https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs

@kiryano

I’m slowly gettin there but I’m not even close 
I’m looking back to when you hugged me and I froze 
and tbh now I feel just like a ghost 
I cannot love you if you don’t want me to grow 

do it for the feeling in my chest 
it doesn’t look like it but I still try my best 
will you pick me up when I’m a mess? 
or I guess just leave me where I’m at 

thru my window watch the trees move in the wind 
I feel your sunlight in in my heart and on my skin 
and I don’t even wanna think of all my sins 
I know I can’t go back to where I’ve been 

I do what I can just to feel like me again
I would show you what I mean but it’s so hard 2explain 
they don’t understand what I go thru in my head 
what I go thru everyday just so I can feel ok

mess (kiryano) vid in desc

produced by @bazington x @1wasterr

lyrics:
gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

there's nothing left that's here for me
everything i kept u took away
hate it when u say that it's not that hard
always wish u'd stay but it's not that far
said they wanted me to change and it left me scarred
they all putting me to shame i just played my part
hate it when u break and it's on my shards
don't know how much u can take when ur my safeguard (3x)

do anything for u
i think of u every day it's just cuz i adore u
give more than i can afford to
u tell me i'm lying but it's all true

gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

i just wanna leave a trace :/ (baz x wasterr)

im back<3

lyrics:
I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

Real geeker poppin molly wit my percocet 
Im impatient pop another it aint workin yet
Got the reaper on speed dial love to flirt wit death
Everything i put myself thru still ain learnin yet

Dont kno where im at popped a pill i woke up in a dream
And i try to tlk abt it but u dont get what i mean
Step up in the party i get all my drugz for free
It's a different set of problems when u livin life like me

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

such a mess ☆ prod. melik

prod @bloodcryy

bae im so alone , , i thought u woulda known
tha way u treated me i shoulda known2 go .. 
i found a way2 get thru , ,
wit none of it involving u  ..

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

im glad tht i was out of it
i was hella high i cant rmrbr sht
get out of my life u dont got membership
im sry u aint 4 me im sorry

i was hittin stains same time i wna kms
who am i to blame me or u we both gon go 2 hell
xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me

4am im feelin bad again i might js take another1
im so mf high u wont find me under the sun
they say im the 1
ive only jus begun
they said i wouldnt make it now dey h8 wat i become

fck tht im on this , u could stand wat im on , sht
yall was h8n on me back then , now im on top u wna tap in ?
fuck tht u wont happen , im on tragedy til my death bed
i wont even read wat u said ik its gon b stupid

its my last night i got some time to kill
oh i js fell down i hope my cup aint spill
feelins is fr , ya u kno da deal
it doesnt matter y dey hurt u , js now dat dey will

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

xanax in my pocket
i got no other option
ur alwayz talkn nonsense
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

switch the story freestyle [bloodcryY]

evry1 sucks demo [irby]

tattered pages [neohn]

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING (all plats)

forgot type shit [togepi]



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone


★lethargy★ (prod. xysoftshade)

I WANT EVERYTHING (prod. ghoul)

@internetjoe @tommet45

wearin skinny jeans, whipping sports cars
wrist dance like the north star

i don’t wanna talk, nazgul, gettin ghosted 
u can watch me fly off in that mitsubishi coastin 
regeneration, tears in the potion 
bethesda i’m posted, fit like serotonin

i don’t think she think of me 
she look good in skinny jeans 
wormwood, absinthe on the rocks in the VIP
surfin on my wrist, tsunami, straight from Givenchy
stompin foreign kicks 44, can’t fit 43 

always on the grind 
gotta keep my eye on that mission 
i’m talking to bad bitches 
i can’t get distracted 
playin her like badminton 
pls don’t take it personal i’d put u ina pageant
i’m just so fucked up 
tryna fix myself it’s drastic 
i feel like i’m megan way i turned into a savage 
she just want the bands n she see that i been stackin 
dont care what i feel gotta say that shit is classic 
i’m still gettin colder, i put on my jacket 
contain my negativity and use it, it’s like magic 
i been feeling horrible, majora how i mask it 
up and down in cycles, it’s hardly erratic 
i can see the sunrise
spendin on some fabrics

tattered pages [neohn]

ssj5