target ft. polar

hit me up and leave me hanging never respond
i was dying when you met me then i respawned
something's stopping us from getting what we both want
i won't keep you prisoner, don't let your ghost haunt
me in the future, stay in my past
i don't wanna do it to you, i can't take it back
and i said it wasn't you but it's more than that bad
we can't get it back now so don't even ask
i said i wouldn't let it get to me
but then i kinda let it get to me
you said all you want's to rest in peace
and now in my head you're dead to me
i don't let it be, i can't keep it up
i don't wanna say it, but i don't wanna stop
ok maybe i'll stop complaining when i'm standing on the top
all cause i popped off now they wanna flop
when i pop the top off, he might take my top off
gotta get a lot up off my chest taking socks off
running barefoot through the grass to the cobble rocks
mossy stones dirty toes in the parking lot
catgirl with my dogs so we bark a lot
straight hair no curls, it gets dark a lot
eyebrows on fleek at the record shop
spin another and i'll do it til my body drops
(just don't let it get to you
i can tell when it gets to you
can't help but feel like i'm less than you
can't help as much as you asked me to
just stay in the past for me
every time i look back i see
all the ways that you were 
using me, abusing me
but was it really your fault? nah
i don't really blame it all on
someone that won't take the fall, nah
imma always take the fall, yeah
but i don't ever let you go
i can't let you in my life, i can't ever let you know
i can't ever let it up, i won't ever take it slow
no, no, no
baby don't go, leave me in the cold
playing in snow, miss you when i'm old
wish that we could grow, wishing you could grow
i'm already grown, god i feel so old
catgirl with my dogs so we bark a lot
straight hair never curls it gets dark a lot
eyebrows on fleek at the record shop
spin another just for me)

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

just don't let it get 2 u

lyrics:
@777evil
even on my worst nights they love me want me hate me baby 
you don’t got to realize your silver tongue and words won’t change me 
even tho i let you down 
i still think it was the best decision 
i need to get my head straight 
cause i been losin it losin it
i don’t think that i’ll ever change 
im not new to this im true to this 
so what if you’re asking me for closure 
you can talk shit all you’ll ever be is a poser 
me and the gang blow the motherfucking place up 
catch me in the club with my brothers and we turning up 
even on my worst nights they love me want me hate me baby 
you don’t got to realize your silver tongue and words won’t change me

@soliooooo
took me 10 months to know you

now everyone that i know is below you

now there’s a hole in my heart ya it’s so true

i wanna make it to the with or without you

and her tears fucked it up again 

inside she’s worse than a friend 

playing games ya, she thinks it’s pretend

ya it’s torture it might never end

i’m a lost cause i’m my only hope

ya i’m the one to call if you’re ever gonna choke

1 call left ima be the last guy you know

gotta throw it back you should learn from last guy ago

i’m the problem feeling like the but of the joke

wouldn’t doubt it that’s everything seems to go

couldn’t save you now everything feels like a stroke 

now you’re guts on the tree and you’re blood on the oak

ya sick of lying feeling like i’m always under oath 

had a fear of boredom now i got a story of my own

always staring at the clock and shit i don’t know what i’ve done 

ya you’re words are like a gun always blow me up and run

@nokerbforever
yeah ive been running away
for u and me its to long i know
now im walking through places
that i never thought id show up for

baby how u doing
i know ure not fine
dont know how to prove it
this shit is not right
tell me where we moving
u said ure alright
but baby i see through it
when i look in ur eyes

tongue tied
i never wanted this to end
girl its alright
something i never shouldve said
im cutting all ties
im in the spotlight
im clearing dark skies
while im chasing bright lights

sippin on this beer
mix it with liquor
im off the pills and i still really miss her
im seeking thrills but the voids getting bigger
im still right here but u cut me out the picture

2 2, 2020
i might be the one 4 u but u wont let me
i i knew, my visions steady
i told u ill make it thru but u forget me

worst nights

worst nights - evilmiku, solio, nokerb

prod neverforever

filled with broken promises n shit that i regret
hold me close im dyin soon i hope u dont 4get
tell me its ok cuz bae i bet u kno the best
problems will arise wen i js wana fuckin rest

xanax for my temper , my heaart u cut , dismembered
forgot to feel , remember . ts it wont get better
i cry n rip my sweater , i wrote this as a letter
ima fuckin loser,. but beggars cant be choosers

beggin tht my life will end, sry if u were my friend
death is alr spent
tell me im fucked up ik that
death is 2close for me to turn back

im writin all the same songs , u kno i wont b here long
i figured u would love me if i became something
i h8 ppl they h8 me
no1 feels the same thing
lyin is wat made me
u cant pretend u saved me ..

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

prod @bloodcryy
feat/mix/cover/sfx @s0lemn

enticing suicide w/ s0lemn [bloodcryY]

prod. knotchej

lyrics:
stones on a print
another layer that i shed
i keep falling for a trick
i pick up my phone, i forgot where i went
wake up feeling strange, i forgot where i been
in my own way
if it's no one to make it up to
give me something that'll pave
watch it wash away
i just give it everything
every song i ever made

i think it'd be good to wander about
walk around
pick it up and lets go
anywhere at all
and we could make a stop
and fuck around
i'll treat you how you want tonight
i could get you anything
i'll put in the work for it
i traverse the rainforest
i think that i'm made for it

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

ssj5