,
Problemz tht I have U can borrow ::
2Much sht i Cant follow ++

do u miss me . . ?
bb Im so fkd Uppp ,, u Cant even Kiss me : p
Ur Skin is glistening  ,, 
Promise if i Die . .. . youll b Comin w / ME . . ,

ion wna Change if Ik dat its Overr ,. . .
Ion Wna Be here Im not Soberr ,. ::
stay Close .. . dont Leavee .,, 
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