lyrics: 
ive been running they been biting at my coattails 
might not live another year but I dont care 
if you wanna see the future we can go there 
 ive been drowning ive been sinking I got no air
 in the winter through the window watch the snow fall 
all my problems growing bigger like a snowball 
they've been keeping lots of secrets ima show yall 
ive been crossing both my fingers ima go far 
ive been sleepy ima go and take a deep rest 
tryna hide away my feelings cuz im depressed
 and my motor getting tired need a reset  
tryna float my way away im in the deep end

ive been hiding ive been ghosting
 different states different cities ive been coasting
  ive been broken in the moment  
when I try to speak my mind I be choking
  in the backseat drowning in my sorrows 
 doing anything I can to see tomorrow
  but it follows it be stalking
  I can hear the voices murmur when im talking

ive been running they been biting at my coattails 
might not live another year but I dont care 
if you wanna see the future we can go there 
 ive been drowning ive been sinking I got no air
 in the winter through the window watch the snow fall 
all my problems growing bigger like a snowball 
they've been keeping lots of secrets ima show yall 
ive been crossing both my fingers ima go far 
ive been sleepy ima go and take a deep rest 
tryna hide away my feelings cuz im depressed
 and my motor getting tired need a reset  
tryna float my way away im in the deep end

ive been hiding ive been ghosting
 different states different cities ive been coasting
  ive been broken in the moment  
when I try to speak my mind I be choking
  in the backseat drowning in my sorrows 
 doing anything I can to see tomorrow
  but it follows it be stalking
  I can hear the voices murmur when im talking

coattails (01kon)

cocaine & ramune +strgurrl (number48)

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[nvr nvmbr]
it’s just a matter of time
until i choke on my bile & die
you don’t know what it’s like..

i don’t get high, gonna drink ‘til i die
see the colors from the sky 
as they shine in your eyes

shawty gonna fuckin’ cry 
but she don’t know what it’s like
pop these pills for a high
yeah, i drink to feel alright

i was livin’ in the past 
now i’m mashin’ on the gas
shawty shakin’ on her ass
& i’m throwin’ up this cash

i’m gonna hit it from the back
i know she hates her fuckin’ dad
i don’t give a single fuck
got that kitty on my lap

i don’t get high, gonna drink ‘til i die
see the colors from the sky 
as they shine in your eyes

shawty gonna fuckin’ cry 
but she don’t know what it’s like
pop these pills for a high
yeah, i drink to feel alright

bad bitch; ass fat, all black
she know i got big big racks
bad bitch, all black; i’ll tap
i’m gonna have to smash..

vodka on ice then i’ll die
i can see it now; all those tears in her eyes
i think i’m gettin’ old
all these years passin’ by
i swear i’m growin’ mold
& i feel so cold inside

you keep crushin’ my bones
so i’ll put my soul on
& i hate this fuckin’ place
so i’ll put this shit in drive

‘ion get high, gonna drink til i die..

[etai s0]
just siphon the light out my eyes till i'm drained
and im nothing inside
i feel empty, it's strange
my bitch wanna die
imma blow out her brains
i reach for the sky
but i land in a grave

i don't care what they say
i'm getting fucked up
off the pills in the back of the benz truck
imma fill up my nose with some white stuff
but i'm not high enough
no, never high enough

i don't care what they say
i'm getting fucked up
off the pills in the back of the benz truck
i don't care what they say
i'm getting fucked up
off the pills in the back of the benz truck

living in the past

matter of time

iTunes

said that you'd stay here with me, then you go

how i cope

*ginobli

Nowadays I’m Sick (flesh + nihil)

@prodnitefall

lyrics:

took all your pictures off the wall
can't bear to see you anymore 
although i miss you we were bound to fall
fall right through the floor

just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was
just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was

i got it going for me now
i'll show you what i'm about
my drugs pack a punch 
they'll knock you out
i don't care about the clout
i just wanna make it out
just wanna make it out
im gonna make it out
im gonna make it

i've gotta make it out
i've gotta make it
i've gotta make it out
i've gotta make it

just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was
just tell me what you want
but you might get ignored
im standing on your lawn
im really not but you thought i was

*ginobli

*man