noideaparttwo (nightmare) [waifu]

the bastard

lyrics:
i dont wanna wake up now its way too hard to get up
why dont you just say sum now, i waited so long to hear it
but you don't got a clue what you've done so its all good to move on
it could be a day since then, i'd still say that its too long
living out your liveliest dreams dont let your heart go to waste
so many damn things in my mind so hard to put it in a place
stuck inside the same damn dream i see the same damn face
and i got real life dreams i let them all go to waste
tell it all but i still feel like they're onto me
every single walk i avoid myself like honestly
go and take it off i could never live without my peace
try and get it done i just get it done by all my means
try to catch myself but you know that i always fall
i do every single thing around the place and i still lost
help is what i need cant even stand on my own two feet
i been off of things cant even hear that they're calling me

i cant even look up now my heads too hard to keep up
i spent all my good allowance on nothing that i needed 
so when i see myself again, ive got my life to keep up
try to go hiding now but all the people see us
can i even see the stars or all they all burnt up
can you even see my farce or is it all worthless
you know that i did everything and it was all for us
i cant even see myself upon the gaze of my trust
hollywood dreaming fuck my friends and family
how you live your life thinking that you owe somebody things
bleedin in these walls you dont wanna see nobody's peace
stuck inside my mind every single bad thought is a breeze
kill me off tell me that im horrible to please
you can grip my heart every time you do you always squeeze
you dont care at all you just do these things and then repeat
everything is cold every single thing will make me freeze

bleed (irby)

Haunted music for your ears my loves <3

U pushed me down the stairs
I broke my collarbone
I know that you don't care
I never go back home
You love to make scream & Shout..
It’s all you’ve ever known
You grew up under roof
with chaos as your love

U a broken vase
Water's leaking out
Everything will flood
Look at the mess you made
Like omfg
Have u not had enough
Cuz im so close to breaking in your arms I feel so rough ..

Like who are you ?

I'm tryna figure out
are you the one I met?
or the one that screams and shouts?
Like who are you?
I don't know what to do
I cut you fully off and I laugh inside my room .

myspacemark:

Buried in the snow 
Finger tips covered wit frost bite 
Would u believe ur eyes 
If The world lit up with fire flies 
When I had no one else 
You would tell me that’s it’s alright 
Connected to your love 
Connected energy like power lines 

The flowers start to die 
There’s glass and water 
All over the floor
Number nine 
Helmut lang 
On my jeans 
Christian Dior
Butterfly on your skin 
Butterfly all my doors
Gunmetal Vivienne 
Westwood crystal orb

Who Are You w/ myspacemark

Produced by michael harrison
Featuring @1gr4eme
Mixed and mastered by me and graeme
Lyrics by me and graeme

Change of direction
Don’t know where to go
A change of exception, I don’t want you here at all
You’re looking at me funny
Did I say something wrong?
There’s no more discussion 
Believed that I’m fucked

Oh, tell me why you left
Oh, tell me why you lie
Oh, tell me every story that you make inside your mind 
Oh, tell me if you’re bluffing, baby, I will make it right 
Oh, why should I try when I barley feel alive
Whatever it takes to say that I’m okay
You paved me in the gutter baby, pushed me out the way
You said you wanted love and now you’re picking out my brains
I promised then and now that I will make it out

Just tell me what you want, these things I can’t give you
I want the same things but I can’t upset you
And I’ve tried, I can’t see the light
Messed up my direction, just tell me what I’m missing
So we can move on and count what we've lost
We've lost our connection, what’s the point of me stressing?
And I’ve found what you said again
You left me out, all the lies
I know I’m still in your heart

Change of direction
Don’t know where to go
A change of exception, I don’t want you here at all
You’re looking at me funny
Did I say something wrong?
There’s no more discussion 
Believed that I’m fucked

Oh, tell me why you left
Oh, tell me why you lie
Oh, tell me every story that you make inside your mind 
Oh, tell me if you’re bluffing, baby, I will make it right 
Oh, why should I try when I barley feel alive
Whatever it takes to say that I’m okay
You paved me in the gutter baby, pushed me out the way
You said you wanted love and now you’re picking out my brains
I promised then and now that I will make it out

oh (w/ graeme) [p. michael harrison]

prod @hie_w
vox, mix n master by me

xx

im a kill4 imma #sniperr
i cant do this, im so tired
cut the lights out, its a blackout
i dont wanna.. see us crash now

ya, oh well
i dont rly care, already fell
ya im falling 2 the floor, O no >.<
hurt me to my core, ya ya ya yaaaahhh

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##sniperr ⌖(hiroya)

prod @bloodcryy

sample / battlefield 4 :]

gas goin deep i 4got i had2 ash it out ..
damn was dat me .. ? ? i 4got cuz i was blackin out :p// /
score by da 3 ,, but im pourin by da8 again //: {
say wat u mean . /; cuz ik u always h8n man

smoke until i cant , , lemme run it back .. /
i cant even stand //. . is u seein dat ??
pick up where i can ,, . i runnin back .
wat u do2me ??? /.. i jus wana fight back .. .

droppin 50oxycontin , wen u c me u cant stop it / // 
i been thinkin bout it all day ..  but now i got it .
i cant feel it ? ? ima drop it :P/  /. spend it back until its gone bish ,
wai until its gone bish..

hold up do u c me ,, c me ?? 
feel bad wen its on me, , ./; on me ]} .
can u take me ..  takeme ?? 
i think .. im breaking. .

sunken dragon freestyle [bloodcryY]

"patience" produced by @luvsolstice @kashik05 & @kuriyai443 Performed/Written by @counterxo

sunken dragon freestyle [bloodcryY]

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