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guts x chromeheart
prod by guts goated mbv sample

GROWN

all instruments + production + mixing and mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

artwork by SCAR$

Lyrics:

I got these thoughts inside, they’re sitting in me
There’s certain things that you just could never be
You say you can relate, but I disagree
There’s certain things in life you could never be
You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core

Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core
Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You think you know me?
But you don’t

Twist the knife into my back
Tell me everythings alright
But you don’t know anything
Well, not the way that you think you do
Things are never “black and white”
You can’t fit me in this broken space
You think you know me? I don’t think you do
I’m stuck here swimming in the Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m stuck at sea, the only person on this boat alone
I feel it in my veins, I feel it in my face
I wish somebody out there could possibly relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m sitting, stuck at sea, and trailing on this boat alone
I’m so alone, I feel it close
‘Cause death's embrace is what i feel the most

You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Terminal Blue

Stuck In My Head

beartrap

Attempted Lover

Somebody Else

Death by a Thousand Cuts

Death by a Thousand Cuts (Feat. Lucas Woodland)

lyrics: i’m going 80 fucking 7 while i’m screaming ur name 
oh i fucking hate the way you’re looking at him 
and you told me we would find each other again 
while he’s there leaving his scent on your gorgeous lips 
i remember the good days 
where you said you were mine 
now i’m driving around and im wasting my time 
hoping that you’ll fall down and come back to the right 
motherfucking person but it’s not worth your time 

i’m making thousands 
while i’m drowning 
while i’m sitting on my ass
if it was others or you 
i wouldn’t let you pass 
i fucking changed 
it was a pain 
but it was so worth it 
let me fucking say 
i’m not the same person 
but 
that’s not enough for you 
you’re letting him love you 
like the way i used to do 
now im crawling all around 
looking just for you 
i just wanna find the closure 
and move on from you

move on from you (prod. jaxxee)

instagram @chrisrain

Prod, mix & master: Chris Rain

SHOCK ME

SPOTIFY

CHRIS RAIN - SHOCK ME

I’d Rather Overdose - MOD SUN Remix

Western Space Grunge

For Once

shoutout my brother florent, was a pleasure working with one of my favorite artists <3

**lyrics**
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

When I saw you walking through the hallway in your feels,
I was longing to let you know that I know how it feels
Then we talking like almost every night I start to heal
Someone pinch me, this gotta be a dream is this for real?

I never felt like I deserved much time
no hesitation I can make you mine
I never thought that I could be the guy for you, so take my hand and I’m gonna do you right 

(luvflorent)

I’ll treat you right, give me 10 minutes
big boy, big cheese, im big living
medicine in my jeans, I’m bout business
lay it down on me while my head spinning

bed spins, you were right there
i sing to myself, in computer chairs
i hate myself, but you shouldn’t care
turn the base down, let the tears out

ay, bitch saying "frank could you stop playing"
10 minutes feels like a long time to wait
let me take a sip, take a taste of the drank
10 minutes in, still alone,still in pain

(me)
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

ten minutes w/ luvflorent

GET A JOB!

sorry mix is so rough for now 

// lyrics 
guess i took a break from the red 
oh no  
now it’s all on my hair 
match my skin and bones 
i don’t got what it takes 
so you go back home 
and find somebody else 
cause i’m never wrong 

say something 
if you can give me comfort 
but i already tainted 
my house with the memories 
kissed you held tight 
and watched you slumber 
say something 
but please do not lie to me 

please do not lie to me 

i’m so sorry 
i get so silent 
the words are getting stuck 
but ik they wouldn’t make a difference   
hearts dropped to my stomach 
so aim the knife lower darling 
but i’ll say that i love you 
and i hope you know i mean it 

I CANT TAKE THIS MAN 
SHIT JUST NEVER ENDS 
SAY YOU FUCKING CARE 
BUT YOU NEVER SHOW IT TO ME 
BLOODS ALL ON MY HANDS 
AND ITS ALWAYS MINE 
DONT LOOK ME IN THE FACE 
CAUSE YOURE NOT MY MUSE BABY

change your name [prodsecre x heyrick]

another song about dying (prod. cxrter x retz)
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wrote another song about dying
lil shawty hit my phone
she dont like it
codiene in my cup
pour the sprite in it
fucked up wit yo girl
she gon cry wit me
another night where i feel alone
even tho i been wit my dawgs
day 1's yeah i barely know
can i call anyone my bros
bad bitch yeah i think she feelin me
she know my name but not whats killin me
i just hope that she feel the same
cuz maybe then she can see the pain
if i die then it might be okay
165 catch me crying on the freeway
emotional yeah thats always been the first name

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-emo fruits aka Mr. Emotional F. Ruits aka i hoped u enjoyed bunneki neko 2 <3 all platforms soon maybee>>>????

another song about dying (prod. cxrter x retz)

produced by irby x pekarot

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/2VZWqgeEdItBnTM2jH1AW3?si=416246e548e44e81

lyrics:
(Hold me right
Squeeze me tight
i‘ll book u a flight
So u can be with me this time)

Its okay but i might cry
I am not sad or mad, i love my life 
In my head space for the whole time 
Babe can u stay for the whole night?
I love ur scent cause u smelling like
I took u back home set u of at ur door 
Kiss u on ur lips, hold ur face once more 
And with ur eyes u pierce me to the core 
See u soon babe, i love u more 

Why u drunk again?
I‘ve been waiting now its 2am
I‘ve been waiting so god damn long
Can u just go home
All ur friends are so different
U said they’re mean and vicious 
But can’t let go of them
Trust me i am much better than them

Hair like feathers and amber as her eyes 
She loves december, wears my sweater in cold times
I treat u better than any other guy 
Won‘t take this for granted, trust her with my life 

But for that i might be a fool 
But i talk to no person then u 
Before u go, know i love u 

Its okay but i might cry
I am not sad or mad, i love my life 
In my head space for the whole time 
Babe can u stay for the whole night?
I love ur scent cause u smelling like
I took u back home set u of at ur door 
Kiss u on ur lips, hold ur face once more 
And with ur eyes u pierce me to the core 
See u soon babe, i love u more 

(We‘re looking at the sky
I hope u know u been on my mind
I wanna tell u but i don’t feel right
I am sorry but atleast i tried)

love u more <3

amber

why do i exist anymore, shld b me in that ambulance (prod. purc)

lyrics ⬇️ 

thats typical 
wishing for a rainbow by the waterfall
Cuz rn i cant even really think straight
when you look my way i try my best to stand tall
everything i do and everything i say
i think all the things i do just make you frustrate

feelings coming out when i see the lighthouse
which way would you rather see me find out

time out, think i wanna live my life a little more
take pride now in everything i do and what j got in store
ear drums get too loud
i dont hear them walk in
tryna make my parents proud but i dont do it that often

but i would do this another hundred times over again
super cold inside but i need a walk in the wind
I dont wanna try fixing up whats broken for them
need a lullaby so i can go sleep in a tent

Trap door 
get me out this cycle of sin
four walls got me here until i dont give in
or give up
outta luck
used to washing all my cuts
in a rut
oh so what
you got better things above

yea and thats a promise
no tbey dont give a **** bout me
i seen the comments 
yea maybe i do live cheap but i been savin up my money so that i could be free
its not so common but i do know that my people love me

i made a promise then i realized it was too hard to keep
dr pepper and some kettle chips for lunch by the sea
never thought that i could see it where i wanted to be

super beautiful nightgown 
always matched with a sad frown
push on me i wont tap out
lately live in a glass house

typical (yunnygoldz)

i wont last
push the gas
keep on goin hit the max
will i crash
hope i crash
smash the dash and break the glass

she dont want me 
she dont love me
she just dont wanna be lonely

she dont trust me
she dont know me
so im always feeling lonely

i wanna walk around the world to find some inner peace
i suffer in the sun, takin all my energy
leaving just the brittle bones to benefit all the growin seeds
i aint ever ask for help, dont expect that shit from me

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

yeah i am not okay
lose my temper way too often
i gotta lot of fucked up thoughts
you'll hardly see me talking
i dont want to be the person that they always watching
dig myself a grave and hop into a coffin

really young
but feelin old
feel these cracks up in my bones
heavy chest with 20 holes
dont tell me life is wonderful

i aint need nobody else
did this shit all by myself
i dont wanna burn in hell
but at this rate i might as well

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

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