track inspired by @yuzue ily
very diff track i hope yall liek :3

lyrics:
so tell me why?
tell me whyd you have to lie to my face like that
inside my mind
inside my mind i feel like i have been so trapped
i think that i got 2 attached 2 u
fked around n lost now theres nun i can do
tryna figure my way outt (tryna figure my way out)
nd i lost all that i got
ik that i cant fix all my flaws
n ik that i js say that alottt :/
but im so scared that i might js fall off the edge

(js kno i tried so hard 2 make it right)
(but im not scared to die if it means ill die for you, die for you)

n i try so hard to contain myself but it seems like nothing js work now
nd everyday i try so harddd, but it doesnt work out
u cant save me, u js break me
p-p-push me off the edge fall 100 feet down
u cant save me, u js break me
fell into ur trap now u got me looking like a fkin clown

i losttttt, all that i got (all that i got)
i cannottt, cope w my loss (cope w my losss)

lost all i got

Crime Scene w/ Samara (Augury)

prod @flojy
sfx @s0lemn
amv @bitekivibes https://youtu.be/yLnpy4iYNHI?si=7Yp46To1IXOWIsZt
( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`)
4get it ,, Evrytime dat u Said it. . 
like u 🖤 me ?? . pathetic  ..//
bae im Hurt need a Medic ; ; [
bettr yet Anesthetic , . . ,
 , ,. /all tha Pain dat u Caused me .
wen i Blow up ,}} [ ima die , Kamikaze ..

i Thought of U 1st ,, : [
U thought i was da Worst 4dat.. .
bby ur a Curse, , ima needa Hearse 4dat 
. . Xanax in My purse . .
ik ima die From dat 
im Cryin Cuz it works 
wtf u know bout dat. . .??

/ / .,   Dissolution from Tha drugs , , 
i keep It like That. . ,,{
ion Wna b Like us : {
im sry4 dat .. . 
y u Nvr show no Luv ??? } {;
u Losin 4 Dat ,. . .
Anytime i hear yo Name .
i ask Em who Dat ? ?? < ;

Back2 wat i want , ik Youll nvr Stay. .. '
 . ..fuck wat yall been on , im sry ill nvr change
im Happy dat u were Mine , cuz now ik wat i h8
I love Dat i lost it all , cuz now Ik 2 Seperate


. ..all i do is Sing these Tunes 
wishin Dat u love Me too , , .
Drippin blood , i Thought of u 
,,, .like , wat am i 2do
this Picture isnt Resolute
Painted it ,, my Love4 u 
uu uU UU  uuU
( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`) ( ´•̥̥̥︵•̥̥̥`)

need a medic [flojy]

/prod/// @rxvg , @sytokene

@cainhurst
now tht u carried on i cnt say wht i meant to
maybe im better off on my own cz i hurt u
i js cnt find my heart anywhere, like i need u
like its gone, its not here, its still with u

caught this vibe, i should let it go
section 8, ur my only hope
now im out cz u blocked my phone
its the seeds i sown, guess ill be alone

cuttn ice, i was freezn while u slept
lost the light, theres no graces for me left
its all over its the end,
theres no way to make amends,
crossd my heart its on the fence,
blinded i hv no defense... 

@s0lemn
i let u down i dont think u would wana kno ,
i gotta text it wasnt u up in my phone ..
i thought abt it n i dont want u 2go ,
im sry if i evr made u feel alone ,,

droppin xanax in my cup, 
i can feel it in my gut . .
u left a scar but i still cut
idk wats goin on,,

every drug im still tha same..
idk wats in my brain , 
bae 4 u i woulda changed . 
but ig im still tha same 

still tha same , u would treat me shitty n i say tht its ok
im tha blame , 
but so r u 
like who r u ?
u turned 2 somethin tht i hardly ever knew ..

with u + s0lemn (ravage + sytokene)

say where ur going [nxietymeds]

@1yeezo @domerrz

lyrics:

im at a crossroads idk where 2 go
if u aint here 2 help then leave me alone
cus i dnt need anything else
2 bring me down instead of better myself

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

feels like all the walls are closing in, im in the middle
im stuck inside a jail cell i feel so fucking little
i can feel all my bones start 2 creak y r they so brittle
cnt think of any solutions, theyre so simple
i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

thts what they always say its more complicated than tht
cnt look at u the same, my brain wants to reenact
everything i did, everything i fucking said
everything i did, it jus makes no fucking sense
nothing really make no sense anymore
y am i waking up at 5 on the floor
y am i living like my life is a chore
i dont think i can do this anymore

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna make u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound
need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
am i the reason tht u frown?

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina... Carolina)

carolina (yeezo + dom)

s0litude demo [bloodcryY]

He Don't Know Me

#underground #undergroundmusic #undergroundrap

inmuney - vomit

i'm stuck in this aporia 
don’t know where i am but it’s euphoria 
see u in my dreams 
you’re my queen 
you’re victoria 
i’m just sitting in my sheets when the morning comes 
u don’t hear what im sayin 
you’re ignoring us 

oh my mind left this plane long ago 
if u know 
cover me in ashes of our throes 
i don’t wanna see the past anymore 
fading glow 
stuck behind gates as they close

just don’t let them phase u 
nothing that they say will ever change u 
boy don’t even smoke he a lame too 
i know shawty say she want me passing base 2 
we stay rolling up some js and i face 2 

late night eyes 
think i saw u in a magazine 
deadly night shade in my J's
that’s some gasoline 
never know what’s real in this place that’s a tragedy 
i feel my ego fall away its just what’s happening 

i'm stuck in this aporia 
don’t know where i am but it’s euphoria 
see u in my dreams 
you’re my queen 
you’re victoria 
i’m just sitting in my sheets when the morning comes 
u don’t hear what im sayin 
you’re ignoring us

music video <3

victoria

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

say where ur going [nxietymeds]

ssj5