Name: redstain bluejeanz [bloodcryY + ryan kelly] by ssj5-junkִ
Duration: 2 min 9 s
Description: prod @bloodcryy

only lovin u w/ wicked midnight [sn1ku]

ptsd shawty plz prod darko

prod @yourvalentin3 @sethoitae 
sfx @s0lemn

i js had a vision tht i'll die .. , 
would u help me < ? ; [ /
do u even love me ?? > ,;
do i want u 2tell me .. ? ; /.,
anytime i try i js kno tht im failing . .., 
feelin suicide .. im so sry dat im bailing .. =( 

wat am i 2do ,, i think im losin u ...
dope got me numb girl ,, 
i wish dat i waz seein u : /..  ,
seeing u.
b wit u , ,, 
omg i wna die : / .. , ,
idc how i feel ..
if its u&i . ..

ik im poppin drugz i js wna b ok ,,
do u gota go , ? cuz im wantin u 2stay : [/ / .
i cant b witout u .. bb ur my <3 . .
u said we was close .
so y is we apart ??

droppin xanx in my powerade©️ .. .
dats a potion ima mix until im in tha grave ,, l;
ik 4 a fact dat u love2h8  .. ,
is tht a tear ? idk im cryin in tha rain .. .

tha pain ,, is alwayz there 4me .. .
away . , , from wat i want 2be
& i want 2b wat u desire .. .
n i will nvr b .. 
im gettn higher , , : p


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if its u&i [valens + sethoitae]

prod @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk

@s0lemn
ion wna stop i got 2much dope ,, : p/ //
got another sack 2day i hope i croak. . /. : ['/
bby i done smoked2 much i js got paranoid .. ..
idgaf least i feel ,, i can fill a void. . .

save tht x2 ,, ion wna hear shit . ,,  ;_
dis is payback : {{ wen i cut my wrist . ,, ;+
dont say tht : // . .  u dont wna feel me . . ,l;
dont play tht . ,, cuz ik u h8 me .. .

btch ik u h8 me . . : | ion wna think rn cuz i took 2. . .
 all i evr want but u alr knew ,, 
all i ever think is2 take ,, consume .. . 

i cant even move btch im spun .. .
alone in my room it aint fun ,; l
wats coo is u h8 me ,, i cant rly change dat. . .
ion wna face it but ik i cant h8 that ..: [[

@bloodcryy
u kno i rly hate that .. .: /
got red marks from the leash dat u put me on .. /: p
no matter wat u told me}[ =
ull always b the one . ., , ,
still get sick from the fact dat u said dat / /. . ,
thought u was the 1+ =[
but ur rly just a setback ./ /. ';[
dont wana falsify // . ..
u kno wat happened ,, ,
yea u kno im not cappin. . ./ /.} [
memory saddened .. .: (


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fill a void w/ bloodcryY [bloodcryY + ssj5-junk]

you had me @ hello (yandere)

nothing but negligence [flojy]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥𝒹𝒾𝑔𝒾𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝓇𝑜𝓈𝑒𝓈˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳

prod @flojy + @ripwarheart
sfx @s0lemn
w/ @counterxo

@s0lemn
do u even care how i feel 4u .., ?
ima b myself , . do u h8 me 2 ? ., 
xanax 4 my health , dats tha way i choose  . ., + 
bettr off alone  ,, / dats tha way i move .. ,,

way i do  ,, u would nevr get  ] [ //
tear monsoon  -  ,, all my clothes r wet  .. ,)
false haiku ,,  all ur wordz r torturous
snake in the grass  . . i can tell ur poisonous . ,l

do i quit  + 00 where i am rn . . ."
laugh it off , ,. hilarious . . but i frown . ,<
bury it .. put my <3 in the ground . .{
cherish this .. wen ur not around . }}

stay close by me so i dont feel . .,<
do u fake who u r ?? . ,ya, so real ..: {
fell asleep ona bar  . ,, _ hope my cutz heal >> 
k-pin ,, tramadol ,, dats my whole meal . ..

tell me how2feel cuz u tell it right >_ < ,,
i been up 4days ,, ) havent seen the light  .. 
only smokin dope .. im not even high : L
i js need a way out || \ thought of suicide .. .

@counterxo
I had to realize, I can’t ever see us just as friends
Can’t wait another night, hoping that you’d call me back again
Feels like I’m left to die. Lost it all and don’t know where it went
Don’t wanna see you cry, broken, but I’m here for your defense

It makes no sense making all this progress just to fall
You left a dent and put the needles through me like a doll 
there’s evidence, you can see my poems on the wall
I never meant to keep the phone on silent when you call

You let my hand go then my heart shattered like glass
(like glass, like glass)
Now you’re dancing all alone, so much time passed
It goes so fast

redstain bluejeanz [bloodcryY + ryan kelly]

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