baby blow my phone up//killmesumday

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

don't got a whole lot to say, I guess I'm one with the pain now
dont leave my house without a blade, I guess we're one in the same now
dead presidents live in my safe now
suffocating me i just need to breakout

breakout. they think im insane now
pull up ak with a mask get a payout
got big bands in the safe now
got big bands in the paypal
damn hey
like damn straight
my team be chill in the safehouse 
all my brothers took the same route 
all my brothers getting paid now

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

lmk (+thislandis)

NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS!

1. Bad timing (prod. recyclebin)
2. lock & key (prod. recyclebin x garasu) mv coming soon
3. medicine (prod. BSoD)

me an toxin be makin hits fr

kainebot and toxinbrewer present: another synthetic EP :D (FULL STREAM)

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

dedicated to my boyfriend. i love u.

@benjithemachine

(lyrics)
im nauseous got butterflies 
im nervous dont know why 
and it shouldn't be this hard 
anxious and scarred 

wanna tell you tht i luv u but its not easy
look into my eyes does your future leave me out
i cant quite catch my breath 

insecurities things wont go my way
said you want forever and id give you always 
and im still scared of the dark
but you werent afraid of a (my) broken heart

wake me up 'fore u go 
one more kiss back to sleep 
dream of u, only you and me 
and ill wait in ur bed all day 
you get back and i just wanted to say

wanna tell you tht i luv u but its not easy
look into my eyes does your future leave me out
i cant quite catch my breath 

insecurities things wont go my way
said you want forever and id give you always 
and im still scared of the dark
but you werent afraid of a (my) broken heart
and im in love w/ who u are

always (benjithemachine)

prod. silver+methboiswag

Cant get you out my head
Was it something that I said
I know I can be too much sometimes
Sometimes less is more
You keep talking all that shit but I'm not hearing it
She pointing fingers at me I'm not feeling it
Oh whoa
Baby I'm about to switch the pace
And I'm way too high to talk bout dinner ill let you pick the place
Don't pay no mind no really don't pay no mind
She got some expensive taste and tastes better as time flies
Baby you don't remind me of anyone else I know
She got more money than me its hard to impress her
I think outside the box
Really I just love to plot
I like it when you take control I let you call the shots
Wait a minute baby don't cry can you hold on
You keep looking at me expecting to do wrong

How I'm supposed to save a part of me and you I'm not strong
It shouldn't take that fucking long to see what I'm on
Oh baby don't hit me with another episode
You look like everything I want you the perfect epitome
I cant see behind me
I think she tryna line me
Whatever goes around will come back to you in the long run
I got tired of running what do you want from me
I turned nothing to something don't want your company
I'm a wise mf smart ass douchebag
Hard to give a fuck when you get all this cash oh
I don't think I wanna fuck she moving fast on me
Ima go ahead and pass her to my big homie
I already know the world is cold
I'm just waiting for you to tell me something no ones told me
My lifestyles a waste of time I'm tryna kill the old me
You can say you love me now but you still got to show me

Cant get you out my head
Was it something that I said
I know I can be too much sometimes
Sometimes less is more
You keep talking all that shit but I'm not hearing it
She pointing fingers at me I'm not feeling it
Oh whoa
Baby I'm about to switch the pace
And I'm way too high to talk bout dinner ill let you pick the place
Don't pay no mind no really don't pay no mind
She got some expensive taste and tastes better as time flies
Baby you don't remind me of anyone else I know
She got more money than me its hard to impress her
I think outside the box
Really I just love to plot
I like it when you take control I let you call the shots
Wait a minute baby don't cry can you hold on
You keep looking at me expecting to do wrong

LESS IS MORE

spotify

LESS IS MORE [p. silver+methboiswag]

woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
different setting
a life with no regretting i
can't feel a heartbeat
can't see my blood bleeding, why?
oh she can save me
i fell between the spaces
died
in my own head and i just don't understand it
on the other side of the looking glass
i see a sad reflection
a troubled past
yeah a string of self loathing
i just can't comprehend this
i just can't comprehend this, why?
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
You’re such a blessing to a life that’s so depressing, I
Can feel my heart beat, beat faster when I’m by your side
She could save me
Thought between the spaces died
In my own my head
Just can’t understand
nothing is perfect but shit we perfect together
i know we young and its early you changed my life for the better
im drinking gin and im faded im probably adding more pressure
i wouldnt changed how i played it but now I love you forever
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love

all that i know [feat. chris birdd]

prod neverforever

filled with broken promises n shit that i regret
hold me close im dyin soon i hope u dont 4get
tell me its ok cuz bae i bet u kno the best
problems will arise wen i js wana fuckin rest

xanax for my temper , my heaart u cut , dismembered
forgot to feel , remember . ts it wont get better
i cry n rip my sweater , i wrote this as a letter
ima fuckin loser,. but beggars cant be choosers

beggin tht my life will end, sry if u were my friend
death is alr spent
tell me im fucked up ik that
death is 2close for me to turn back

im writin all the same songs , u kno i wont b here long
i figured u would love me if i became something
i h8 ppl they h8 me
no1 feels the same thing
lyin is wat made me
u cant pretend u saved me ..

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

prod @bloodcryy

bae im so alone , , i thought u woulda known
tha way u treated me i shoulda known2 go .. 
i found a way2 get thru , ,
wit none of it involving u  ..

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

im glad tht i was out of it
i was hella high i cant rmrbr sht
get out of my life u dont got membership
im sry u aint 4 me im sorry

i was hittin stains same time i wna kms
who am i to blame me or u we both gon go 2 hell
xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me

4am im feelin bad again i might js take another1
im so mf high u wont find me under the sun
they say im the 1
ive only jus begun
they said i wouldnt make it now dey h8 wat i become

fck tht im on this , u could stand wat im on , sht
yall was h8n on me back then , now im on top u wna tap in ?
fuck tht u wont happen , im on tragedy til my death bed
i wont even read wat u said ik its gon b stupid

its my last night i got some time to kill
oh i js fell down i hope my cup aint spill
feelins is fr , ya u kno da deal
it doesnt matter y dey hurt u , js now dat dey will

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

xanax in my pocket
i got no other option
ur alwayz talkn nonsense
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

switch the story freestyle [bloodcryY]

в одиночестве жарю котлеты

heylog: https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
you left me to freeze
i know that i’m nothing to you
but you’re something to me
i’m not what you need
i know that it’s my fault you left
but i need you back please
i can’t even think
when you’re not around 
i cannot even breathe 
theres snow to my knees
i’m freezing to death and you’re not there for me

i’ve been wondering why you’re
cold blooded like a lizard
it’s december so it’s freezing
and my heart is like a blizzard
you tell me that you love me
but i don’t think you remember
i told you when you first met me that i’m colder than december

coffee in the pot
and mixing bedroom pop
talking with a cause
and chilling with my dog
i look outside
watch out for the ice
am i seeing things
or am i ‘colour blind’
my heart is colder than december
i looked for you
but you weren’t there
i’m a little ill
hard to breath this cold winter air
you and your friends still think you’re cool
i’m happy i don’t have to see y’all at school

you left me to freeze
i know that i’m nothing to you
but you’re something to me
i’m not what you need
i know that it’s my fault you left
but i need you back please
i can’t even think
when you’re not around 
i cannot even breathe 
theres snow to my knees
i’m freezing to death and you’re not there for me

i’ve been wondering why you’re
cold blooded like a lizard
it’s december so it’s freezing
and my heart is like a blizzard
you tell me that you love me
but i don’t think you remember
i told you when you first met me that i’m colder than december

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

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