Crying

Copyright Daniels & Durgy 2021
Gentle Rain Records
Produced, Written & Performed by Nat Daniels & Craig Durgy

Lyrics:
Like a shadow that creeps up on you
Or a bend in the road surprising you
As you walked towards me 
Your smile met mine
and I knew that I could fall

I could hear my heart beat loud and clear
as the souls in the room all disappeared
and the veil was torn from my childhood eyes
Like a hole I’d fallen through.. 
at the end was you

Oh I..  I could fall…  God I think I’m already there
Is it real? Or is it me? 
a fool that never learnt not to care..
but I know what I know
and I feel it in my soul
in a world of constant cynics..
Be the least of all my critics..

Can you stop the waves from crashing down?
Change the flow of the winds, or break the storms?
It’s the same when you find the one you’re meant to love
You leap… you fall… You fall…

Oh I.. I could fall.. 
God I know I'm already there..
‘Cause i’ve given in… 
without a fight to a velvet stare
Oh darling I am yours
Won’t you tell me you are mine..?
Cause I.. I could fall
Oh I,  I could fall
Oh I could fall for you

I could fall for you.. You Know…
I could fall

Chances

I Could Fall

The world is under siege ...again. Olympics under way in the midst of a pandemic? Does it matter? Of course it does. However, when so much seems to be amiss for so many, for so long, maybe, it Doesn't Matter? An ode to a dystopian moment in human history.

                                          It Doesn’t Matter (available for free D/L at www.terrywigmore.com in the collection called Doesn't Matter)

Lyrics:
    It doesn’t matter how it works, just as long as it does
    It doesn’t matter what you think, just as long as you thought
    It doesn’t matter how you look, as long as you can see
    It doesn’t matter what’s in your mind, as long as it’s…free
    Look out…here we go…everybody got to know
    Everybody get together now
    One two a one two three…everybody look at me
    Everybody get together now
    Look out…here we go…everybody got to know!
    It doesn’t matter…yada yah yah…yada yah yah…yada yah yah yah
    Yada yah yah…yada yah yah…yada yah yah yah
    It doesn’t matter that you’re thinking, that you can or you can’t
    But it matters to your brother, that you’re probably right
    It doesn’t matter, coming second, the first or the last
    It doesn’t matter how a fool’s made, only when he smiles
    (INST)
    It doesn’t matter who you are, just as long as you were
    It doesn’t matter how badly you failed, just as long as you tried
    It doesn’t matter what you do, just as long as you do
    It doesn’t matter…it doesn’t matter…it doesn’t matter!
  
Wigmore: music, production, additional vocals
Allen: bass, guitars, vocal, harmonies, lyrics

Doesn't Matter

atmospheric bottom

A song from a couple of years ago, with my old friend Gareth on acoustic guitar.

The Drink Talking

I have said some foolish things
In my life along the way
But I am not a sober man
So pay no heed to what I say
And when I say, I love you
You may never know it’s true
That’s not my heart
It’s just the drink talking

And we won’t think too deeply
About the nature of these things
We were thrown into this sea of life
Without any water wings
And we can sink alone here
Whilst hope eternal springs
But we can’t swim
We’re just treading water

And in this dreamed existence
In our imagined feather bed
Our wishes become fishes
Our dreamcatcher is misled
We dream our future perfectly
In homes of gingerbread
This isn’t life
We’re just sleep walking
       That’s not my heart
        It’s just the drink talking

Cover photo by Jonas Jacobsson on Unsplash

That's The Drink Talking (with Gareth)

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A mi padre (For my dad) HD Version 

Created in January 2021 and published in February 2021.

Life sometimes gives us a second chance. My father had it 45 years ago when he survived a serious accident when he was going to work. Contrary to medical opinions, he was able to walk again, have two more children, travel, and watch his family grow during all that time.

He survived cancer ten years ago and no longer able to move as before, he took refuge in learning everything he could think of: he learned computer science, journalism classes and English language.

From him I learned many things ... effort, honesty, passion to learn ... love for music.

Before all that and getting married, between the fifties and sixties he was working in the south of Germany, where he soon learned the language with a Bavarian accent, which caused him some problems in the north of the country, where he was after a few years as well.

When he came from there he brought a typewriter (He loved writing for some years), a radio, a record player and a tape recorder, where he listened to his favorite music. And that was what he listened to when I was a kid.

My father passed away a few days ago, and it's been hard times for me. 

This little tribute is for him.

Covert Art. Composition of photos of his youth in Germany of my father and his wedding with my mother.

1. Track Kv 331
13 native instrument tracks from Music Studio and old Forum Xewton.

Para Mi Padre

Well. Finally!

I am really proud to be able to present this little nasty piece to you. This has several reasons... i have to face some kind of... lets call it "depression", right now (corona fuckedupness...). Low battery status and find it hard to work on any music these days.... and that makes me sad, because there is so much in the pipe, and as mentioned in my profile -> 2021 will be the big Collab-Year! Yes!  So down to it and i will be doing nasty stuff with some of you amazing talented Artists out there... this makes me thrilled about what to come!

While i worked on the last little mix-adaptions and overall master of my album "1981", we managed, during a short period around X-Mas, to visit my parents in law place and "celebrated" the christmas days. It really felt not so good and right, due to the rona crisis and the general lockdown with loosened restrictions just for the public holidays sake....

I took my newly self-gifted arturia microfreak with me and was highly motivated and inspired by the https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1PRTg1DRbQ 4 producers 1 synth Andrew Huang video series... with a FAT Lineup of Artists : Rachel K Collier, Red Means Recording, Cuckoo and yeah , Andrew Huang...

After i saw that video i asked my girlfriend and fiance, which i had promised not to buy me another gear this year, if i was allowed to x-mas present myself with this thing and she , ALWAYS so supportive, agreed that i NEED it, sure! LOL.... So i took my travel-setup with me and was sitting in my beloved corner in our little flat at my parents in laws place.... and 80% of the piece was pretty much done when we drove back to our place. 

Still inspired by the magic composing energy i experience there, everytime, i finished the track within the next two days, but really felt not like uploading it. I had to wrap up the Album and decided, that i will drop it by the end of january, early february... and yeah. here it is.

I also want to take the opportunity and thank not only ALL you wonderful artists out there which i have discovered so far... i also want to shout out , that this piece, along with the 4 producers 1 synth video, is heavily influenced by listening to my alltime favorites:

https://soundcloud.com/tea_are_sea
https://soundcloud.com/grevusanjl
https://soundcloud.com/naturesautonomus
https://soundcloud.com/belial-pelegrim
https://soundcloud.com/user-766619428
https://soundcloud.com/chefboyextreme

and surely many many more, but BIG CRED, to what you do with your magic sounds and sonic landscapes and genre bending and defining music out there.

Thank you so much! 
Yours,
Commander Fullyard


btw... if you got the time and are up into dreamy, dope, glitched, synthwave, arcade and so many more styles blending electronic music... please check out this man... https://soundcloud.com/jonrando

Glitched

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