welcome to the entrance to the angel garden

produced by angel garden (myoso + thewrld)

cover art by @creep3rraver on instagram

vocalists (in order of appearance)
@nxrthstarr
@user-853709121 // @stoichi-q
@dantechanel
@kidthecartoon
@2003logan
@faidev
@1zarki
@dylqnx
@maysover
@zackwarrior

garden entrance w/ friends

all plats soon!

lyric amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDCIy4R875c

DEATH IN SPACE! (prod. oladaev)

amv w/ lyrics:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWEiXUjQd8g

vocals:
https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai
https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj

production:
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

mastered by https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

lately i been

STREAM

love jai - lately i been (ft. lil booj)

heart w/uxie (kirame)

I tell him hi, i been rlly loving life
But its a lie, i just really wanna die
Im breaking into pieces can u see it in my eyes
I wish i looked like how i sell myself online
Makeup in my bag, touching up all my mistakes
Wanna be perfect, but i know that shit is fucking fake
Looking at myself analyse it every day
And no amount of surgery can make me feel ok
I want filler and botox, touched by an angel
Obsessed with my dysphoria the story of my fable
Unstable, ill leave my fucking heart out on the table,
Why do i have to conform to every label

One more week, fucked it up
I dont care ive had enough
I know how to make it right
But estrogen is hard to find
Fucking with another guy
Every single night
Validate my looks
Ill give you anything you like

filler+botox [shinju]

lyrics 
I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I pull up begging you that I can just go back again
I popped this perc cause that’s the only thing that keeps me in
You talk a lot like you ain’t ever try to play pretend
I never talk cause I got shit I rather bottle in
Cause I know it’s so hard to be
Living in a world, give me time to breathe
Every time we talk, spin it back to me
playing with my heart it ain’t hard to see

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

who i am

stream

who i am [lazylabor & happ]

prod neverforever

filled with broken promises n shit that i regret
hold me close im dyin soon i hope u dont 4get
tell me its ok cuz bae i bet u kno the best
problems will arise wen i js wana fuckin rest

xanax for my temper , my heaart u cut , dismembered
forgot to feel , remember . ts it wont get better
i cry n rip my sweater , i wrote this as a letter
ima fuckin loser,. but beggars cant be choosers

beggin tht my life will end, sry if u were my friend
death is alr spent
tell me im fucked up ik that
death is 2close for me to turn back

im writin all the same songs , u kno i wont b here long
i figured u would love me if i became something
i h8 ppl they h8 me
no1 feels the same thing
lyin is wat made me
u cant pretend u saved me ..

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

Featuring: @etaiso 
Backing Vocals by: @lizzie-calisto
Produced by: DZO DIGITAL and @nickp3tro
Art by: DZO DIGITAL, Lizzie Calisto and Burrow
Mixed by: DZO DIGITAL
Mastered by:DZO DIGITAL

Lyrics:
DZO- 

Huh
I'm not ready to face it
No I can't see, need LASIK
Goin for the win, DZO on the playlist
Know your bitter friend say "he's overrated"
What's gotten into me? 
No, it's not a thing to me
You can make my heart stop
Vasovagal syncope
See the light when I'm by your side
You make me wanna die, I don't wanna lie 

Tryna make it in a scene that's full of posers and haters (Huh)
Proud fakers, clout / fame chasers (Facts)
I'll keep it a buck I'm staying home, fuck nature
I find pleasure in rotting, my bones painful
Hey, please, I need some water (Water)
Fell asleep and almost drowned in my own vomit (Huh)
Woke up in a coffin (In a coffin)
And my grave was in a tar pit
(In my grave)

I'm not ready to face it (I'm not ready, face it)
No I can't see, need LASIK (I need LASIK)
Goin for the win, DZO on the playlist (playlist)
Know your bitter friend say "he's overrated" (overrated)
What's gotten into me? 
No, it's not a thing to me
You can make my heart stop
Vasovagal syncope
See the light when I'm by your side
You make me wanna die, I don't wanna lie 

You make me wanna die, I don't wanna lie 
Lie, lie, l- l-
make me wanna die, I don't wanna

Stream

LASIK Intro

Ways2Love (prod. 4damier)

abyss, part two: soulsplitter

brokenlights

brokenlights (p. ryan kelly)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
mv - https://youtu.be/osXYLj5Iwx4?si=6FvHBP9A2V5nUeBn

PRL or YSL
i’m lookin’ pretty inside of hell
i always show but never tell
these jeans, they shine; don’t need a belt

don’t wanna die like all alone
but i’m so high, i’m by myself
take a bottle off the shelf
& then i tell it all farewell

two iPhones, they ring
got your bitch on my screen
soon she’ll be on her knee’s
(yeah, she’ll be on her knee’s)

i don’t want you to leave
but you want me to bleed
yeah, this pain, i’ve foreseen

& i know i’m addicted
i’m rockin’ Affliction
& it’s true like religion
they all swear that i’m gifted
but i’m off the shits, yeah
& i can’t forget, yeah
the things that you said
w/ your gun to my head, yeah

& i’m w/ a white girl
call her pretty, she’s my world
buy her diamonds, rubies, pearls
i love her freckles & her curls (ohh)

& i’m w/ a white girl
got her takin’ off my shirt
we’ll be fuckin’ in the floor
but i can’t lie, it always hurts

yeah, i’m just a white nerd
always on computers
it’s such a shame that this won’t work
ohhh

i got a taste of your blood
now i fiend for the rush
need it more than these drugs
ohhh

& outside, i’m an angel
but you know i got demons
crash the car when i’m speedin’
yuhh

i saw your silhouette 
& now i cant forget
the smell of cigarettes
the taste upon your breath

i saw your silhouette
now i’m full of regret
i’ll smoke a cigarette
burn a hole inside my chest

it’s hard enough with my armor on
got my armor off & she’s in her bra
i’m gonna take it off
you know, i’m so in love
but she don’t give a fuck
she just wants me gone..

i’ll write another song
i really hope it’d be the one
to make ‘em understand
this shit’s really just in my blood

& i’m w/ white girl
call her pretty, she’s my world
buy her diamonds, rubies, pearls
i love her freckles & her curls (ohh)

yeah, i’m w/ a white girl
got her takin’ off my shirt
soon we’ll be fuckin’ in the floor
but i can’t lie, it always hurts…
(ohhh ohh ohh)

& i’m just a white nerd
always on computers
i’ll go to hell, i’m gonna burn
not gonna wait, yeah it’s my turn…

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

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