diving board

I couldn’t have made it
a couple of days
Early look, am i 
strong under my shame
I’d like to 
hold on 
to my mind 
in the night to dawn

Couldn’t find a name, 
well he better know soon 
Go a mighty way, 
I bet ‘em all a new night, 
all my 
O2, 
eight nights 
and a numb knife 

Assistance, 
my 
new 
wire in mind
i fell in, seduced
i forgot God to choose who
and maybe it’s the mood
i’d give it up to truth

night to dawn

(don't know what to do
thought i’d been some bad news
don't know what to do 
if i got close to you)

he's tries his best
he's sensitive
he's one of my friends
he likes to ease the tension

he's deep into debt
lately he's been so stressed
that the world's a mess
but he gives me attention

i said hear me out
i get what he's all about
i get the appeal
he's so TECH (no, real)

and i am not one to doubt
what comes out of my mouth
struck from head to heel
he's so TECH (no, real)

TECH (no, real)
TECH? no...
Real, real, real, real

TECH (no, real)

blink

she day-drinks until she hits me, i'm seeing stars
"enjoy the pyrotechnics"
and there's only a reason to want her gone
don't love the life i'm left with
replaying every time i should have had fun
she left me swollen and dented
when i look in her eyes, i turn into someone i'm not

would you tighten the leash on my neck?
i'll pray it makes a difference this time
will you hold me tight?
it doesn't end if i turn it off
would you brighten my eyes just this once?
i'll say nothing my mother won't like
say it'll be fine
when she hits me until i'm seeing stars

when she talks like she's me, i forget myself
with too easy an entrance
can't tell which one of us it is i want dead
are we interconnected?
would a guillotine or my palms brick my brain
in a quicker time?
and i don't want this life
if she's my legacy the day i'm gone

would you tighten the leash on my neck?
i'll pray it makes a difference this time
will you hold me tight?
it doesn't end if i turn it off
would you brighten my eyes just this once?
i'll say nothing my mother won't like
say it'll be fine
when she hits me until i'm seeing stars

seeing stars

my submission for cut2static song wars

lyrics:

heartbreak saturday morning night
inquires, injuries, i'll be alright
outlaws like me said "such is life"
they prophesied over me, i'll be alright

the first in too long, went outside
a mirror, i wanted to throw up in fire
every part me was so loud (except)
my desire to scream, unexpressed in the quiet

couldn't even spare one day for every month
couldn't even spare 2 weeks but i'm still fucked
i was never upset at you, and i'm still not
it was always "i never could live with you gone"
and now i can't think straight when you're up
and now i can't fucking sleep at all
a pathetic shell of who i was
of a man that did nothing for you
i'll die a man that did nothing for you

newsflash, something don't sit right
i meant not to be overt, i promise i tried
outlaws like me said "such is life"
they sculpted me into something i despise

the first in too long, went outside
watched myself and the last half year fall in real time
i think i would rather die than watch you lock
falling apart at a life that could have been mine

couldn't even spare one day for every month
couldn't even spare 2 weeks but i'm still fucked
i was never upset at you, and i'm still not
it was always "i never could live with you gone"
and now i can't think straight when you're up
and now i can't fucking sleep at all
a pathetic shell of who i was
of a man that did nothing for you
i'll die a man that did nothing for you

outlaw

Holt’s above my hideout
I dug this hole beneath the floorboards
Buzzing bad and locked in
Try to not recall
Counting numbered days from the wheel we cried to clutch
Looking for some inspired land
But all I found were empty cans and cigarette butts
Lining dirty parking lots in Ottawa
Glazed eyes, trying to rub away at the sketches of the Daytime.
When every second of sun’s the same,
Whats the point of staying awake?

Your hands are out and I see
You’re asking me for a vowel but I am weak and I am stubborn
So I say “This is all I have right now”

But I want to make something good
I want to make something better
Something that cannot leave the ground
Unless we lift it up together

Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away
But pretending we feel safe right here gets harder every day
It’s a note to self mislaid
You ate the words you always used to say
There will be no more fucking around today

Drunk and worthless, spewing bullshit all across the stage
Wake up and we find new hiding places
Trying desperately to escape
The glare from our stupid, spineless
Words just whining, every fucking day
What do I really want to say?

mobo_notetoself_05072025

collection of songs i made while being 16, unpolished but shouldn't be archived luv to kamixool, kao, lychii, KTP for helping me work on it.

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37 - Forbidden Mind - Save Me

circa — November 2020
Featuring @kmoethekid
Produced by elxnce & @g1yph

Lyrics:
I don't really care anymore
I lost all my strength
Yeah I really gave up
Yeah I'm hanging by a thread
I don't really care anymore
I lost all my strength
Yeah I really gave up
Yeah I'm hanging by-

Baby, yeah, baby
Will you take me to your heart?
Baby, yeah, baby
Will you take me to your heart?

I cannot feel again, I just wanna pretend, that it's all alright
When push comes to shove and, you're falling in love yeah, there's no way to till you're all alright
I'm all alone, I don't like it I'm all alone, I lost track of all of my bones
I feel so trapped can't call my phone
Can't feel myself
You made me this way
I don't feel like continuing the day

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