I would want these to be the last thing I hear

Songs for my death day

I hate change

bored

LET'S START OVER AGAIN - Belowground reupload

leavemedown

Break you apart
By the string through my heart
You take a hit, crack your rib
Recall me back
So when you run away again
Just know i never left

It's never over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i’d felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor

When you said that we couldn’t be
Any thing, any more
While you bleed on your sleeve
Of where your heart rests assured
That i'm far enough away
To nеver hurt you again
Don't worry, this time it's true

It's nеver over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i'd felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor
I told you that i’m okay
How the fuck could i be okay?
I just didn’t want to upset you
Reasons i still don't get
Guess i can forget
Because you’ve forgotten too

Again! (crustsox cover)

Makeup's on and you're looking just fine
Don't you know you're wasting all your time
Cuz you don't even know what you want
The sun is going down and it's getting pretty dark
You never had any bite just bark
Only chasing the ones out in front

You say you're scared of me cuz they way I think
Call me an incel cuz I never get pink 
Everything I do seems to make you sick
You always shut me down it's so frustrating
Then fuck your dog and call it masturbating
But somehow I'm the one giving you the ick

Disgusted by everyone
Yet you're not afraid to have too much fun
I know you're the real degenerate 
Go through life not caring at all
Not until you're up against that wall
Then you'll finally go back to giving a shit

How have you convinced yourself
That it's not your fault but somebody else
Everything you say is so absurd
I don't wanna hear another word

Because I can't take it
I know that you fake it
You are such a prick

The Ick

i dont give a fuck
i dont give a care
i dont give a fuck
about wherever you are
you stupid cunt

every body says you're cool
everybody says you're great 
but all i see is a stupid bitch 
that is fucking gay 

now i know why your boyfriend beat you to a bloody pulp

you are a fucking feminist
and you wanna get r@ped
you are a stupid mexican
with a dumbass, f@ggot name 

No one will ever love you
You're gonna die alone
You hit the wall at 18 
No one's gonna call your phone 

now i know why your father left you when you were 3.


I Don't Think I Like You

dammit

mgchi - and I love her

fucking lynch me (demo)

You made me happy yea that’s a fact
And now you’ve gone away and now I’m sad (so sad)

Gone away yea she’s gone away

goneaway.mp3

im gonna upload this on spotify soon

im lost in my head, i glitch every time
kinda need a manual just to know whats right
i am just a bug that nobody will patch
if you dont spell it out im gonna crash

idk shit

tell me what to do, i cant guess
give me the script, im a mess
cant love right, cant connect
if you dont teach me, i forget

tell me whats right

i am shit

idk shit :p

Fucking Up Again

ice cave 2 80 bpm august 14 take 1

check 1 58 bpm take 1 12625

Meandering the Rhizome

VERSE 1
i dont try, i dont cry
spend my days locked inside
waste away as time flies by
i wait the day when i will die

i hate my life but i say im fine
but im nothing new im just like
these other dudes living in strife
im nothing new, same old design

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

VERSE 2
i make songs, shitty songs
shitty guitar with fake drums
shitty bass (played with a pick)
shitty lyrics made by scum

im not one to interact
cuz i cant talk i just panic attack
and i thought that i was complex
but im just like everyone else

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

Femur Breaker

I exist. I love electric guitars more than my life. If I don’t end myself, I might upload something in the distant future but idk music theory.

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0DLH1pdWAJnKjG4m3bfJlA?si=lshUYIViQsei6CPVYPTyRQ

dammit

sxth

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