the fog rolls over the city, but i’m rollin up that sticky 
yea i’m posted like a listing 
ina starship feel like nicki 
i got shades made by oakley 
undercover shirts, upload 3 
big necklace i’m not choking 
10 down i’m bowling 
cant deal w my emotions, posted sippin potions 
take a deep breath i’m goin in 
on the deep end i’m floating 
dam i get cocky when i’m flowin 
it’s 5 racks 4 an open
if u need flowers then i’m open like it’s valentine’s day 
get a pack b fly away
throw up my mudras for the gang 
my mood ring said im not ok 
i’m doin fine despite the pain 
guayakí i don’t fw bang 
lil shorty rockin short ass bangs 
if u got cash i got the dank 
she got some swag, could b my bae
wearin that nigo it ain’t bape 
bitch i been spittin out the gate 
10am drinking coffee, then i’m coughing 
i’m on the web, see some sick jeans then i cop them 
iced out wrist, sea sick, ships rockin
make it thru the storm, i don’t sink when i’m yachting 
i’m like shit. i can’t think when there’s 2 ppl talkin 
n i’m paying but it’s still a fuckin steal when i’m shopping 
i feel like ben stiller, blue steel look got em stalkin
jun takahashi T shirt, golden teachers 
soul trapped in a creature 
but idc that’s how it is, so i smoke that reefer 
ik it all fades away, it’s all transient like snares 
n i thought that i was safe but i’m caught up on the snare 
n if i take it 2 the face i might forget ur not there 
i’m gettin way 2 lit thats a solar flare 
i tell her all my secrets, she can hold me if she scared

5 Sea Sick

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

ALL PLATFORMS

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Find me at the airport girl I’m coming home
And I got it in my jansport they don’t even know
I was tryna hit the pavement til I hit the road
But I’m chasing down a payment loan it for my soul
The collateral damage security deposit
Don’t know how I manage I wish that I could stop it
Got me on your homescreen he was in your locket
Keep me at a distance can’t breathe in your pocket
You know that I’m unsafe both of us in danger
Didn’t anybody tell you stay away from strangers
Ever since I met you I’ve been feeling stranger
The thing is that I felt you when you were a hater
And I understand why you’re wanting me to quit
But if I was given choices it would take a minute
I cannot decide if I'm out or I’m in it
I’m on and I’m off one don’t wanna admit it
Tracking every move staying on me like a fitbit
Couldn’t tell a lie to you wouldn’t wanna risk it
Couldn’t cut me off it would take more than a wrist slit
I’m never really gone but I’m always gonna miss this
This is how it’s always felt for me
I’ve fallen for your apathy
My fallen order friends that leave
You’ve never not been there for me

at the airport (+ homecomingqueen)

@odel007
@joshuasageart

Lyrics:

Thinking bout the thoughts i had
Ooo that’s sad
Put sum fuckin digits on the dash
I can’t crash
Ooo wait, what we doing, I’m in first class
My homie chillin in the back he off a tab

Ooo wait she tell me she want me to be her dad
That’s a sticky sticky icky Vicky oh yeah she so bad uh
The haters stick to being mad uh
While I’m making money off the app uh

I just poured a four and I did it with my eyes closed
I let ‘em go, I let it tip toe
Make some more, they might think that I own petco
Take it out, doing work on the cell phone
X2

Uh wait it’s a movie
Uh wait it’s a new me
Bitch I’m silent in these streets
Bitch you never knew me uh yeah
I need 2 please
And I need it quick quick
She a cutie
Think I need a quick pic

Really we do magic
Sometimes you just gotta let it happen
Put the drama in the past tense
I don’t wanna make that a bad habit

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Spotify

App 「prod. Odel」

Strength in Numbers

It Was Fun (prod. redpriest)

ribcage

With Uu W/ witchboy (troiner)

tattered pages [neohn]

prod n mixed by soda boi

[lil soda boi]
why is it starting
it feels like i'm decaying
i talk too much
but no one hears what i'm saying
this ain't a game that i am interested in playing
i'd rather die than want to be with you
i guess it's just my fate
guess i won't be saved
it's something in my brain
it's saying that i've changed

[fridvy]
i wake up
brush my teeth with mud then lay out in the garbage
i need help 
but id rather take these pills til im retarded
i’m in hell
feel the fire on my flesh like every morning 
i’m unwell
outta road i push the pedal down n floor it

i’m lost
and i think that ive been for a minute
hands off the wheel when i whip it

i’m 2 far gone
bby ion think i can fix it
i ain’t been myself in a minute

i've been blowing smoke for a minute
i been blowing smoke
hella spinach
when i hop on it
yeah they know i'm gonna kill it, yeah
every damn day
yeah you know i'm gonna grill it, yeah
got beef? 
then brody gonna grill you
you'll get kicked out if brody don't feel you
he can hit the joint
yeah he's a real chiller
just don't ask if he's a real killer

[unpolarize]
and i tend to forget my phone bby when ur here
n i jus couldn’t be alone i needed u here
n i jus wish that you called up my phone yesterday
i need u here until im dead

[fridvy]
i want u here until im dead
impulsive words i shoulda kept
confess my love with my last breath
a thousand times ran thru my head

[lil soda boi]
why should i go see the red inside my head
delete the files inside my brain when i am dead
i-i-infected memory
put me down gently
in your head rent-free
do you regret you met me
2025

[fridvy]
really wish that i could say
letting you go is a regret
but you still linger in my head

until im dead w/ lil soda boi + unpolarize

wstdyth - K33p3r Of Souls

w my bros, kickin shit like a roundhouse 
speedin in that nissan, haulin an ounce round
bringin up my ex, man i’m boutta bounce out 
carpenter pants, feelin fine until the sundown 
sittin by myself at the function 
u think i don’t wanna talk, makin assumptions 
should b wearin Js how i’m dunkin 
they just ask me what i’m rockin, oh it’s nothing

takahiromiyashita when i go to meet her 
talking shit, keep it up i just might delete ya 
we staying out late she dancing like a diva 
keep the loud in my backpack, rolling reefer

rare fit like a mythical 
take another hit and she’s saying something typical 
we got different minds that shit got me thinking cynical 
can’t find the 1 it’s so difficult 

kinda think i miss u 
got me fucked up 
it’s ok i’m chillin now 
i been stacking bux 
drippin like ur artery 
magic in my blood 
save it 4 another day 
my mind won’t shut up 

pouring cannalean, fantastic 
4 letters on my chain 
made of silver, paying plastic
everything u say 2 me is fake ur made of plastic
but she’s the baddest 

no ur not for me 
we closing this scene 
this shit ain’t that deep 
im living inside a dream 
maybe everything is perfect 
everything i need 
i got spines like an urchin 
stepping carefully

tattered pages [neohn]

ssj5